I couldn't feel anything anymore. Even as clumsy as I was, there was no way I would of ever accumulated these many injuries on my own. One broken arm, two broken legs, probably some broken ribs too. James wouldn't want to leave anything out. Death would be coming soon. At least I hoped it would. How long could James drag out my life just to taunt Edward?

My chest tightened and a hurt unlike the agonizing pain shooting through my body. My heart was breaking. I would never see Edward again. The last thing he would receive from me was my letter, and then find the corpse of my body that James would gleefully leave for them to find. I thought of Charlie and Rene and Phil. No parent should outlive their child, but they'd outlive me.

I could barely lift my head as James circled my body, the shards of glass crunching under the weight of his boots. He was still holding the palm sized camcorder in his hands.

"Look Edward," even though I knew James to be deadly, his voice still sounded soft and beautiful. "Look at your fragile little human as she dies. Tell me Bella," I was surprised to hear him addressing me again. Couldn't he leave me alone and let the haze take me? I wanted to just die already, not have a conversation. "Bella," his voice sounding more menacing this time "tell me, do you think Edward will avenge you?"

"No…" I whimpered. The tears were glistening in my eyes. "Edward whatever he says…don't…don't…"

James let out a mock sigh.

"Love. It brings out strange emotions in people Bella. You see, I don't think Edward, or any of the Cullens are going to honor your little request. Not after they see this video. Not after they watch you die."

He zoomed in on one of my bite marks

"I bet you wished you could of done that to her Edward? Shall I describe do you how sweet her blood tasted? Blood you'll never savor"

"STOP IT!" I screamed. I couldn't bear him taunting Edward any longer. Edward hadn't done anything.

"What was that?" James said coolly. "I'm sorry I wasn't paying attention"

He kneeled down putting the camera closer to my face and I weakly tried to bat it away with my good hand. James easily grabbed my hand and snapped it back. Two broken arms. I screamed as the bone broke. I could feel bile in my throat and stars swimming in my vision.

"Do you want to think your last request to Edward over Bella?" James seemed curious now, as if he was contemplating something very important.

"No…" I sobbed curling over onto my side "just end it…pain…" I hated that I was pleading, that I was giving him satisfaction. The mouse should never plead for mercy from the cat.

James grinned and removed is coat.

"No Bella, I can't do that yet. See…all of this…was just too easy, and I fear that dear Edward may be too much of a gentleman and honor your request after all. Now where would the fun in that be? I went through all this work after all."

I couldn't even grasp what he was saying, I was just so tired. I just wanted to go to sleep. Close my eyes and never wake up.

"But," James apparently wasn't done talking, and despite my best efforts, my instincts told me to watch him as he prowled around me like a lion examining his kill. "After Edward sees what I'm about to do…he'll just have to deny your wishes and come after me…and then I'll kill him as I killed you…"

I didn't understand what he meant. I almost voiced my thoughts allowed when he straddled me the camera still in my face.

"Tell me Bella, did dear Edward give you a taste of pleasure? No…no he's far to gallant to mar your innocence. Seeing that I'm a compassionate man Bella, I don't think it right to let you leave this world without having experienced the pleasures of a man."

Oh god. He was…I tried to inch away but James just laughed at my feeble movements, ripping my blood stained blouse off in one swift move.

"Your Bella has beautiful skin Edward" he taunted into the camera zooming in on my breasts as he massaged them through my bra. "Her breasts are generous in their size. He bent his head down and bit one of my nipples through the fabric drawing blood and I screamed in pain. He licked his lips and looked up at me, his red eyes glowing. He was actually turned on by this, he was breathing heavy and I could see the erection straining through his leather pants.

He got up and placed the camera on a table, angling it so the viewer would be able to see my disgrace easily. I hated him for it. Hate wasn't getting me much of anything right now though.

James crawled back on top of me a feral growl ripping through his body, making his chest vibrate. He ripped off my bra and clawed at my breasts while burying his face in my neck, I knew he was stronger than me, but I feebly tried to push him off, sobbing.

"No…no…not like this…" I sobbed "Edward help…"

His face contorted with rage and he smacked me hard enough for it to hurt, but not enough to mar my face. Yet.

"You had your chance to plead for help you little bitch." He hissed.

He unzipped himself and freed his cock from his pants, it was still and hard and I turned my head. I wouldn't look.

James laughed and turned to the camera.

"Look Edward, look how you're letting down the little mortal. Even as she lay here dying, I bet she wishes this last act I'm giving her was with you." He laughed mockingly, stroking my cheek in a taunting fashion. "Don't you Bella? Don't you wish Edward had done this to you?"

Feebly I nodded sobbing. I did wish that I had been able to lay with Edward like this. Edward would of never hurt me, despite his fears. Edward would have been gentle and kind.

James laughed, clapping his hands together like a child at Christmas. "Not only do I get to kill your little mortal Edward, not only did I get to taste her blood, I get to take her virginity too."

He laughed as he unbuttoned my pants, laughed as I tried to kick him and ripped off my pants.

"This is going to hurt Bella," he said with mock concern. "I'm afraid I don't have it in me to be gentle. See, you're blood tastes so good…it's arousing and I do want this to be convincing for our friend Edward. Before I begin, I'll ask you again. Do. You. Want. Edward. To. Rethink. His. Request?"

"James?" I hissed weakly. "You're a coward. You had to wait until I was a broken bloody mess to rape me. You can rape and torture me all you want. Kill me, because even if I beg, you wouldn't show mercy, but know this. NOTHING that you do to me will make me rethink my request." I coughed weakly, turning my head to look at the camera. "Edward, don't do it. Don't give—AGH"

I screamed, my words had infuriated James because he surged into me roughly. Despite my best efforts at bravado, I sobbed and tried to claw at his face, but he laughed and merely held my hands above my head, his hands were as strong as manacles.

"You know Bella," he panted trusting into me over and over again roughly. "You really brought this on yourself. Had you been a good little girl in the field, it would have been quick and painless. Now look what you're putting poor Edward through" he taunted, his breathing became ragged he was getting close. "It won't be long now Bella," he promised. "Soon it will be over. For both of us." He laughed at his own little joke. I had a feeling that the 'over' for me would be my life. Well good, for once, he was giving me what I wanted.

James thrust one final time in me, and I could fill his icy sperm filling my womb and I couldn't help but continue to sob. Damn him. Damn him for making Edward have to see this.

He kissed my mouth roughly before rising to his feet, he walked to the table and grabbed the camera, walking back to me slowly, circling my naked bleeding body, making sure to capture every angle, he didn't want Edward to miss a thing after all.

"Now, Bella. I am only going to ask you one last time. So do think carefully dear. Do you want Edward to reconsider your request?"