Felt the need to update/fix this chapter before even ATTEMPTING to update with a new one. Sorry if some of you feel let one/frustrated there should be a new chapter up soon...hopefully lol.

This is a roleplay made by me, Lioness17 (Feel free to check her other work out .net/u/1153583/Lioness17 ) and another friend of ours that I decided to experiment and turn into a fanfiction.

I was sitting down at my dressing table contemplating how to style my hair when I'm pretty sure I heard someone softly knock the front door.

Great! I thought as I rushed to the big bay window to that overlooked our front porch. That must be Jesse as this is our movie date night and I'm still not ready! My glance out of the window sadly confirmed that theory.

Jesse stood outside carrying a colourful bunch of flowers and looking hot as ever in a crisp yet casual brown jacket that clung to his muscles and displayed his biceps wonderfully. That coupled with a white shirt underneath and a pair of dark denim jeans made him look exquisitely handsome. Then again Jesse could easily wear even the most ridiculous outfit and still manage to look undeniably more attractive than any other guys in Carmel.

I just don't understand HOW exactly he does it – in so little time too as he's ALWAYS early for our dates, his work, even our meetings with Father Dominic.

Speaking of Father D, I believe that it is his fault that I am now stuck in this crisis. As thanks to him I was late returning home than usual as he wanted to stay behind after school and have a 'quick' little chat about our 'gift' as he calls it. I think he was surprised to find that I don't really consider my ability to talk to the dead as a curse anymore – I mean it DID eventually bring Jesse into my life, so all in all the hassle that it also brought with it was now easily to dismiss and forget about.

This acknowledgment awarded me a huge talk from the good Father about how, although it is a miracle that Jesse and I are now able to physically go out and be together now that he has a heartbeat and exists to everyone on this planet not just him, Paul and me. We still shouldn't be rushing into things and should instead be carefully taking things slow. Most importantly I should not even ATTEMPT to make any sexual advances into Jesse until we were both happily married. I'm not sure I was comfortable being seen as the sexual predator whilst Jesse got the role of the sweet innocent victim. It takes two to tango okay? Besides I doubt Jesse would even succumb to any sexual advances I might make – he certainly hasn't to any that I've made already…

So, I just sat there in his office, my face getting hotter and hotter and suddenly found the striped pattern on the carpet very interesting due to being unable to look at Father Dom in the eye due to MEGA embarrassment and awkwardness that filled the air. I mean, I was practically getting the birds and the bees talk from a PRIEST. Can anyone now grasp even the TINYEST hint of how uncomfortable I must have felt?

I'm pretty sure Father D was also feeling slightly out of his depth as he kept stammering and stuttering, unfortunately I didn't have the courage to actually look him in the eye and confirm this but I'm 99% certain that he also sensed how the room had suddenly become uncomfortable.

I just wished that he would have called it a day and ended it there and then but no, sadly he kept ranting on. He must of clearly felt that it was his moral duty to get this embarrassing message across to me as my father is now gone. Andy tries very hard to fill in for my dad and does a pretty good job but I don't think even he would have the nerves to talk about this to me. He probably takes it for granted that I already know about all the risks that a physical relationship can have which is good as I DO!

Unfortunately it seemed that there was no way of communicating this to Father D. I attempted to stop him by cutting in near the beginning but was easily over spoken by the priest who appeared determined to get this quickly over and done with. Unfortunately it wasn't quick enough as now I'm not only emotionally scarred for life and may never be able to look another priest in the eye for the rest of my existence but I'm also late getting ready for my big date with Jesse and now am experiencing a hair crisis. Great.

"Dear God, please help me now since you rarely help me ever!" I murmured to myself in a low whisper.

As soon as I said it I heard a loud knock on my bedroom door and Jesse's deep voice asking, "Susannah, would it be acceptable for me to come in now, or shall I wait for you downstairs?"

I jumped up to my feet from where I had been sitting by the bay window, startled by the news that Jesse was already inside the house and on the other side of my bedroom door. I hadn't heard anyone opening the door and inviting him in. Guess, I got sidetracked as I recalled my traumatic chat with Father Dominic. Damn, I was hoping I would have a spare couple of minutes to make myself look presentable though I guess Jesse would be used to me looking a mess. I mean he HAD been sharing my room with me for ages before and I used to purposely dress down in a stupid attempt to try and appear not interested in him.

So with that memory I decided that I might as well let Jesse in, I mean he'll be stuck being grilled by my brothers Dopey and Sleepy about stupid stuff such as what past girlfriends has he had, what would be his dream car, or if Andy decided to join in what his intentions towards me were. I have no idea how he managed to keep calm and answer them all.

I think Brad finds him quite boring, Jake and Andy like him but think there's something strange about him – if only they knew. Unfortunately David DOES know so if Jesse wasn't being grilled by the others he would be getting interrogated by him, about any scientific facts Doc felt would help him understand the supernatural.

I'm 100% sure what David's opinions on Jesse were, but I knew Jesse favored Doc the best out of my brothers. He loved David's intellect and strong curiously and felt that he was certain to go far in life. I joked that by saying 'go far' did he mean out into space searching for life on other planets and Jesse just blinked and smiled at me. He's slowly catching on to my humour…I think.

So with a sigh I decided to be merciful and allow Jesse to come into my room and hide from my crazy family, besides I'm sure he won't mind about my chaotic hair right . . . right? "Uh…Sure, come on in. I'm not looking my best but I'm not naked."

"I should certainly hope not, as I'm not sure I could cope with another incident where you are dressed indecently." Jesse answered in a playful tone as he pushed open my bedroom door and walked into my bedroom.

I guess I should explain that by 'incident' he is referring to one of my previous failed attempts at 'sexual advancement' where on Jesse's birthday, which we celebrated with a quiet night in his apartment eating a birthday dinner that Jesse had home cooked himself.

Luckily cooking is one of his favourite hobbies as he is quite talented at it whilst I…am not. I'm so bad that I practically make it embarrassing for Andy to share a household with me. He has tried and failed many times to get me interested in cooking so was overjoyed when he learnt about Jesse's wonderful talent in the kitchen.

After dinner Jesse has rushed out to the shops to buy some wine and I decided that it would be a perfect opportunity for me to give him a little birthday 'treat' by taking my dress off and lying in his bed with only my underwear on.

Unfortunately, Jesse spent AGES at the shop as he bumped into a friend he had met from work, who was anxiously waiting to see if the shop keeper would allow her to ring a cab. As she needed to visit her twin sister who had just had a bad seizure and was rushed to hospital. Jesse being the helpful gentleman that he is offered to run her to the hospital and then felt that he had to stay around, calm her down by reassuring her that her sister would probably be fine as she waited to hear from her sisters doctors as to what her condition was.

When he had finally returned to the apartment he was shocked yet amused to find me fast asleep in his bed with only my underwear. So much so that he felt it would have been morally unacceptable to sleep beside me in case he should lose control and ravish me – I somehow seriously doubt any chance of that happening but he clearly didn't as he sleep on his couch that night.

I simply smiled at that the reference to that particular failure and noticed that Jesse raised one of his eyebrows at me with a warm smile as he walked over to me, "Querida, you look wonderful."

I rolled my eyes at him, "Riiiiight… Nowhere near as wonderful as you!" I muttered with a playful pout as I begin applying some basic makeup on such as just a tiny bit of foundation, mascara and lip gloss – I have now found a new brand that doesn't get stuck to your hair, it's GREAT.

Jesse shook his head with a sigh at my refusal to see myself as beautiful, "You are extremely beautiful Susannah – even without all of 'paint' on." He said nodding his head at all of the beauty products on my dresser before continuing on, "The Father told me that he had spoke to you and that he wants me to tell you, that he would like you to report to him first thing in the morning." After informing me this, he bowed down and gently kissed me on the forehead.

Smiling up at him I leant my head upwards so that could capture his lips for brief kiss. Only brief because Jesse soon pulled back, breaking the kiss and sat upon the edge of my bed. "Do you have any idea what you would like to watch?"

"Well, there's supposedly a new horror movie out that supposed to be good" I replied, glancing at Jesse on my bed, it just looked so right. I felt tempted to walk over, push him back into it and kiss him...

However, unfortunately I had my hair to deal with and Jesse seemed to already be occupied with my latest copy of Cosmo, flicking through the pages he murmured, "Take your time Susannah."

I could only grin to myself as I styled my hair into an updo, watching Jesse become engrossed in my magazine. He seems practically fond of the problems pages. Glancing at him through the mirror, I noticed an amused gleam come to his eye as he read.

With a curious smile, I finished putting my hair up and turned around to face him, "Finished! What's so amusing?"

"Dear Irma, I am in love with a guy, but he says that I am too young for him..." Jesse read aloud as his eyebrow with the scar in it shot up amusedly, "Try being almost two hundred and going out with an eighteen year old" He commented with a light hearted grin.

I couldn't help but laugh, "Well luckily for you I heard from a little bird that the eighteen year old happens to be quite mature."

"Oh really? Well that 'little bird' ought to be shot for telling such outrageous lies," Jesse quipped with a smirk as he stood up off my bed and approached me.

"Hey!" Laughing, I suddenly stood up and playfully thumped him in the shoulder. "Better be nice otherwise she might start considering going out with someone closer to her own age – even if they are immature."

"Oh, ok then, if you INSIST!" Jesse said with a mock sigh as he took my hand in his.

"What are you doing reading my magazines anyway? Whatever happened to Critical Theory Since Plato and suchlike?" I asked as I quickly picked up my newest purchase – a shiny black Marc Jacobs handbag.

"What can I say Susannah, I like to read a variety of things," He answered with a shrug as he lead me out of my bedroom and down the stairs, past my mom who just waved and smiled brightly at the sight of Jesse. She has already grown VERY fond of him and even confessed that she can't wait for him to be his charming son-in law.

Jesse led me all the way outside to his car and then being the gentleman that he is – opened the car door for me to get in first. I have made it a thing to sometimes tease him about being TOO polite and gentlemanly when he does this when secretly I love it.

This time I decided to let it slide and gracefully just got into the car. He soon followed and with a quick peck of the cheek, he started the ignition and we were off.

It was just starting to get dark; Jesse looked out the window with a delicate smile implanted in his features. It just made me SO happy to catch moments like this where he's smiling and happy to be ALIVE – it always makes me a little nervous as well however as it reminds me of how close I was to losing him.

We arrived at the movies and as soon as he was parked, I quickly undid my seatbelt and got out of the car in record time. "Ha, can't open the door from me this time!"

Jesse simply rolled his eyes at me as he casually got out of his car; I had certainly rubbed off on him! "So what were you and Father Dominic talking about today?" He asked whilst zipping up his jacket.

Since becoming alive, I had taken him shopping for new clothes, I'm not sure whether this was in his interest but I secretly just wanted to see him in tight jeans and I must say he does look VERY hott. I couldn't keep my eyes off him and I think he knew since he was smirking at me it's just so strange seeing him with no blue glow or the old fashioned clothes.

"Oh nothing, just about some poltergeists ghosts we can't seem to get hold of and about you," I grinned, "So what movie should we see?"

Jesse's scared eyebrow shot up quizzically, "About me? Why did you discuss me with Father Dominic?" He queried, "You can pick what we see...as long as Johnny Depp is not in it" He chuckled.

He once made the mistake of going to see a Johnny Depp movie with me, and the whole time he listened to me saying how hott he was-Johnny-not Jesse, I didn't MEAN to babble on about Johnny Depp... I'm just so used to going with Cee and me and her talking about how hott he is...

"Aww come on, I know you LOVE Johnny Deep secretly!" I insisted with a small smile, "Oh, we talked about how handsome and manly you are...Father Dominick is part of the 'I love Jesse fan club' " I answered, as I didn't even want to ATTEMPT to reflect upon what Father D had actually talked to me about. That traumatic experience is gonna be locked away at the back of my mind forever under lock and key.

"I HATE Johnny Depp!" He retaliated and then proceeded to shudder at the thought I had put into his head, causing me to laugh, "Father Dominic is a priest, I highly doubt he is in this..Jesse loving..fanclub you speak of Susannah."

"Ha! Well the good Father just wanted to know how you were and…well how close we." I decided it'd be a very wise decision to change the subject at this point, so looked at the list of movies the movie house was showing, "Hmm…How about Martyrs? It's supposed to be very good apparently and Johnny Depp doesn't star in it."

"Ok then," He replied, as we walked over to the ticket line. How come the ticket line queue is always long on a Saturday? All well, at least I have Jesse with me.

"Now CeeCee, just because you were Cleopatra in a past life doesn't mean you can bunk the queue!" I could have sworn I heard Adam say; I turned around and saw Ceecee ran towards me "Suze!" she smiled excitedly. "I can't believe you and Jesse are here of all places now we can double date!"

Adam joined us by walking over coolly for him, "Hey, so I see you two are here too. Are you going to see the new horror movie?"

"I guess we can – can't see why not," I smiled at Ceecee and simply nodded in response to Adam.

"Awesome! Well Martyrs is supposed to be terrifying but don't worry Suze, you can sit next to me and if you get scared. Then you'll be able to smell my new coconut hair shampoo!"

"Hello there Adam, Indeed we are seeing Martyrs. But I'm afraid Susannah will have to pass on that generous invitation as she'll be sitting next to me" Jesse smirked as he put his arm protectively around me. Causing me to smile up at him, although the sweet gentleman ting can sometimes be annoying it certain has its benefits. "Although I bet you hair does smell nice" Jesse added with a chuckle smiling back down at me.

"Yeah, I'm sorry but I'll have to pass because I just remembered I don't think Jesse ever really watches horrors and I need to make sure he doesn't get too scared watching this one. Also, I'm not really fussed on the smell of coconuts." I remarked and kissed Jesse softly on the cheek before looking back up at Adam who was mischievously glaring at us.

"How dare you insult my hair! And then you have the cheek to break my heart again" He dramatically declared and even put his hand over his heart and shook his head for good measure before adding, "I'm SO offended!"

Ceecee shook her head at him and cleared her throat as if she wanted to speak but Adam interrupted "Of course it's very hard having two girls loving me at the same time, but I was prepared to sit next to both of you. And I was prepared to watch when both of you chicks are hitting and screaming at each other for my love."

Jesse narrowed his eyes at Adam, "I hope you are joking Adam," He muttered in a disgruntled voice. "Also I believe it is rude for a gentleman to interrupt a lady" He nodded towards CeeCee who smiled at him.

"Hmm... ok kind Sir, I see you don't like dramatic jokes so I think it would be wisest if we just left and let you have your awesome date," Adam said and then proceeded to bunk the queue in front of us.

Ceecee discouraged him not to but Adam just shrugged, "Hey, you were Cleopatra and I was Henry eighth in my past life so why shouldn't we?"

"Because 'I' am Suze Simon in my current life and NO ONE bunks in front of me!" I insisted as I walked in front of them and gained my rightful place in the queue.

Jesse pointed to the back of the queue, "Also, I believe it is considered rude to 'bunk' "with that said he followed me and bought our tickets and popcorn then walked me into the movie room. Lucky the tickets allowed you to sit anywhere you wanted so Ceecee and Adam eventually joined us just before the movie started.