Lece: I can not apologize enough for the late late late late late late late late update. Please forgive my readers! I hopefully will have Rhode's Yaoi Spa Adventure posted within the next several days!

New Black Order
CHAPTER 16: Secrets

"Others? I was told I was the only one who survived."

Allen's face paled at the words he just heard. He felt his heart drop like a rock. Only he and Lavi are alive? All the hope he was still clinging to was vanishing from his body. Leo and Aaron noticed the change in Allen. Lavi noticed too. Lavi hit Allen in the head making Allen glare at him.

"Look they didn't tell me that you were alive." Lavi said making Allen blink at him. "So that could mean more of us are alive."

"He's right." Aaron inserted. "They might not want all of you to know that someone else is alive."

"That way the Earl won't know who to look for." Leo stated.

Allen felt that hope come back again. He couldn't help but smile.

"Thanks for reminding me." Allen said making the others smile.

"They sent him here to keep Allen's resolve up." Leo whispered to Aaron as Allen helped Lavi.

"Of course. Being the only one alive is tough." Aaron whispered back. "But also his help is needed."

"What the hell?"

"Hey there Yuu!" Leo said as Yuusuke stepped out onto the porch. "We have company!"

"My god he's Yuu-chan!" Lavi said as he was in blue jeans and a red t-shirt.

"I'll warn Lisle." Yuusuke said as he reentered the house. "Hurry up and get in here."

"This is going to be weird." Lavi said to Allen as they walked inside.

"You'll get use to it." Allen replied with a smile.

"Never thought I say this but I miss Panda."

Allen started to laugh. "I actually miss Kanda."

Lavi raised an eyebrow. "Well then we better get to finding them."

-Later-

Allen sat outside as it rained. He could feel the mist surrounding him. Timcampi sat on his knee. The boy was trying not to fall asleep.

'I don't know what to believe anymore.' Allen thought as he leaned against the wall. 'I'm trying to walk forward but it's hard to when you're mostly alone…'

Allen closed his eyes and let sleep finally take him.

Lavi stepped out on the porch and shook his head. He saw Allen asleep and Timcampi floating beside him.

"What are we going to do with you?" Lavi whispered as he wrapped a blanket around Allen. "Hopefully you'll be okay mentally."

Dream

Allen felt that it was raining around him. The air was cold so was the rain. Slowly his eyes opened to see it was completely dark around him. No clouds, nothing. Just the darkness and the rain.

"Strange." Allen said as he leaned up. "Where am I?"

No answer came to him. His eyes dashed around. He could see the rain drops hit the ground.

"It's like before…" Allen said as he heard footsteps.

"Are you lost?"

Allen turned to see a little girl with long white hair and purple eyes. She was wearing a white dress. A small candle was in her hands. Allen blinked at the girl.

"Are you lost?" she asked again.

"I don't know." Allen replied. "Do you know where we are?"

"The area between the real and the imaginary." The girl replied. "Humans call them dreams."

"So this is a dream?" Allen said. "Who are you?"

"A guide to the lost."

"How am I lost?"

"Those who don't know their paths anymore." The girl stated. "You are lost without your friends."

"How do you know this?" Allen asked.

"I know lots of things." The girl replied. "Allen Walker, those who you love are close by. Don't lose hope just yet."

"How close by?!" Allen questioned as the girl faded. "Please tell me!"

"Be warned you'll face the wrath of the elements soon enough." The girl said before completely fading into the darkness.

"Face the wrath of the elements?" Allen said as he grabbed his head. "THIS IS ALL TOO CONFUSING!"

"Moyashi."

Allen froze in place. That nickname and the voice was all too familiar to him.

"Kanda?"

"Who else you baka Moyashi."

Allen looked around. He didn't see anyone.

"Look down."

Allen glanced down. He could see his reflection in the water-like ground. But the person he saw wasn't himself. The person wore that familiar frown and glare that he always stared at him whenever he was around. Allen knelt down on his knees.

"How long do you have this time?" Allen asked gaining a snort as a reply. "I'm serious."

"Does it look like I know?" was his reply. "Do I look like I want to be here?"

"Why did I even ask?" Allen said standing. "You don't have a heart!"

"Where are you going?" Kanda asked as Allen started to walk away.

"Away from here! I don't even see why I cared about you in the first place!" Allen yelled back at the reflection. "I've been so worried but you haven't apparently!"

Allen felt a hand grab his arm and push him down onto the ground. He looked up to see Kanda glaring down at him. He had Allen pinned to the ground with his arm behind his back.

"Get off." Allen growled as he glared over his shoulder.

"Not until you listen to me." Kanda replied.

"I said get off!" Allen yelled only to have his arm twisted.

"Do you really think that you're the only one who worried!?" Kanda snapped back.

"You never showed any emotions but anger! I figured everyone else but YOU would worry!" Allen snapped.

Kanda twisted Allen's arm more. He glared his most fierce glare at the cursed boy.

"I will tell you this, you need to talk to Lavi." Kanda said. "He'll get through that empty skull of yours."

"What should I ask him?!" Allen questioned still glaring at Kanda.

"Just tell him that I sent you." Kanda said as he got off Allen. "He'll know."

"I have one thing to ask you." Allen said as he rose.

"And what's that?" Kanda said as Allen turned.

"Exactly how far is Mugen shoved up your ass?" Allen asked smirking.

"GO TO HELL!" Kanda snarled.

"I love you." Allen said making Kanda step back.

"You…what?" Kanda said confused.

Allen grabbed Kanda and crushed their lips together. Kanda went bug eyed as they fell to the ground. When the kiss broke Allen stared Kanda in the eye.

"I love you dumbass." Allen said as he faded into the darkness.

end

Allen woke up still sitting on the porch. He stretched as he stood.

"Evening."

Allen turned to see Leo. The red head was smiling at him.

"Have a good dream?" Leo asked as Allen grabbed the blanket. "Lavi said you were smirking."

"Sort of." Allen replied walking past Leo. "I'll talk later, got to ask Lavi something."

Allen went inside and Leo let out a sigh.

"He's going to kill Lavi when he hears the truth."

-Earlier-

"WHAT?!" everyone said looking at Lavi.

"Please don't tell Allen. Yuu-chan said he kill me if Allen knew he was close by." Lavi said as Leo shook his head.

"I don't know what'll be worse, a killer Kanda or Allen." Leo stated. "Scary thought either way you look at it."

"One other thing." Yuusuke said. "Do you know of Allen's feelings for Kanda?"

"You mean how he hates his guts? Yeah I know that he hates Kanda." Lavi said as the others sweat dropped. "WHAT?!"

"So he told no one the truth but Leo." Aaron said. "This is gonna be great to deal with."

"The truth?" Lavi said confused.

"Nevermind." Lisle said. "Best to let Allen tell you."

Lavi blinked.

"Are we talking about Allen's love crush on Kanda?" Lavi said making the others gap.

"So you do know about it!" Leo said pointing.

"That ain't the half of it!" Lavi said. "Yuu-chan would really kill me if I told Allen that he would like to get into his pa…"

Lavi covered his mouth.

"You mean Yuu Kanda wants to bed Allen?" Leo said as Lavi blushed.

"That's a much simpler less naughty way of saying it but yeah." Lavi replied coughing. "I had nightmares for a month!"

"Allen's gonna kill you." Aaron stated.

"I know.'" Lavi replied. "Komui will too."

"Don't let him near Akira." Lisle stated

"They'll be robots everywhere." Yuusuke finished.

end

"Better get the first aid kit." Leo said as he walked back into the house.

Allen pounded on Lavi's door. Lavi opened the door shocked to see Allen standing there.

"Allen? Is everything alright?" Lavi asked as he let Allen in his room. 'Ah crap!'

"I had the weirdest dream." Allen said as he sat down on the bed.

"Dream?"

"Yeah, it had Kanda in it."

"Well what happened?"

"I kissed him."

Lavi blinked at Allen. Allen's face flushed as he gently touched his lips.

"You kissed Yuu-chan!?" Lavi said as he sat beside Allen.

"Yeah." Allen said looking at Lavi.

"I don't like that look." Lavi said as he pointed at Allen.

"Before that he told me to come to you." Allen stated making Lavi pale. "He said you would know what to talk about."

'Ah crap! Double crap!' Lavi thought. 'He wants me to tell him now of all times?!'

Allen crossed his arms and waited. Lavi gulped as he sweat dropped.

"I'm waiting." Allen said as he sat Indian style on the bed. "Better start soon Lavi or we're playing poker."

"That's how I ended up in this position in the first place." Lavi replied back. "We made a bet that we had to tell each other our deepest secret."

"And I bet you still have a pair of Lenalee's underwear." Allen stated making Lavi turn red.

"NOT THE POINT!" Lavi almost yelled.

"That's when I told you that I was in love with Kanda."

Lavi sighed. "Yeah and I had to keep my mouth shut about it or Crown Clown be up my ass."

"That's right."

"Are you still in love with him?"

Allen looked away making Lavi shake his head.

"You still do even after all he's done to you." Lavi said running a hand through his hair.

"It's so hard."

Lavi looked at Allen. Allen had tears in his eyes.

"It's so hard….Yuusuke looks just like him."

"Kanda likes you." Lavi said making Allen look at him.

"He what?"

"Kanda likes likes you."

"Meaning?"

"God damn it don't make me say it!"

Lavi saw the tears still in Allen's eyes making him swallow his pride. He grabbed his head trying to block out any images that were there.

"KANDA WANTS TO POP YOUR CHERRY!" Lavi said not being able to look at Allen. "HE WANTS TO GET INTO YOUR PANTS!"

There was dead silence. Lavi became worried and slowly began to turn to look at Allen. Allen's eyes were bug like as he gazed at the floor. The red head became worried and poked the cursed one.

"Allen."

"……"

"Allen-kun."

"……"

"ALLEN!"

"……."

"MOYASHI!"

"WHAT?!"

"Don't scare me like that!" Lavi said as he leaned against the head board. "I thought I had given you a heart attack."

"I'm going to kill him." Allen said.

Lavi looked at Allen and paled. Dark Allen had come out. Lavi backed up against the head board till he thought it might break.

"WHEN I FIND THAT BASTARD I'M GOING TO KILL HIM FOR NEVER TELLING ME THE TRUTH HIMSELF!" Allen yelled jumping up with fire in his eyes. "YUU KANDA IS GOING TO DIE!"

"Dear god help us it's Black Allen!" Lavi said as he grabbed his pillow. "This is just a dream!"

Allen turned slowly and glared at Lavi. Lavi smiled nervously at the younger boy.

"You can't kill me you love me." Lavi said smiling that smile of his. "Who will you talk to about your Kanda fantasies?"

"Lenalee." Allen replied as he rolled up his sleeves.

"You're so cruel!"

"LAVI I'M GOING TO KICK YOUR ASS RIGHT HERE WOUNDS OR NO WOUNDS!"

"PANDA! HELP ME!"

Aaron and Leo paled at the sounds coming from the room.

"Better get some pain meds for Lavi." Aaron said as they slowly backed away from the door.

"I'm getting the hell out of here before Allen comes out of that room!" Leo said as he ran towards the kitchen.

Aaron glanced back at the door. He winced at the sounds of Lavi's screams.

"That's it I'm out of here!" He said as he ran after Leo.

Allen calmly walked out of Lavi's room. Lavi sat on the bed glaring at Allen. He had a couple of lumps on his head.

"Evil bastard." Lavi growled as he rubbed his lumps.

"Lavi…" Allen said.

Lavi looked up at Allen. The boy smiled back at him.

"Welcome home."

Lavi smiled back at him.

"Thanks Allen."

To be continued…

Lece: I apologize again for my lateness! Please give me at least 10 reviews for an update! Over 20 and I will definately will post the next Rhode Adventure this weekend.