-1Hey guys this is my first fanfic, so be harsh, sorry about any grammar mistakes, if you find any let me know and I will try to fix. Hope you like!

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Prologue BPOV

It's funny, how death happens, one second your enjoying yourself, living life to the fullest. The next you know there is searing pain, and you don't know what is happening. Then…….nothing, it is all gone everything that you worked for in my life, everything that you cherish, love, life, happiness, is all gone.

Unfortunately, for me, I wasn't that lucky.

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Chapter1- An Angel's cry

I turned on to the highway anticipating my next turn. It was hard to drive in Seattle without having to concentrate on the road. Semis rolled passed me on both sides, I tried not to think about what would happen if I collided with one of those.

That would hurt. Bad.

I already had my route planned out, I would take the 345 exit and go straight to the opposite side of the overpass. Then I would make my way back to Forks. I thought about going down to La Push to force Jacob to talk to me, but I had a feeling that Edward wouldn't be too keen on that plan.

Edward. He was the only thing in the world that I loved more than life itself, I was prepared to give up life to be with him for eternity, but he refused to 'Turn me into a soulless monster like himself'. Which was at the moment what I wanted more than anything else. I really didn't get it, why did he want me to become old. I mean would he still love me even if I was an old women, with wrinkles that covered my eyes. I didn't think he would, but he kept insisting that he would. Fat chance.

Besides, I knew that if I did go down to La Push then Alice would probably have a vision, and Edward would be down there in 2 minutes flat. Then when we left he would be scolding me as to how dangerous the wolves can be. Not that I didn't know.

Without warning a nagging pain hit my head, another headache, I have been having them all day, starting when I decided to go to Seattle. I thought that maybe it was a sign that I shouldn't go, but then again, I get headaches a lot. So I decided to go, and all went well, I had my day out and nothing happened.

I thought that Edward wouldn't like it, but he doesn't have to know, now does he. I picked a day that his family went 'camping'. It kept me distracted from being away from him, to my surprise.

I had gone window shopping, but I was tempted into buying a few things, mostly just little accessories, bracelets, necklaces and such. Nothing of consequence that Edward would notice if he stayed over anytime soon.

The headache kept getting worse until it was almost unbearable, but there was no place to pull over. I was screaming so loud that I drowned out the radio.

"Oh Bella!" A sweet voice came, it was a women's voice, it sounded like Alice's, but even more smooth, and dulcet. "Bella, why didn't you listen to me!"

It was then that I realized that I had distracted myself to long I was headed right over the edge of overpass I had turned onto.

"So this is it." was all I could think. I didn't try to swerve back on. All of the sudden the headache subsided and it was silence…….dead………silence. It was peaceful silence, I couldn't hear the sound of the small metal barrier crunch as my massive truck crashed through it.

I think that I will like death, if it was anything like this, beautiful silence. The only thing I would miss would be my Edward, but I had a feeling that I wouldn't be without him for long. It made me sick, but I comforted me to know that he would kill himself for me.

The last thing I saw was the front of my truck being smashed in, then the steering wheel collide with the side of my head.

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Sorry about the cliffy but I have to get to the next chapter somehow. REVIEW, PLEASE!!!!