I know, you're probably surprised that I've updated again so soon. But here it is. Oh, and I'm not 100% sure, but I might wrap this puppy up in one more chapter; we'll see.
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I awake with Catherin staring at me. "Good morning angel" I tell her with a morning kiss. She doesn't respond though and I think I've gotten a bit over my head, as I recognize that feral lust that I saw last night.
Looks like you're in for a nice ride this morning.
"Indeed?"
"Oh, indeed Sara" she says her smile widening. Oh god. She pins me to the bed.
"Okay Sara, last night, you had your way with me, now it'd my turn!"
Oh god, I think I'm about to be dominated. Wait a minute, I don't do submissive!
Are you really going to stop this?
I don't know, I....I want her but I don't know, I'm so very confused. I'm supposed to be the dominant one.
She looks at me full of concern. Oh, she must have picked up on my turmoil.
"Sara baby, don't worry, it'll be okay. I just want to show you how you make me feel. I want to make you mine" her voice drops and octave lower "in every sense."
Somehow, that calms me, my god I think I'd do just about anything for this woman. Anything to make her happy.
"But I can say stop, anytime I need to?" I ask, needing to assure control of myself.
"Of course, anytime you need to, just tell me and I'll stop" she says as she kissed me gently, backing up her words with sweet affections.
"Okay, I think I can handle that. What exactly do you want to do to me?"
"Well my dear, I'd like to tie you up!"
She waits for my response, and I know, she'd never do anything to me that I'm not okay with; I'll always be safe with her and the thought almost brings tears to my eyes, I don't think I've ever felt so safe, even though I'm in such a vulnerable position.
"Yes, I tell her, tie me up!"
She grins at that, and shoots me another question, that I certainly wasn't expecting.
"Do you have anything against phallic play?"
Wow, that's quite a question!
And how! But really, could you tell her no?
I don't think I could.
"Sara?" She questions, apparently I took a little two long with my internal conversation. "You don't have to babe, it's perfectly fine to say no."
Wow, she's so amazing.
"No angel, it's fine, sorry I was just...."
"Talking to yourself?" She interrupts.
So I tell her "yes" and blush. "But why did you ask me that?"
"Oh, don't worry, you'll find out" She says with a Cheshire cat grin and walks over to her closet, picks up on item and comes back over to me.
"Here, put this on," she says as she throws me a blind fold. I shoot her a questioning look and she tells me not to worry. "When you deny one sense, the others become more sensitive."
Well, I do like sensitivity, but I have a sneaking suspicion that the blind fold might have more to do with her "you'll see" statement. But I put it on, I suspect it'll only bring me more pleasure!
"Okay Sara, now get on your back and spread your body out."
I do.
She ties both of my hands to the bed posts. Then my legs. I didn't know she was going to do that. But I'm intrigued.
Then climbs on top of my and presses her skin against me. I moan. Oh. My. God. I'm already so aroused. I don't know what's she's going to do to me, but I might not survive.
But god what a way to go.
"Yes!"
"Calm down Sara, we haven't even gotten to the good part yet" she says with humor in her voice.
All the sudden her lips attack mine, licking, sucking, biting! Fuck it's so good! "God Cath" I moan.
"She moves to my neck, bringing a hand down to touch my folds at the same time. She bites my neck. She strokes me. I'm burning up. She sucks, she strokes, she kisses and she pinches. Fuck I'm close and I tell her so.
"God Cath I'm so close!"
She pulls away.
"Cath! What the hell are you doing!?"
"Shhhh baby, it's okay, I'm just going to get something. Be right back" she says; I know she's smirking at me, I can feel it.
I hear some rustling and I wonder what she's doing, but I'm not left waiting for long. She comes back to me.
"Sara baby, I love you, thank you for trusting me. Are you ready for me baby?"
Ready is she crazy? She felt how wet I am. "Yes, god Cath, fucking take me!"
She repositions herself on top of me and finally I see, or rather, feel her "little" surprise. Holly fucking hell she's wearing a strap on! And that thing is fucking huge!
"Oh god Cath! Fuck me now!" I demand as I rub myself against her silicone hardness. Fuck I want her.
"Do you want be baby?" Is she crazy?
"Fuck yes! Please, don't tease me!" I beg her.
She's kinder than me I suppose, I had teased her. With that she enters me in one swift motion.
"Fuck Cath!" I squeak at her. I had forgotten what it had felt like to be filled like that.
She starts thrusting and all I can do is meet her thrusts and hang on. God she's good with that thing! Every perfect motion hits just the right spot, dealing toe curling blows to my g-spot, while her pubic mound brushes against my clit, putting just enough pressure on it. Fuck I'm getting close.
"God Cath I'm so close!" I say, just as I had early and just like earlier she denies me. Slowing her motions just enough to keep my orgasm at bay.
I try to encourage her, lifting my hips, trying to get her to go faster. But she refuses.
"No baby, I don't want you coming just yet."
"Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkk." Knowing she has complete control over my orgasm only serves to arouse me further. I didn't know that was possible.
She keeps at that slow, agonizing pace for far to long. I build up a painfully throbbing level or arousal that borders on painful. I don't know how much longer I can take this! All I can do is whimper.
With that she seems to sense my desperation. She begins to thrust into me, hard. But I'm far too aroused to notice the pain as she thrusts into me, almost violently.
"Jesus Cath!" I whisper, that's all I can say. I grasp her, digging into her back with my fingers. I know I'm leaving marks, possibly even making her bleed, but I don't care, all I can focus on is my rappidly approaching explosion.
She brings her lips to my face, kissing me, then she whispers to me. "Sara baby, I love you so much."
I lose it. With one more buck into her I come. Hard. We collapse, she kick off the harness and pulls me close. "Did you like that baby?"
Oh fuck, how can she even ask me that? "God baby yes, yes I did."
She grins, her look still bordering on feral. I know what she wants. I know what she needs. I kiss her gently, pushing her against the sheets. I bite her, all along her body, finally reaching her core.
I know she must be beyond aroused. So I don't tease her. I take her clit in my mouth. Gently at first, but then I bite down. She's moaning like crazy. Fuck I love doing this for her, to her. I lick her delicate bundle of nerves. Then suck. She doesn't last long.
"God Sara!"
I crawl back up to her, kiss her and nuzzle her neck. She falls asleep in my arm and I just hold her.
"Got this is the life."
You said it.