Recap: Kami, The Accidental Senshi
Hi minna!
As always, Sailormoon and all things related
to it belong to the wonderful Naoko-hime, not to my poor little self. Do
not sue, because I am, as I said, poor.
Well, I always wanted to write another Kami/Dreamweaver
fic, and here it is...so strange, accidentally making a senshi like this...(Kami
was originally going to appear only in 'The Bloom of the Mountain Cherry.')
So I hope you enjoy this fic...we'll see how
it goes. I'm not much for writing episodic-seasonal type stories, but more
'movielike' ones.... And as the majority of my fics, 'The Golden Rule'
will be manga based. At least about 90% of it, anyway. There is a very
major anime element in here, but you will have to wait a bit to see what
exactly it is. So the story picks up just after the completion of 'The
Weaver of Dreams.'
For those of you who are new to this, here
is a super fast recap of the first two stories. Keep in mind, the Kami
character was not originally going to appear in any further than the first.
In order to understand 'The Golden Rule', spare a few moments to scan this
2-fic-in-a-nutshell recap.
Enjoy.
fic complete 8/16/01
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Inspired by my reading of 'The Tale of
Murasaki' by Liza Dalby. An Ami-centered fic. I constantly hear about
Ami/Mercury being 'weak' (a thing that drives me insane to hear) and so
I used some of 'The Tale of Murasaki''s backdrop and scenery to
explore what exactly is means to be 'weak.'
Ami feels that she isn't strong enough as
a senshi, and that she and her contributions are insufficient to the team.
She begins to question why she is needed there, especially when Neptune
can also act as the part of the Senshi of Water. Then as she sleeps, she
begins to dream of a young woman named Kami. Kami treats Ami as though
she has known her for a very long time, giving her the nickname, 'Kanashimi-chan,'
(sorrow or sadness) as Ami asked her if she is a kami. (a spirit or god)
Kami practices meditation by copying out poetry, and Ami watches what she
writes, eventually taking it to Setsuna to try to read the slightly unusual
dialect. From this, Ami is able to tell that Kami is copying Heian period
literature (ie, waka-poetry- by Murasaki).
As Ami becomes more alienated from the other
Inners, she sees Kami again as she sleeps, each time learning something
else. She discovers that Kami has a dream to live in the capital city,
(Miyako, modern Kyoto) but due to her father's illness, she remains in
a small palace in the country. In fact, much of Kami's life is devoted
to practicing poetry and playing the koto (a musical instrument) so that
she may someday go to court. During this, Ami begins to have a feeling
that something is wrong with Kami.
The next time she goes into the dreamworld,
Ami tries to ask Kami if she knows magic, or if something is haunting her.
Kami sidesteps the questions, and Ami is pulled away from the dream too
quickly. Each time she returns to the Heian dreamland, Kami seems more
remote, and her behavior more erratic. Then, on another visit, Ami arrives
to see Kami very ill, with a severe fever. She tries to bring her temperature
down with her elemental magic, (water for dehydration, ice for the temperature)
but when Ami wakes up, she believes Kami died. This pushes the depression
further- still useless, still unable to do anything.
Usagi and Minako visit, in an attempt to cheer
her up, but it only helps a little. Exhausted, she dozes off, and sees
Kami for an instant. But her eyes were blind.
Kami appears a final time, and this time shows
Ami what happened to her in life. Kami, blinded, was unable to fulfill
her dream of living at court. One of the places they had seen in the dream
was a river, and Kami showed Ami of her death. (Kami's, not Ami's.)
As for the conclusions drawn, you'll have
to read the fic to understand. ^_~
Over the course of writing 'Bloom'
I found that I liked Kami too darned much to let her story end the way
it did. She was a ghost there, mainly seeing in Ami someone like herself-
someone giving up on herself, and so she intervened. So 'Weaver' picks
up just after 'Bloom' lets off. My original intention was not, not,
NOT to make a senshi up. Hence my reason for calling her my 'Accidental
Senshi.'
Opening ,'Weaver,' the senshi (we see
though Ami's) are having a similiar dream. It is disturbing, and Rei begins
calling the other Inners, each of them in turn rushing to Usagi's house,
finding that Mamoru and the Outers (the Outers having a car) have beaten
them there. An ambulance is on the way, and Usagi has fallen into a very
bizarre coma.
The next day, they visit their princess at
the hospital as Ikuko, Kenji and Shingo are leaving. Mamoru and Chibiusa
are already there. Setsuna does not know why this has happened, and all
reports say that Usagi is merely asleep- no apparent cause for this. Inside
Usagi's mind, she watches her enemies emerge- first Beryl, then Wiseman,
then Nehelenia, and, finally- herself.
As the doctors examine Usagi, they allow Mamoru
and Chibiusa to remain- the rest are kicked out to the cafeteria. They
try to discern what it is that could cause this, assuming magical, and
an enemy. Rei, Michiru and Hotaru (Hotaru tried to heal her magically)
could not sense anything from Usagi, other than herself. During the conversation,
Ami makes the comment that perhaps that is exactly it- Usagi is battling
herself, as she had recently. The others demand to know why Ami thinks
this, and tells them an edited version of what happened with Kami. Setsuna
asks how Kami was able to pull Ami into her dreamworld, and Ami replies
she does not know. Setsuna reacts strangely to this, and says it is nothing.
Makoto, already worked up over Usagi, demands to know what Setsuna means,
and with urging from the others, tells them a small story.
At first it sounds very much like a tale of
Hotaru's birth in the Old Silver Millenium. However, the child the queen
of Saturn was carrying was stillborn, due to a miscarriage. Later, Hotaru
was born, and the Silence Glaive passed to her. Mythologically, the older
brother of Death is Sleep. And so the power over the realm of dreams would
have stemmed from the planet Saturn. 'Kami' would have originally been
Sailor Saturn- but without ever being born, it passed to Hotaru. In effect,
Kami becomes the guardian of dreams by default- another reason she's an
'Accidental Senshi.' Before another child could be produced, the Old Silver
Millenium fell. Thus no mention of a soldier of dreams- none existed. And
Kami did not progress with the others to the future in the Fall because
she was not alive to be sent ahead by Queen Serenity.
Hotaru reacts to this odd news by thinking
over her life, and the lack of blood family in it. Rei suggests they 'get'
Kami to help them- but Ami warns that she has no way contacting her. Kami
has been 'dead' for nine hundred years. The dreams have stopped. Makoto
makes an off hand remark about finding her. Setsuna has a unused key that
could take them to the realm of the dead- (Sailor Pluto after all) but
it is dangerous and never been done. Hotaru volunteers immediately. Ami
with her. Setsuna forbids any others.
Meanwhile, Usagi continues to dream. She sees
the fall of the Old Silver Millenium- of her and Endymion's attempted escape
from the battle on the moon. She watches Endymion die at the blade of Beryl.
(manga based, remember?) The 'other' Usagi remains, and twists around Usagi's
perceptions of what happened in the past.
Setsuna, Hotaru, Ami and Rei go to the temple
to attempt the journey. Touching the key, Hotaru and Ami are transported
instantly to the underworld, and discover that their key has split itself.
Each has a copy of the original. Wandering though an empty city, they get
help from two spirits (who assume they are also dead) and are told to follow
the Yellow Brick Road to find who they're looking for. Then they dissapear.
Usagi again has a dream, this time the manga
conclusion of the Nehelenia battle. With the excpetion that she is not
the princess- Minako is. Usagi is extremely upset by this. The 'other'
Usagi then introduces herself as Fury. Mythologically, the Furies were
the goddesses of guilt and conscience. Fury tells Usagi that she is 'testing'
her.
Ami and Hotaru travel the Yellow Brick Road
for what seems like days. Very tired, they take a break, and are attacked
by harpies. Mythologically, (Yes, I try to use lots of mythology in the
fics!) harpies sought out spirits to punish for their sins in life. They
henshin and battle, aided by a transforming lioness-woman who introduces
herself later as Atalanta.
Atalanta takes them to the blind prophet Tereisas,
who is practicing the play the Eurmenides in a theatre. From him
they learn how to manipulate the world around them, and quickly find Kami
from there, under a sakura tree.
Kami sees them, and believes they are disguised
harpies, come to taunt her. She attacks, and they henshin, trying to convince
her they are friends. She relents when Mercury uses a phrase she herself
used in 'Bloom.' Saturn steps though Kami's shields, and strikes
her with the Silence Glaive. Hotaru shows Kami the end of the Silver Millenium,
and the place she would have had in it. Kami agrees to help Usagi. This
said, they return to the underworld, and Kami has a silent henshin. She
tells Ami and Hotaru to unite their halves of the key, and that will return
them to the waking world. They do so, and discover they have only been
gone for a moment.
Kami arrives and encourages Usagi to
break free of Fury and her influences. (Fury also makes a lot of fun of
'another damn senshi!' appearing, lol ^_^) Usagi names Kami 'Sailor
Dreamweaver' and Dreamweaver summons a naginata (a polearm- like a spear
with a long blade at the end- not unlike a glaive) and Usagi uses this
to kill Fury.
Sailor Dreamweaver watches the 'party' as
Usagi wakes up. She is still within a mirror, and the others, in their
happiness at seeing Usagi awake, have forgotten about her momentarily.
Dreamweaver hears a voice in her head, the thoughts of a patient in the
next room, who is very afraid of the surgery he will be undergoing. Determining
she will help, Dreamweaver enters his mind.
Thus we begin our tale.
-Queen