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Wow!!!! Sugoi! I can't believe it! I was able to update in a timely fashion +o+ *shocked* So I believe my chapters are getting fairly longer ^ ^ which is also awesome since that means I have my inspiration back .w. but unfortunately I have exams tomorrow and I stayed up late finishing this so….feel my devotion to you!!! Lol….sorry

Chapter 7: Where is god in my life?

The boys hugged and continued their kissing, excited about the future they would share.

The next day, when Sasuke woke up, the scent of Honey filled his nose, feeling soft blonde locks tickling his cheeks and warm breath against his lips. The raven opened his eyes, gazing at his lover with a smile. The poor boy looked so peaceful that it was hard to resist taking a shower to watch him.

Finally, after a minute or two of staring at the younger teen, Sasuke gently pulled tan hands that gripped his night shirt off and unraveled his own from Naruto's lower back, standing up.

When he exited the shower and entered the room (in only a towel I might add w) he stared over at the boy whimpering on the bed. 'Dreaming about "The Grudge", no doubt.'

He sat beside the other, examining how the teen rolled back and forth whining. Bed sheets were strewn all around and the boy's pajamas were rolling up on his legs. In an effort to pull the dress-like clothing back down, he noticed a small patch of blue on the boy's leg. He lifted the cloth up a bit, only to glare at the exposed flesh.

The "small" bruise wasn't in fact small at all, and actually covered a good patch of skin. 'How the hell…' All of the raven's embarrassment faded as he lifted up the pajamas, seeing fingerprint shaped bruises covering the blonde's thighs. Sasuke Uchiha was without a doubt, stupefied. The answer was right in front of him, but left to ponder in the back of his mind. There was just no way that anything like that could happen to him. Could it?

He quickly dropped the dress as the little blonde started to open is eyes with a yawn. 'He didn't seem to notice.' Sasuke sighed in relief and watched as the boy stretched.

"A-ah kuso!" Naruto's eyes opened in a hurry, his hand quickly gripping his calf while his other hit the back of it. His mouth poured out cusswords more than a gangster on crack. "Kuso, Kuso!!! &#% %$oO"! %$ *&%$ $%! ^~^$# #% $ -_-" .$$ #$&% !%_&*!"

Needless to say, Sasuke was in shock. The boy seemed so innocent…yet he knew and used words that even he didn't hear often, not even from Kankuro.

"Do you want me to get something for you, dobe?" The teen asked in concern. The other was sweating and looked as if he wanted to cry.

"N-no…it'll pass soon. Sorry for cussing…"

Sasuke questioned the boy's leg, its muscles flexed and tight. "Does it really hurt that bad?"

Naruto looked at the raven with shocked eyes. "Haven't you ever had a Charlie horse before?"

He shook his head, and stared as the muscle's tenseness seemed to fade, the blonde regaining a smile. "That's gonna leave a bruise…" he sighed, laying down and chuckling into the pillow.

"Naru-chan," Sasuke started, laying down and wrapping an arm around the other's waist. "Can you get Charlie Horses anywhere?"

"Well…I think so. Mostly it's just the legs and the foot though…"

"And you get them often?"

"Well, kinda. Why do you ask?" he poked the Uchiha's bare stomach, blushing as he realized that the only "clothing" the teen was wearing was a towel.

"No reason…" the raven replied, walking to his dresser and pulling out some boxers, feeling Naruto's eyes watch his body movements. "Wanna look?" he smirked as the other yelped in surprise and turned away, rushing towards the bathroom.

"TEME!" he slammed the door shut in humiliation. Naruto heard orders from the other side of the door to get ready to go to church.

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Naruto's nice "church" clothes consisted of the black leather pants from the night before and a black dress shirt that Sasuke had to force onto the blonde. He tried to make him wear slacks but the boy had complained that they were too big and that wearing a belt was uncomfortable.

The youngest boy had obviously never been to church before, or had gone too long ago to remember what a church looked like as he gazed into the stained glass windows in amazement. For Naruto, it was literally breathtaking.

The Pastor (Sasuke is Lutheran in here, even though he seems like a Catholic man) explained more about the Christmas season, causing hearts and minds to flutter with the thought of December 25 and what Christmas gifts they might receive. One boy already knew what he was to get that day and the thought of it was painful to his heart and his rear end.

Finally, they started the Lord's Prayer.

Our father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Sasuke looked over at the boy, whose mouth suddenly dropped into an uncharacteristic frown, as if on the verge of tears. The raven unconsciously continued, but the blonde stopped with his mouth open wide, attempting to stutter out the words.

Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses

As we forgive those who trespass against us.

And Naruto's voice cracked as he re-entered the prayer, looking down at the floor as if bowing to the Lord and Kami.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory, forever and ever.

Amen.

Afterword, they were silently called to partake in the Lord's Supper. The raven stared at the blonde before gazing at the bread that he received, bread that Naruto, for some reason, folded his hands against. Receiving a hushed "The lord bless you and keep you…" from the pastor instead.

As the boys walked back to their seats, Sasuke asked a quick question before beginning his prayer. "Naruto, why didn't you take the bread?"

"Because," the blonde looked away and sat, sorrow filling his innocent blue eyes, "I don't deserve it."

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From the Lord's Supper until they arrived at Orochimaru's house, Sasuke and Naruto remained silent except for the small piece of conversation about the weather or something to that effect.

They arrived at the run-down apartments, Sasuke turning off his car and leaving them in silence. Itachi didn't join them for church, becoming an atheist after their parents' deaths. The raven remembered it clearly, as if it had only happened a minute prior.

Little Sasuke stared at his Parents' graves as the funeral ceremony ended. The pastor walked to the two out of the four remaining Uchihas in the world. Quickly and quietly he whispered an "I'm sorry" And tried to reassure the boys with the cliché phrase "They're in a better place now."

"No they're not," The elder Uchiha spoke up, glaring down at the old man then shifting his gaze to little Sasuke. "There is no Lord; Only the Devil." He walked away, his ponytail dancing in the wind behind him.

"So, did you enjoy church?" The Uchiha asked in a sort of solemn tone, his eyes focusing beyond the gray wall he looked to be gazing at.

Naruto hoped that he couldn't right see through him, the thought of what Sasuke would find out with those X-ray eyes haunted him.

"Yeah, I did. It was very nice and beautiful, thank you." He smiled, eyes forming happy little "n"s. After a few seconds of no response, he opened his blue orbs, his smile slipping into a frown. "Are you okay…?" He reached out to touch the boy's arm but the other shrugged and turned his gaze towards the blonde, locking his own black pools with Naruto's.

He seemed to be searching before the blonde softly fell forward, leaning his head onto Sasuke's shoulder. "I love you, teme."

The raven couldn't contain the smirk that slipped onto his face. "Hn, dobe." He lifted the boy's chin, calming as soft locks of gold brushed against his face. He leaned in to kiss the smaller teen, brushing his lips playfully against the other's as eyelashes tickled his cheeks. Everything about this blonde was a miracle. He was breathtaking himself, glowing more than the church had this morning, Sasuke noticed. Sasuke stopped the kiss, sighing deeply.

"I wish you didn't have to leave." A flick of distress appeared on Naruto's face as he moved in for another kiss, stopping only a centimeter away.

"I wish I didn't have to leave either." Sasuke closed off the distance, creating an frowning onto the other boy's lips. There was something about the way he said it that made it sound more like a plea -maybe even a fear- than a simple desire.

Naruto was the one who pulled back before the impish kiss deepened this time, flashing a quick smile before chuckling and opening the door. "I'll see you at school tomorrow?" he grinned, showing off his perfect white teeth, the ones Sasuke desire to smother with his love.

"Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow." He heaved, reaching for the blonde's hand and quickly grasping it before the boy could leave the car. Naruto leaned over again, giving him a childish kiss before acknowledging that he was released. He was free from Sasuke's grasp, but walking straight back into Orochimaru's.

The blonde waved at his lover as the teen drove off. His brilliant blue pools seemed to lose a bit of their light as his slowly walked up the stairs, making sure that with each step, he was walking onto solid ground by leaning barely any of his weight on the concrete steps before dragging himself onto the pad and repeating the process with the next stair.

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Naruto remembered the first time he ever saw the snake-man. He looked up at the adult with innocent, confused eyes, wondering about the sickly-pale looking man. That was his first mistake.

His second mistake was the first time he was in the car with the man. He had yet to talk to the adult, his presence making it seem as if it was taboo. Finally, he mustered up the courage to stop biting his lip cutely (correction: that was his second mistake) and communicate with him. He opened his mouth but paused, a fear building inside him. What if he got too close to this stranger and he ended up abandoning him like his parents did? He sighed internally, knowing that what happened to his parents weren't their faults but still wrongly accusing them.

"Ano, mister?" He looked up with pleading eyes, his voice causing the elder male to grin creepily. "What's your name?" He grinned with little upturned "u"s as his eyes but squirmed a bit at the low chuckle he received.

"Orochimaru," the snake hissed. "But you will call me Oro-sama."

"O-ro-sa-ma?" He pronounced, sputtering over the syllables. "It's nice to meet you Oro-sama, thank you for taking me in." He bowed slowly and politely, resembling too much like a porcelain doll. The hit man Orochimaru had hired did his job well, breaking the blonde easily after the death of his mom, although it was too bad that he was dumb enough to leave some evidence. It was as if he was suicidal, that amateur.

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The snake man had first seen Naruto at a business party celebrating the combination of the Uchiha Company with a new airline. Kushina and Minato Namikaze-Uzumaki were on the invite list as Minato worked for the airline.

As they wandered around, meeting and exchanging business cards with other employees from both companies, a little blonde boy sat forgotten, staring at the crowd of people with a milk carton and cookie in hand. Eventually, said boy stood, walking around the lively room and gazing in amazement at the beautiful pieces of art gracing the cream-colored walls. He got mesmerized by the artwork so much that he didn't notice the long legs in front of him until he had already run into them.

"G-gomen nasai!" the little blonde cried softly, bowing. "S-sumi masen." He said quickly and pouted, standing before the man with a cute expression.

The man leaned down and smirked at the child, his eyes taking in all of the boy's features as he placed one hand on silky smooth blonde locks. "What's your name, maigo no koneko-chan(1)?" the child blushed and quickly turned his face down, but still maintaining eye contact with the man.

"Naruto." He replied hastily and grinned as he saw his parents approach. It was the most arousing thing the elder man had ever seen. And he wanted more of the blonde.

So when Naruto's dad finally got killed ironically by the same airline he worked for through a mechanical default, Orochimaru decided to send a hit man on his mother, leaving the boy to be adopted off by none other than him, the unknown cause of his mothers death.

Of course the Naruto in the car didn't know this, he never recognized the man from that party, as it had been almost half a year before when they first met. Not even the teenage Naruto on the stairs was aware of this fact.

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In the car, the blonde could see his new living space, another apartment much like the one he used to live in.

"Oro-sama?" he looked up at the adult, still trying to grasp the new name.

"Yes, kitten?" He saw the blonde turn pink out of the corner of his eye and smirked, only imagining what new rules Naruto would have to be taught once inside of his apartment.

"Is this where you live, it's really close to my old house…" He stated warily, his innocent blue eyes filled with sad memories.

Walking into the house was hard as the blonde felt his heart clench at the long hallway just past the living room/kitchen. Down that hallway was a bedroom, and in that bedroom, his mom waited for him with open, glaring eyes and an elongated and bruised neck.

Naruto tried to shake the bad memory from his head, tossing around his messy spikes and unknowingly causing a certain ink haired male to feel hot in a certain area of his body. The blonde turned, smiling weakly at the elder man. It was as if he was just begging to be taught a lesson.

Orochimaru grabbed the tan flesh on the little boy's arms, leaning down and grinning at the small one. "Now Naruto, it is time for your training."

"Training?" If the blonde had dog ears, they would have perked up upon his head. "Like for a family business or something?"

The snake snickered and smirked. "Something like that. To make up for my gratitude in letting you stay here, you are going to have to work for me, do you understand?"

The boy slowly nodded, his little heart thumping in his chest. He stood still as the elder male leaned in close to his ear. The boy jumped slightly at the breath caressing his skin and waited to hear what secret the adult had to tell him.

"You are going to sell your body…but I am going to claim you first." He breathed in the child's ear only to receive confusion and slightly afraid electric blue eyes.

He leaned in and forced himself onto small yet plump pink lips, cradling the small boy in his arms as he took him back and threw him onto nice, silk mattress. His head hit the wooden backboard as he was bounced back up and it stung badly. The blonde reached back to feel a warm liquid escaping from the wound.

Blood.

"Naru-chan" the elder said crawling onto the bed, "first rule, always do whatever a customer asks of you." He moved his body on top of the boys, smirking hauntingly as he started to slip the tiny boy's clothes off. Poor kid, he seemed so confused at what was going on, focusing not on the fact that he was being stripped since his mom always did that when he was about to take a bath, but on learning the rule, and committing it to heart.

When the boy was fully naked, he bit his bottom lip and squirmed, uncomfortable at the groping eyes of the man above him. The adult took off his clothes, but they remained on the bed, puzzling the blonde even more.

The snake moved stood on his knees and pointed to his private area. "Suck on it." He said, gazing aroused at the child who pouted cutely at the task he was given.

"…That…?" He pointed and stared. 'But it's so big…and it doesn't look anything like a lollipop.'

"Yes, Naru-chan, hurry up!" He yelled, pressuring the blonde. "Rule 1!"

Naruto stared wide eyed at the pale skin in front of him, confused on what to do. 'Well, I have to follow rule #1' he thought as he crawled forward on his hands and knees, his feminine-shaped body swaying seductively as he scooted towards the man. Not sure on what to do, the blonde grabbed it with one hand, still in his doggy-style position, and heard the adult moan in pleasure above him.

Slowly, he licked the tip of the thing, discovering a bitter taste not to his liking. "Oro-sama, it doesn't taste good though…"

Orochimaru grunted, aggravated at the questioning blonde who unintentionally teased him. He looked so naughty holding his shaft and being positioned as he was, arousing the adult even more. "Just take it in, kitten."

Naruto gazed at the thing once more, squeezing it (on accident) gently with his hand and receiving a staggering breath as the elder's hips bucked forward into the blonde's hand.

"Put it in!" The snake yelled, almost just wanting to lay the boy down and force himself into his tiny mouth.

Suddenly, a moist atmosphere surrounded the flap of skin at the end of it as Naruto licked and slid his teeth across it.

'Damn this kid's a natural' Orochimaru thought, as he shivered and thrust forward into the child's mouth. It almost made Naruto throw up and by the time the snake finally climaxed, the boy was at a loss of air.

The adult smirked, looking down at the exhausted boy. "Ku ku ku, Naru-chan, this is just the beginning. Don't fall asleep." And with that he pushed the blonde back, staring at the child's own private area. Slowly, he enveloped it in his mouth and Naruto gasped, shuddering under his guardian's grasp.

All the moans, mewls, and yelps emitting from the boy's mouth were enticing, and as he arched himself up into the man's mouth, he was happy to be relieved of the pleasure due to it rapidly increasing his heart.

But it still wasn't over. The man moved up a bit more and turned on his back, placing Naruto onto his stomach. Without lube or some form of preparation, Orochimaru manipulated Naruto's hips to be right above the man's organ.

And the tip of him played around in the child's small entrance, causing the boy to start to bleed, wincing in pain and screaming at it. Suddenly, the boy's hips were pushed down all the way to where his tight opening ended, almost ¾ of the snakes organ was inside.

"Ahh!" He vocalized before letting out powerful, silent screams. The body part was pushing at the end of his cave, trying to make it all fit in the tiny space. "O-oro-o-s-sa-ma! S-stop! P-pl-ease!" He moaned and pleaded to the man, only wishing one thing, to end of this pain.

And suddenly he moaned. The small boy was hard again as the man hit a bundle of nerves and kept ramming into it over and over again.

"O-ro-" he whined, moving his body with the man below him. It wasn't really his fault, he didn't want this, it was the most painful thing he'd ever felt in his life. But it was wonderful.

It was the worst feeling in the world, and the boy didn't even know completely what was going on.

And that's when Naruto first loved the man. He obviously had a reason for doing this to the blonde and a purpose in life. He was a human after all. And Naruto just couldn't hate anybody, not even the man who sentenced him to what seemed like hell repeated over and over every night. Even after the blonde was tortured with toys and weapons of all kinds, he still loved the man and he was happy for him. Because he was always smiling at the end of it…and Naruto loved to make people happy, even if it caused him pain.

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Naruto made it up the stairs, dizzy from the memories. He took a key and unlocked the apartment door, looking out into the layout of the house that looked much too like their old apartment, which looked too much like Naruto's house…

"Taidaima." He said softly and warily, uncaring as pale arms tugged him roughly backwards into the man's body.

"Okarinasai, Naru-chan."

1. Maigo no koneko-chan means "little lost kitty"

So hiya! Did you like my chapter? If so please Review, I miss hearing you guys ^ ^"

Sasuke: I soooo have X-ray vision…

Me: oO right….

Naruto: (whispers) I thought that was Hinata and Neji

Me: (whispers back) it is in the anime you come from ^ ^

Orochimaru: Naru-chan…come on, lets go replicate the first time I brought you home!

Me: o_o" Well there's going to be a mystery person in the next chapter……Can you guess who it is?

Mystery person: I just can't wait for the next chapter, - - -.

Review please! (obviously I have nothing better to do than wait for them ^ ^…)