Hi thar let me just first make this totally clear...THIS IS SLASH WHICH MEANS MALE X MALE! So if you dont like homosexuality then dont even bother reading or commenting. Anyway this is set sometime after Jim has graduated the Interstellar Academy so he's older now (at least 21 or 22) so this isn't pedo (hah take that! xD) Anyway the song that is in here is If You're Not The One Its a beautiful song (and if you're a hopeless romantic like me go check it out x3)
Disclaimer: I WISH I OWNED TREASURE PLANET!! Dx I dont own the song either, only this little ball of string (its my only friend xD)
Whether It's Wrong Or RightA few years ago, Jim Hawkins had graduated from the Interstellar Academy to finally become a respected member of society. Becoming a captain of his own ship and making daily trips was what Jim had dreamed about since he was a young boy. Now that those dreams had come true he felt complete...well almost. Frequently Jim would stare up at the stars and wonder about the old cyborg. He missed him...Silver had been the only one to really give a damn about him, to teach him how to be a real man, and to teach him what it meant to love.
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If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
All those difficult chores Silver assigned Jim, the fire in his human eye whenever they would argue, and the way Silver gained a soft spot for Jim. Spending nights talking late into the early morning and sometimes not even talking at all, but enjoying each other's comforting presence. Washing dishes together, making meals, flying in the longboat together...Jim felt his feelings for the cyborg turn from distrust, to mentor/father figure, to friendship, and somewhere along the line...love as well. He wanted Silver to be proud of him, to always look upon him with that familiar smile of affection and pride.
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If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
Jim let out a sigh as he rolled onto his side. Coming home was always a comfort to him even though he always seemed to go through a bit of nostalgia whenever he did. Mostly his thoughts would turn to Silver, but for some reason tonight those thoughts made him feel so raw and hurt that he couldn't help the tears that trailed down his cheeks. The old cyborg's name echoed in his head, his voice ringing in Jim's ears. Jim couldn't help but feel the pang of longing in his chest...longing for the love he had to let go of at such a young and tender age. Being so far away from Silver and not knowing if their paths would ever cross hurt Jim, almost physically. He wished it would all stop...
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'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
A few days had passed and by next week he would be gone on another one of his missions. Jim had been sitting in a local bar, just feeling absolutely crappy when he heard something that intrigued him. "Did you hear? There's rumors about some cyborg hiding around here, no one knows why though." Some guy said. Jim's heart began pounding loudly in his chest, his cheeks heating up as he got up and left the bar. He had been missing Silver so much, he didn't know if he was hearing things but it wouldn't hurt to see if this rumor was true, right? Jim got into bed that night as he stared up at his ceiling, praying for some sort of strength. He LOVED Silver...the question of right or wrong didn't matter to him anymore he just wanted to be beside him. And as Jim fell asleep he knew that no matter where Silver was his heart was always with him, with this last conscious thought a single tear slipped down Jim's cheek.
"I love you...you old scallywag."
End
Crappy ending Y/N? Dx;; Oh well this was my first attempt at writing a Jim/Silver, much less a Treasure Planet, fic XD i think i did fairly okay for my first try x3 aniwai if u liked pleaz comment and favorite if you like, if you hated it then dont tell me (becuz if u hate slash then why on earth would u be reading sumthing like this in the first place?!) since i dont give a shit about how wrong it is. Called "fanfiction" for a reason, get over it. Bye