Chapter Six: I want to understand this love.

I didn't know what to expect from this man that looked at me with such pain. Once I seen his smile I knew I wished to see it once again. And that maybe I could be the one at makes me smile. Maybe it doesn't have to be the old me, but maybe it could be me.

I didn't know what I was doing, maybe this was wrong of me? But I continued to stay with this man. Eiri Yuki seemed so indifferent but at the same time he was a stranger to me. Not remembering this man seems to hurt my chest, as I started to talk to Eiri, but heart became at ease.

"Well I'm… glad to… Yuki…"

As I gulped while staring at this man who I have yet forgotten. Sitting there naked assured me he wasn't lying to me. I ate the last bit of pancakes that were on my plate.

I can't believe we had sex last night…

"So what did you want to do today Shuichi?"

His talking to me?! What do I say…?

I looked at him and then shifted my eye looking around the room. Suddenly an idea came to mind.

"How about me go on a date…?"

The thought of it appalled me but I wanted to know more of this guy. I mean what if my memories come back again? I could just find myself in this same situation. I wonder if it would be a good idea to even remember him or not. I'm supposed to be in love with this man, but I don't know the first thing about him. Well besides him being a first rate novelist.

"Sure, why not… I suppose a day with you…"

I glanced at him as I felt a beat skip in my heart.

Huh my chest is tight? I'm suddenly feeling nervous.

"W-well I better get ready so I don't keep you waiting…"

I jump from the bed and left the room. Stepping out in to the hall I started to realize I didn't know where the bathroom was. I turned to my right hoping my guess was right and opened the first door I seen. I grip my hand on the door and opened it.

"Where are you going?"

Eiri asks as his looking at me from the room I was in. I look back at him with a awkward smile.

"What do you mean? Heh?"

"That's my office."

I quickly closed the door and turned to another door, feeling completely embarrassed. I opened this door and it was the right one by the looks of it, and quickly entered.

"Sorry I must still be tired… ha ha"

Closing the door behind me I gave a breath of relief.

Dammit what am I doing? His going to find out if I don't keep my act straight.

I looked down at my body and became more flustered. I forgotten I was naked I guess that's not the only thing I'm forgetting. It was relatively warm in the house so I didn't even really noticed unless I was looking at my body.

Gosh I wonder how long I could keep this up.

I thought to myself as I turned on the shower. Putting my hand under the water to find the right warmth I started to gather my thoughts to plan what I should do next. Suddenly I'm grabbed and I could feel someone's arms hug me.

"HUH?"

I turned my head around to find the blonde hair man.

"Uh! Eiri- I mean Yuki! What are you doing?"

He pushes me gently under the shower head as my heart begins to pound. I was shocked and at most I didn't know what to do next. I could panic or somehow tell him I want to shower alone. But the thought of what if the old me always showered with him? He might find out I'm faking it.

I mean it's only showering what more could it lead to…?

"Oh- um, you just startled me. Ha-ha?"

I managed to say trying to act normal, hoping this was considered normal. I could feel his large hands trace my body sending tingles. Realizing that this man knows my body! I closed my eye as I started to breathe heavily.

What's happening to me? The way he touches me feels- good…

"Ah-"

I heard myself saying. I didn't want him to stop, but suddenly he whispers in my ear.

"Someone looks like their ready."

What does he mean?

I look down to where he was staring at, but before I could even realize what he was talking about. Eiri starts stroking me.

"AH! Yu-Yuki…"

I started to feel weak, I couldn't stop him. How could I when it felt so good. My mind start spinning as the warm water of the shower goes down my face. Saying his name felt normal, but was it really. The sensation continued thought out my body to the point where I was about to cum!

"Yuki- I'm about to- AHHHH~"!

I manage to say before I burst. My legs felt weak and I began to crumble. He catches me and picks me up in to his arms.

"I'm not done with you yet…"

Not done yet?

I could feel myself catching my breath. He walks out of the bathroom and then back in to the room I was once in. I stare at him as he carries me to the bed. I could see him smile as he closes the door behind him.

To Be Continued…