Ok, I'd better do this fast. This is a one-shot song-fic-thing about Inuyasha musing about Kagome. The song is Whatsername by Green day with a few changes in the lyrics to suit the story.

Disclaimer: No matter how many times I dream about it I DO NOT OWN ANY MANGA LET ALONE INUYASHA! That-lady-who's-name-I-remember owns him! -sobsob- (Authoresses best friend comes up a pats her on the head: There, there you'll own a manga one day... we all will...)

"Kagome, is that you

"Kagome, is that you?" Inuyasha asked the figure who was walking on the side of the shallow stream. He touched her shoulder and she turned around and smiled. It was Kagome! The combination of her smile and the touch of her skin was bliss for the hanyou who hadn't seen her for at least 10 months unless you counted the disenchanting dreams about her that he saw every other day. To be honest, he had stopped counting how long she left after the 4th week as the days seemed to roll on mercilessly, killing him inside every passing hour. "Kagome it's you! You came back! It's really you!" he embraced her as one hot tear rolled down his cheek dropping silently on her neck. "Dammit Kagome! Don't ever leave me again. I missed you so much!" Kagome moved her head slightly and was about to whisper something when his eyes snapped open.

Inuyasha winced as he realised that he must have slept while he was flicking through the 'photos' that Kagome had took with her 'camera'. He glanced at the photo in his hand; it was one of him and Kagome eating ramen. He and Kagome were smiling in the photo; something he hadn't done for a long time. "Kagome…" he sighed as he looked at the face of the girl he cared so much about, no scrap that, the girl he loved. A dull throb, that he still hadn't gotten used to, hit his aching heart ruthlessly as he thought about what she might be doing right now.

Thought I saw you walking around the stream

Then it turned out to only to be a dream

I made a point to burn all of the photographs

She went away and then I took a different path

I remember the face and I again recall the name

Now I wonder how Kagome has been

Her name triggered the painful memory of the she left. There was a small note on the bone eaters well in Kagome's hand writing that read: 'Sorry everyone, I really will miss you all but I don't think I should be here anymore. The shikon jewel is finished and Naraku's defeated so you won't need me anymore. I wish you all a great future even if I can't be there. Inuyasha, please don't come looking for me. I probably have sealed the well by the time you get this note. Maybe one day I'll see all of you, some day in the future. Till then please forget all about me and the three years with me. I love you all!' on the bottom of the note there was a photo that she had stuck on with glue. She was smiling and waving bye but it was obvious that she had been crying considering her puffy eyes and tear stained face stood out. Even if Kagome had requested him to forget her in the not, he couldn't. After he had read that note he had tried for several hours to try and get to the other side and finally howling her name into the night air after he took in that she will never come back. He remembered hearing the sad calls of several other demons including one from Kouga and Sesshomaru expressing their sorrow of the absence of the girl they grew to love (A/N fluffy's seriously OOC here but hey who cares?!).

Inuyasha wondered if she was thinking about them. He asked him self if she'd got her self a boyfriend. He immediately growled at the thought but told himself not to. After all, she didn't belong to him no matter how much he wished she did. He wondered if she got married. She did say that she wanted to marry quite young at around twenty so there was a possibility. Maybe to that hobo or was it Hoho guy considering all her friends said that they looked like a great pair. That Hoho did have a crush on Kagome so that could be happening. Inuyasha sighed heavily struggling to push away the depressing thoughts in his head staring blankly at the photo of when he had spent his time with Kagome.

Seemed that she disappeared with out a trace

Did she ever marry oh what's his face

I made a point to burn all of the photographs

She went away and then I took a different path

I remember the face and I again recall the name

Now I wonder how Kagome has been

He couldn't blame her for going back after all it was probably because of him that she left. Not because of Naraku. Not because of Sesshomaru. Not because of Kikyo. It was because of him. The days when Kagome was with them seemed like years not months ago. He had three years, he had thirty six months, he had a thousand and sixty five days that he could have told her what he felt for Kagome but on the day he told her how much he loved her not Kikyo, she was there when Kikyo was about to kiss him. Kagome had told him that morning that she loved him and he told her about his feelings too. After extensive make out session he had ran off. It was so much of a shock. A happy, reliving shock though. He had to tell Kikyo that he loved Kagome. 'Maybe Kikyo would pass on' he had thought when he ran for her. She'd have never guessed that Kikyo was trying to force him to kiss her to change his mind about her when Kagome saw him. He should have stayed there with Kagome and tell Kikyo the next day. If he did she might have been sleeping in the futon and he'd be cradling her in his arms. But these regrets are useless. Right now he doesn't even know if she can still remember him. These regrets are useless now; she's on the other side never coming back.

Remember what happened, it seems like forever ago

Remember what happened, it seems like forever ago

The regrets in useless in my mind

She's in my head

I must confess, the regrets are useless

She's in my mind, she's in my head

Normally he'd be able to carry on through out the day but on the day he turned human. All the raging emotions he held inside during the rest of the month were let loose. He'd often reminisce about her while looking at in the things she left. Even if she requested him, even if he wanted to, he could never forget her or the 3 years with her. He knew that on the day he meets Kagome his heart would heal and he will say his feelings to her but until then he will wait for her and hopes that she will wait too. Tonight he lays here, drowning himself in the sweet essence of Kagome's aroma.

And in the darkest nights

If my memory serves me right

I'd try not to turn back to our time

Failing to forget you or the time

"Always remember me Kagome… because I'm waiting for you."

A/N: Done! Sorry for making Inuyasha go through depression and heart break. Now, don't get me wrong, I love the guy. He's too easy to mess around with; it's just a cat-dog thing! Read and review please- first fan-fic so please be nice.

Just so I dont get sued, I dont own Inuyasha Rumiko Takahashi does (YAY- I remembered her name!)