Shoulda let you go Chapter 1: Over, a card captor sakura fanfic

Hey dude and dudettes, long time no see ay? Okay I'm gonna keep this short, basically i'm starting a new story, sorry if i disappoint you, but I can't help what my mind conjures up, now can I? On with the story. Enjoy dawlin's!

--Shoulda let you go--

--Chapter 1 - Over--

Sakura sat in her sapphire night gown, looking over at various photos in her hand, throwing the on the bed after veiwing them, tears threathened to spill for her gorgeous emerald eyes. She was pissed, no...more like fucking angry.

The photos she was looking at were photos of her husband, Syaoran and another women kissing and doing other intimate things with eachother. Her husband was cheating on her after four years of marriage. You would have thought that if they chose to get married to eachother, why was the husband cheating?

Well their marriage was a simply one, it was arranged and inflicted upon the two at the ages of eighteen and twenty. Sakura always knew her husband was a playboy. It was everywhere; on magazines, newspapers, talkshow and any other source of media.

Just to think about it, I would do things that I would regret (tryna get you to)
To understand how I felt for you
I tried real hard time and time again
but I didn't know
my love wouldn't grow, I should've just let it go
But I stayed around thinking you would learn to love

Sakura looked at the picture of the the women sucking her husbands face off. She was a brunnett with a Pamela Anderson's boobs and Jennifer Lopez's ass. Of course Syaoran would go after women like her. I'm so stupid to think he would ever even love me. He didn't even like me, he wanted to hurt me! And he fucking succeeded!

Sakura threw all the pictures away. Opening a closet she took out a large suitcase, and unzipped it open. Sakura didn't waste time folding her belongings neatly into her bag. She violently yanked down the metal rod out of the closet that was holding all her clothing. Sakura tipped the contents into her suitcase and threw away the rod, which ended up puncturing the wall.

Yanking out she drawers she tipped out all the contents, containing; underwear, socks, t-shirts and jeans. Sakura swiped all her facial product such as make-up off from the vanity tables and dropped them into the suitcase. Next up was her jewellry and shoes.

And we both know, you're wrong
There's nothing you can do, to ever undo what you've done to me
I loved you, deep in my heart I know you couldn't love me
But baby I just kept holding on, I should've let you go
Should've let you go, should've let you go, shouldve let you go

With the remainder of the clothes she didn't pack, she dressed her self in them. Wearing a wife beater, jean capris and a chocolate brown cardigan. Sakura took a deep breath. Hot tears began running down her cheeks, quickly she wiped them away but they kept on coming. Not now Sakura, don't fucking cry coz of that bastard!

All the rumours she heard were right, but she was just so stupid to not believe them. And when she did confront him, he said that they were lying a just jealous, and that was it. Things would go back to the way they were and she'd act like nothing would happen, even if she was hurting. The evidence was right there in front of her, she was just to dense to see it. The way he smelt of womens perfume-that wasn't Sakura's-when he came home. The make up on his shirt, the calls from various girls he recieved and the way he always ignored her but gave his attention to other women when they were out together.

All the pain she suffered, he was the cause. All the lonely nights she spent on that huge bed the owned, was because of him. All that precious time and effort she wasted on preparing him food to eat from his hard and long day, after he was probably at some hotel banging some random chick in the dark. God, she was so foolish in believing he would learn to love her the way she learned to love him.

Sakura dragged the suitcase out of the room and down the stairs, when she heard the door open. In came in her husband, the man who cheated on her...who hurt her...Li Syaoran.

Couldn't do without it, I felt I needed you in my world (to get me by, by)
More and more I looked out for you, tried to play me like a fool so I
Didn't care that love wasn't there, had to just let it go
Couldn't stay around, thinking you would learn to love

Syaoran looked at Sakura, then her suitcase, then her. "Sakura, whats going on?"

"You know what's going on," Sakura spat out. She wanted to claw his eyes out. He was trying to act like he wasn't with a women just before he came here.

"I don't understand, Sakura. I asked you a question, so answer i-"

"Shut up! Just shut the hell up!" Sakura screamed. "Don't you fucking try and act like you don't know whats going. I'm fucking leaving you. I've had enough of you going behind my back and cheating on me with other women Li, I'm through!"

"What is it with you?! We do this almost every week! Your friends tell you something and you believe them, more that your husband. Now many time do I have to tell, it's nothing." Syaoran stated lightly.

"Don't lie to me...don't you fucking dare try to lie to me! I'm sick of it! Who is she?" Sakura bite, trying to push down her raging anger.

"I don't know what your talking about and who she is,"

"Her!" Sakura thrust out the pictures she was looking at earlier. "Who is that women in the picture with you and what is she doing with a married man, my husband!"

Syaoran breifly looked at the photo, before smirking. "She my girlfriend, she pretty hot don't you think, Sa-ku-ra." Syaoran purposely drew out her name. "It's about time you found out about her, right?" He said, his voice was tinted with amusment.

"Why are you doing this...to me...to us?" Sakura's voice cracked.

"You wanna know why? It' simple Sakura, I don't love you, I never did and never will. My mother thought that I'd learn to love you but she was obviously wrong, wasn't she? So were you. I wasn't happy to be forced into a marriage with someone like you. I felt suffocated with you."

"You wanted to hurt me, that bad? Why didn't you just file for divorce papers?"

"I was busy with Lisa, had know time. You know how it is." He said in a mocking voice. "It deosn't matter, that suitcase is probably empty. You're to weak to leave me, you can't take it, face it without me your nothing. You'll come running back to me like always."

And now I'm gone, plus I'd rather be alone
We both grown, lower your tone over the phone, aaight
I should've known, damn I should've known
It wouldn't last long, when you didn't come home some nights
And now I'm on, in the zone, handle business on my own
So respect the queen on the throne, aaight
Here's some strong advice, move on, that's life
You're wrong, I'm right, and I'm glad I let you go

"That's where you're wrong. This suitcase is full, and I'm leaving you...for good. Tomorrow my lawyer will come by with the divorce files, you sign them and we break this..thing...we have between us." Sakura said wheeling her suitcase out the door.

Sakura turned around, "Oh and one more thing, Li." Sakura pulled off her wedding ring a threw in away, making it clatter against them marble floor. With that done, Sakura left out door.

And we both knew, you're wrong
There's nothing you can do, to ever undo what you've done to me
I loved you, deep in my heart I know you couldn't love me
But baby I just kept holding on, I should've let you go
Should've let you go, should've let you go, shouldve let you go

Throwing the suitcase into the boot of her car, Sakura got in a drove off to Tomoyo's house. By the time she got there, she had broken down into uncontrollable sobs. Knocking on door, she waited until it was flung open.

"Sakura! Your just the person I wanted to talk to, me and Eriol are getting married!" Tomoyo showed her ring, but stopped when she noticed Sakura's wet face and her red and puffy eyes. "OMG, Sakura what happened." Tomoyo said, scared about her friend.

Sakura collasped against her sobbing madly. "Eriol! Get over here, we have a problem!" Tomoyo screamed. Eriol rushed in, and was shocked to see Sakura in her current state.

"Sakura? Oh. My. God..."

Don't know why you would ever lie to me so,
But I should've let you
Don't know why I could never let you go
Could've, should've, let you
Don't know why...

--Chapter End--

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