In The Darkness

In the darkness

there he sits,

his mind set in confusion,

the hate overpowering,

his loneliness enduring

only with these emotions held inside,

never to be let out,

never to be seen within his sorrow filled eyes,

never going asleep

in fear of going insane,

to let all these powerful emotions overpower his brain,

The fear of staying alone,

the fear to never be loved,

he hides this emotion well

even to himself,

for having feelings makes him weak,

the thing that he does not want to be.

To him he needs to be strong,

to hide that he felt the pain all along.

So in the darkness

there he sits,

as a tear trails down his cheek.

He is crying?

How can that be?

How can these emotions be exempt from within.

He has never showed the fact that he cares.

But now is a exception,

he needs to let these tears fall,

tonight he will let down his wall,

let his vulnerability be seen,

but by only himself,

because he is alone.