Unwanted Love

:Note: I'M BACKKK!! XD And it's been so long since I typed out a story! :D I hope that you'll enjoy this chapter! Please read and review. Love you lots!! (heart) Oh yeah! By the way, thanks to those that had reviewed the last chapter and had done more!! XP Hope you enjoy!:

Chapter Three: Breakdown

I stood there stunned, shocked, and terrified, while watching those two bastards having sex.

Like what the hell is this?? I screamed in my head. Then it was like Natsume heard my thoughts and turned to look at me. He was staring at me looking surprised. Hell yeah you'll be surprised you bastard!! I wanted to run though, run far, far, far, away. From all of this, I wished that I never met Natsume. I WISH THAT I NEVER MET NATSUME!! Tears rolled down my cheeks. Eh? What's this? Why am I crying?! WHY?! I DON'T EVEN LIKE…..him…. I clutched my fists. My vision was getting blurry. Then someone covered my eyes with their hands. I couldn't see anything anymore. But I kept on crying, I don't care anymore.

"Hey!!" Ryuu shouted to… I guess those bastards "Get a room or something! No one wants to see a desperate couple making love in the public! So get a fucking room!" I giggled softly while Ryuu was dragging me away. That was nicely said Ryuu, nicely said.

He continued to drag me because he wouldn't let me walk and he was still covering my eyes. I don't know why. My heels were starting to go on something soft…Like sand. I guess he dragged me all the way back to the beach again. Smart. He carefully placed me on the sand still having his hands covering my eyes. Then he lifted his hands away from my eyes, and sat down too. That's when I saw it.

"Oh…My… God….What….That…Wow…" I stuttered. I was currently where I thought I would be; on the same beach from before while staring at the most beautiful sunset I had ever seen. The sun became golden and small compared to the earlier sunset that I saw, while it lit all the clouds to gold and the water pitch black.

"Hey Ryuu….." I said softly. "You're a genius you that?"

"Yeah I know." I slapped his right arm. "Hey! What was that for?"

"It's you're thank-you present." I said while smiling

"Gee, that was a very nice thank-you present. Maybe I should give you one too." Ryuu started to bend down to face me and then… Unexpectedly……He kissed me.

My eyes are still opened, while his are closed. Then the memory hit me. When Natsume and I kissed on the same beach as the one now. It hurts to even think of it. I place my hands on his chest, meaning to push him away. But he wraps his arms around me. I start to struggle from his grasp, then he hugs me tighter. I pull back. I don't want this. I don't want this. I don't want this. I DON'T WAN-

Ryuu surprisingly stopped and let me free while cursing. I look down, I don't know why. But I just did. Then I see one of our school's shoe on the sand. I look up and I glance around. Oh my god. Why is…… Isn't he Why? It was Natsume. Standing there with the other shoe in his hands.

"Hey!!" Ryuu shouted. "Why did you fucking hit me?"

"I did it because you were to close to my friend there. And couldn't you see that she didn't even enjoy your forced kiss?" Natsume stated in a monotone voice

"How would you know?! And she's not even you're friend!! SO BACK OFF!!" Ryuu shouted in a VERY pissed tone. I was shocked Ryuu was like this. I then turn to face Natsume.

"Cause I was right here watching you guys kiss. Isn't it shocking? First your forcing her to kiss you even though she's your best friend, then I bet you'll start having forcing her to have sex with you. Shame on you."

"Shut up.." Ryuu growled with his head down. " Fine. If I'm such a bad person let's see who's the worst. Me or you." Then Ryuu turned to me. Holy crap!! I don't want to do this. I don't!! Please don't.

"Mikan. Who will you chose? Me or Natsume." Ryuu said

I turn to face Natsume with a frightened face for support. But Natsume just looked at me. Oh god… I can't deal with this right now. I can't.

"I can't with this right now… I'm sorry." I whispered then I turned and ran home. I couldn't deal with this right now. I wonder if Natsume heard what I said. I don't know. Who cares? Tears started to form in my eyes and everything went blurry. I wiped them away. That's right. Who cares right? No one cares. No one. But I knew I was wrong. I care.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm….. No doubt this chapter sucked… I think I need improvement…. Oh well… I just wanted to post this…….. Hoped you enjoyed it anyway…..Well I think. And umm…. Please review and thanks a bunch for reading! XD

--Choculateee 3