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"Speech"

'thoughts'

"letters"


It was a bright day for most people in the leaf village but for a few it would change thier views on people. As the sunlight streamed into his tiny apartment Uzumaki Naruto cracked open a eye and looked up the window.

"Why do I even bother getting up these days?" With a sigh naruto gets out of bed and walks into his bathroom and looks into the mirror showing his whiskered face with slight bags under his eyes due to nightmares that he had since he was little.

"I don't like you." And the reflection in the mirror just repeated what he had said and small tears started to go down his face.

"Mabey I truly am worthless and a nobody."

Naruto slowly trudged out of his bathroom and went to his dresser to pull out a orange jumpsuit he hated but was the only thing he could get. After eating his ramen he puts his mask on having a extremely hard time today to push down the feelings he felt and just grin. As he walked over to were his team meets he tries to ignore all the glares he receives but can't help but gain a small crack in his mask.

As he reaches the bridge he sees both sakura and sasuke there already he lets out a fake joyful shout to them.

"Hey sakura-chan! and Sasuke-teme."

Neither respond and another large crack forms in the mask which naruto was desperately trying to keep in himself he looks at sakura and tries again.

"Hey sakura! lets go get some ramen since Kakashi-sensei won't be here for a long time."

Sakura just glared at naruto who was trying his best to just stand there and grin at her.

"Naruto just go away sasuke-kun, and I are talking and we don't need your stupid comments."

Sasuke just smirked at him before turning to look at the water below the bridge and another crack formed in the mask he was wearing. Taking a deep breath to gather himself which was extremely hard now due to all the cracks in the mask he looked at Sasuke before pointing at him.

"Sasuke! I challenge you to a match come on and fight me!"

All sasuke did was sneer and glance at naruto before replying.

"And why should I? your the dead-last of the rookies and a loser. you would be nothing compared to me."

Sakura nodding with each mean comment to naruto put in her own tirade.

"Yea sasuke-kun's right your dumb,and no one likes you I'm surprised you made it out of the academy so go away!"

Naruto's mask shattered then and there and the look on his face startled both of his team-mates. He then ran off back to his house after letting loose a few words.

"Your right.."

Both stood there for a moment before going back to what they were doing which for sasuke was brooding and sakura fawning over sasuke,but both were also a little perplexed at naruto's last behavior he showed and the look on his face before he ran off had they finally gone to far?

Naruto was on his roof staring at the hokage monument looking at the fourth with tears down his face.

"Every one was right I'm nothing a nobody why did I think for all these years I could be a hokage? Mabey its just time to end it for once and for all."

Dropping back into his room he takes a length of rope and starts with his decision.

Meanwhile back at the bridge.

"Yo!" Kakashi poofed onto the bride one hand raised in apology "sorry I'm la..." he trailed off as he saw only sakura screaming 'liar' at him. "Where's naruto?" It wasn't like him not to be here, even if he was ill he was here.

Sasuke said nothing and just continued to stare at the water.

"Why does it matter its just naruto. We both just belittled him again and he ran off towards home."

Kakashi sighed at that statement, he wished that they would cut naruto a little slack and that naruto wouldn't keep irritating them.

"Well we need him so we can get missions we can't do those unless we have him."

Both genin just rolled their eyes before following him towards naruto's apartment.

Having carefully knotted the rope copying one of the knots that a villager had showed he would use on him in the past.

"I'm just useless mistake and If I die everyone will be jumping for joy and having parties. No more Kyuubi to 'threaten' them for just existing. Iruka will be sad for a while but even he will have to forget me and he also won't have to waste money buying me ramen anymore."

After looping and fastening one end on a hook that hung from the ceiling he gets on his chair beofer putting the rope around his neck.

"Well... this is it... goodbye." and with that he made to kick the chair from under his feet.

"This is the place." said kakashi as he stopped out side naruto's door. As he opened it the first thing they all saw was naruto kicking the chair form beneath himself and hanging himself. Kakashi eyes grew wide as he ran in and cut the rope causing naruto to fall to the floor gasping and crying with tears running down both whiskered cheeks.

"Why?! Why couldn't you just let me die?" narutos voice was hoarse and was broken with sobs.

Both genin were shocked that he had tried to kill himself.

Sakura had a few tears in her shocked and unable to comprehend why naruto would try something like this. To her he was the most upbeat person in the village did he hurt that much that he would try and kill himself?

Sasuke was just staring at a broken naruto unable to understand why he would do something like this. Did he suffer that much?but how could he?

Kakashi was staring down sadly at naruto deeply hurt that one of his students who he thought he knew didn't want to live.

"Just go away! leave me alone! I can't stand it anymore I can't! you can't comprehend how it feels to have everyone despise you! I just have to end it now I can't stand it any longer!"

Naruto grabbed the kunai from kakashi's hand and was aiming with it at his heart. Not even Kyuubi would be able to heal it in time if he aimed right.

Recovering from the shock, Kakashi quickly chopped naruto on his neck knocking him out.

"Both of you go home now." Kakashi said to both sasuke and sakura before picking up naruto and disappearing.

Both genin were still recovering from shock and slowly made their way out of the build each thinking the same thing.

'I was wrong...'