I don't own Kingdom Hearts or any of their characters. Square Enix and Disney do.

It's not so rare to have you turn your back to me. Always running ahead, always with your eyes set forward, never waving.

You never once seemed capable of slowing down to fit my pace. Never slowing, never stopping, forever more out of my reach.

How I longed for the times you'd trip and laugh at your own silly, goofy self.

I managed to catch up to you then...

And yet you just pushed yourself up, dusted your clothes and once again turned away with a grin.

I'm not going to ask you why you smile at me like that.

I just want to know why you even bother calling my name.

Right now, do you even remember it? Standing there - with -him- - in our secret place...

No, in your Secret Place.

It isn't mine, it never was. You just brought me there on a whim without understanding the true meaning behind the word 'secret'...

And he really didn't like it.

Your own Secret Place, he said. Yours, and his, and no one else's.

Not even mine... least of all mine.

Never mine.

No Princess belongs with a pair of beach brats, he said and dragged you away, and you hardly even looked back even though I repeatedly cried out your name.

You came willingly this time, so trusting as he went as far as have you close your eyes. You trust him completely, always have, always will. He brings you to a stop and I can't help but notice where you are - in the middle of the cave, with your back turned to me... the me you drew so long ago...

I can feel his eyes burn into me as he kisses you. An utter feeling of possessiveness towards you and a touch of hate towards me are all I can see in his aquamarine eyes you praise and love so much. It's not fair, I scream inwardly as you pull closer to him and he holds you even closer still now that I began to bore him.

It's just not fair!

I ran after you... I reached for you...

Constantly watched your back...

I won't ask you to look over your shoulder at the me behind you, carved on the wall by your own hands.

I just want to know why when he's standing between us...

You'd rather close your eyes than even look straight ahead.

It's just so horribly unfair...