I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT! thnnkiieesss!!!

Flashback:

"come on bella! you can do it!!!" angela said to me. stupidstupidstuid, i thought,how could i let them drag me to this club!!! and to sing!!!!

"next up is bella swan!" i heard the annocer say.

i took a deep breath and walked out on stage

when i sang the audinece seemed amazed

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus

The crowd went wild!!!! i cant belive i just did that!!!!! angela ran out and hugged me while jessica just looked jelous in the corner of the backstage. me and angela walked out into the club while another siner took the stage.

"bella swan," a man yelled over the music while approaching me,"i wanna make you a star!"

END FLASHBACK

"BELLA!" my agent jon yelled above the screaming crowd while i was getting ready backstage. "the tour is sold out! completly!!! for the next 5 months! you are bigger then hanah montanna!!"

me, sold out tour, singer, dancer, not clumsy! my life has totally changed it has been 2 years since he left. and i havent felt more empty in my life. but i needed to keep my facade to keep this, well, lifestyle.

"ANDNOW, THE MOMENT YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR, BELLA SWAN!!!" the crowd was earspliting loud.i walked out and they all started chanting my name.

but wen the music started they went dead silent,

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, ever forget
These images

Well I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

"BELLABELLABELLABELLA!" the crowd started to cheer

"ok, and now for the song you have all been waiting for,"

I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.

I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we had caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

[Chorus:
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.

Cause god it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
[Misery Business lyrics on I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

[chorus
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you could then you know you would.

Cause god it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag, but I got him where I want him now.

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.

Cause god it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

i looked over in one of the wongs of the back stage and saw...

AN: tell me how you like it, if you dont then i will stop writing it. this is my first fanfic story thingy...soooooooo...yup