Moving to the gate, Yoruichi looked back. She was, of course, in her cat form. Where is she? Is she even coming? Does last night mean she forgave me? No. That's not the Soi Fong I know. She was just confused, lust-induced…erm…shit! I can't read her. I never could! Like how I never really understand why she kept blushing around me before. It's like I'm blind ten times over or I got dropped on my head right after my birth. I hope she comes. Looking around one last time, she gave a small sigh and followed Ichigo and company into the gate. I guess this is it then…will it be just like a hundred years ago? If only you knew, Soi Fong. If only you knew how much you meant to me then and now, maybe, just maybe, things could have been different between us. No matter what, my feelings for you would never change. Even if you do not find it in you to forgive me, I understand.

-Meanwhile-

Soi Fong was tearing her training ground apart. Should I go? I think I will. No, no. I should not. If I go, does it mean that I forgive her? But I want to go. Maybe I should give in to my impulses. She cringed at the memory of the results her latest impulse had produced. Okay, maybe I shouldn't. I mean, I can hardly think straight around her and we all know she is definitely not level head enough and neither does she act her age. Oh god…Soi Fong looked at the sky. Guess I missed it after all. Damn! Why can't I be decisive when it comes to her? Argh! This is it then. Will history repeats itself, I wonder. If only she knew how much every single action of hers affects me and the magnitude of it. If only she knew that there is no difference in what I felt for her then and what I feel for her now. Not even a thousand years can change what I feel for you, Yoruichi-sama. Maybe, the next time we meet, I could tell you that I'm no longer angry. That I know you really do have a reason for leaving me behind and and I forgive you. I really do.


AN: This concludes If Only You Knew. What begin as an oneshot became a 15 chapters long story. I hope all of you had as much fun reading as I had writing this. There might be a sequel, if there is it would be starting from the bount arc. Thank you all for putting up with my lousy grammar, horrible sentence structures and infrequent updating. I apologise if they are too out of character. As usual, all the characters belong to Kubo-sensei. To all of you who read/ read and reviewed this story of mine and all the other stuff I wrote, domo arigatou. Without your reviews, I don't think I could have continue writing. They inspire/motivate me to continue writing.

Once again, domo arigatou gozaimatsu. *bows*