Useless dabble, but read and enjoy anyways  a letter to Sora from Riku, explaining how Riku feels, and says what he feel he must do... R&R please

The Undelivered Letter

Sora

The light in you and Kairi is strong, you're both so strong. I guess what I mean to say, is I can't find my light. I know it in me some where, after all we found the door to the light together, and it brought us home. That night I realized nothing changed and nothing will. But I changed, the darkness is strong in me, I can feel it. In the realm of darkness you face your worst fears, and my fear was losing the friendship we had. For the longest time I felt like I lost that friendship. You however showed me that it was not lost, just forgotten. You saved me Sora; you helped me out of the darkness. I tried to repay it back my leading you though different worlds on the orders of Diz and Mickey. I thought that by doing that I fully got my light back, and then I was sure it was completely back when you ridded me of Xemnas's form. But after we fought together my doubts, brought the darkness back into me again, and we were trapped. I remember talking about everything, about how we, well I mean more of you, saved everything. I was ready to give up. I knew Kairi was safe now, the worlds were safe again, and everything that mattered was put back together the way it should have been in the beginning. I felt like being trapped on the beach in the darkness was my punishment. I told you that I belonged there, in the darkness. You can't have light with out dark, and being trapped on that beach I figured we could be the darkness, that way the light would shine even brighter. You agreed with me thinking that we both deserved this. I said those things like I was talking about us, but I wasn't. I was talking about me, you belonged in the light. You deserved to shine, but I knew I was meant to fade back into the darkness. That letter from Kairi brought us back, it reminded you of your light, and that helped me find mine again. But now that we back I see the shadows move, I can hear them whisper. The worlds aren't at peace yet, but I know the only way I can help them is by finding my light first. And that I need to do alone."

Riku

He crunched the peace of paper in his hand; he planed on giving it to Sora and then disappearing into the realm of darkness to find his light. But as he talked to Sora about the door of light, he found he couldn't do it. So it stayed balled up in his hand. Just then Kairi came running down to them. She handed Sora a bottle with a note from the King inside. Riku was right the worlds aren't at peace yet, but the king their help, all of their help; dropping the crunched up letter in his hand into the sand. He figured his journey could wait. For now he was going to fight beside his friends. And who knows maybe they're dealing with the same thing. Maybe, just maybe his light is strongest when he's with his friends; maybe his light isn't lost after all.

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