Dear Diary...That Night
By: E-chan
Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon, so please do not sue me.
Author's Notes : I have decided that I will re-write and adjusted some changes that are needed. I saw that I have grown throughout the chapters and the writing style has changed as I re-read through my story.
Please for give me for the spelling or grammar errors. I am looking for a BETA - READER. Please e-mail me at echan hidaka yahoo . com (remove spaces)
August 23, 2007
Couple: Mimato// Mix couples
Genre- Romance/ Drama/ Angst
Setting: Alternate Universe
[REVISED part 2
Amanda Perez calls the song Angel.
---
It's been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
So I asked God
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
Now you had me on my knees
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch
And give you all my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin' now
But you can't have it
God
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
All I want is a lullaby - Hikaru Utada
Chapter 1: What Happen…
Mimi's POV
May 13, 2001
Dear Diary,
You, wouldn't believe this diary. I know that I haven't written in you in a while. But a lot of stuff could happen in three months. You're probably wondering what am I rambling about. Well let me tell you my story.
My life took a turn and changed forever. It all started with the one night that I was getting ready for a rave. Diary, you know that I dyed my hair hot pink and magenta, right? Anyhow I was dressed in pink windbreaker with matching halt top and pink pumas. To top it up I wore pink angel wings and had glitter all over my body. Had a lot of glow-in-the-dark bracelets and necklaces on. I have a phone call, I have to finish telling you later diary.
Mimi
Dear Diary,
The continuation…
Any ways on with the story that I started to tell you last night diary. After I got already for the rave. I left my house and headed to Metropolis Star. This was my first rave that I ever went to and when I got into the rave. There were so many people were dancing, hugging and kissing each other. A lot of people were very friendly. And had no idea why? I started to dance to the music that I didn't notice that I bump into someone making myself fall onto the dance floor.
"Oh I'm sorry." A male's voice apologized. I looked up and saw the most gorgeous eyes I laid upon. It was clear as the ocean water. He had his hand out telling me to take a hold of it. I gripped it tightly and it was the softest hand I ever held in my life, it was like smooth as a baby bottom. He had the most ravishing and shiniest blonde hair like it was sun kissed by the sun itself. "I didn't mean to knock you down," he said to me.
"It's ok," I said meekly. Gosh, he was handsome. He was dressed in gray windbreakers with blue linings and wore a body tight muscle shirt that matches his windbreakers.
"What's your name?" he asked me.
"Mimi," I replied.
"Well Mimi, I'm Matt," he greeted me. The music changed then he asked, "Do you want to dance with me?"
"I would love too, I guess," I replied. We started to dance with each other and I have to say our bodies magically sync with each other.
Uh...I think I'll go to sleep now diary. I'll tell you the rest tomorrow night again.
Mimi
---
Matt's POV
May 14, 2001
You, know it has been three months and I haven't seen that beautiful angel. Yes, journal I know, I'm talking about her again. How can I forget her? She is an angel send from above. Mimi Tachiwaka is her name. I know that I go out with Sora, but that girl I met three months ago still got a hold on me and always on my mind. I never forgot her smile, her face, her petite body and lively spirit. That's a night I'll never forget or her. We shared that night with love and magic.
Gosh, I seem I been writing about her a lot in here journal. Could it be I love her? But I love Sora or am I just fooling myself just staying with Sora? When my heart aches for Mimi.
I could remember that night so clearly to everything she was wearing, to the fragrance she had on and to her most sweet spot on her body. Her body was so soft. I could tell she give her heart and soul to me that night. I wish I could relive that night again and never let her slip away from me like she did before.
After we shared our love for each other and woke up in each other's arms. I never felt so happy me in my life. But I had to tell her that I had a girlfriend back home. She went on a power trip. She started to yell at herself and me. She was murmuring to herself that she couldn't believe she give her all to me when I have a girlfriend. Yes, I cheated on Sora with the girl I just met that night. But what can I say temptation. When I first laid eyes on her. I felt sparks between us like it was meant to be.
"Matt!" A man called his name.
"Yes, Pops!" I replied.
"Sora, on the phone for you," he said.
"Ok, tell her I'll be there in a minute," I returned.
Hey journal I have to write in you later Sora waiting for me.
Matt
---
Mimi's POV
May 16, 2001
Dear Diary,
It's me again. Now let me finish my story that I was telling you the other night. Hmm? Where was I again? Oh yeah...I was dancing with the young man that I accidentally bump into, Matt. When I was dancing with him it seem like the world around us didn't matter. All that matter was just the two of together like it was our world and we're the only to people alive. What I felt between us was breathe-taking and I wished it never could end.
That night I give him the most precious thing a girl could give a guy. I give him my heart and soul that night. I could tell so did he or I thought he did. I remember everything about him to his face, his smile, his hair, his smell, his body and untutored hands that was giving me pleasure. It was indescribable feeling when I was with him. It was like pure heaven. I never forget that night. But the next morning he also broke my heart into two. He told me that he had a girlfriend back home. Do you know how hurt I felt when I heard him say that? I pour out my heart and soul to the night before. And before I knew it my dream was shattered.
You know I started to yell at him and myself. Telling it was a mistake meeting him, but that night it felt like it was fate. I even told him that we should never been together. I told him it was wrong to do that to his girlfriend. And shouted to myself saying I was just a fool, a fool to fall in love with a complete stranger. But when I was with him it didn't feel like we were complete strangers. We're like that other half of each other like we're soul mates.
Do you know what I also found out tonight diary? That... That...I'm pregnant. Yes, pregnant with his child in my body. What am I going to do? I'm only 16. I'm too young to have a kid now. I'm not even finish with high school yet. And how am I going to tell my parents about this. Like I'm going to say I met this guy at a rave and we slept with each other. Then they're going to say what the hell were you doing at that rave? I know it's going to be total disaster. I just know it.
Well that's what happened that night. I got to go diary. I have to tell my parents that their precious princess is pregnant. If I don't tell them now I know I'll never get the chance to explain to them. Wish me the best of luck diary. I know I need all the luck on my side.
Mimi
---
Mimi's POV
"What your pregnant!" both of my parents screamed.
"No, tell me your just joking princess?" My daddy asked me. I just shook my head no. My mom fainted.
"How could this be!" my daddy yelled, "Who's the bastard!"
"Daddy please," I plead tears began to form under my eyes.
Mimi, how could you! Didn't I raise you right?" my daddy asked, "Where does the bastard live so I could kill him!"
"No, daddy!" I begged him. He grabbed me so violently, he was hurting me. For the first time I ever feared my dad. He never touched me like that before.
"Tell where he lives Mimi," he shouted still holding me tightly.
"I don't know where he lives," I said to him with tears running down my face.
"Don't lie to me!" he screamed. "You're having an abortion."
"What?" I screamed.
"I will not have that bastard living in my home," he pointed at my stomach. He raised his hand and slaps me. "No good! You're not my daughter!" he shouted to me. I was so shock what he said to me. And I couldn't believe he hit me. The father I use to know wasn't the same one in front of me anymore. He was a monster.
I broke free from his grip by kicking him in the crotch. He screamed in agony. And I ran upstairs to my room. I cried in pain. I thought the parents I had we're supported and loving, but they had turn against me. I locked my door. And push my dresser against the door. I grab the biggest bag in the room and threw some clothes in there. I grab all my pocket money that I had and I also grabbed a blanket and a pillow. Then also took my favorite necklace and my car keys. I open the doors of my balcony and climb down the tree. My father came out yelling at me. I ran to my car and drove far away.
---
Author's Ending Notes: This may be not the best revised, but it was needed. I want to say sorry to my readers for disappearing forever well it seem like forever. There's no real excuse why I wasn't around, but life has caught up with me. Anyways please review it again. And help me be motivated, so I can post more chapters and new ones. I do want to finish this story.
LOOKING FOR A BETA - READER!! E-mail me at echan hidaka yahoo . com