Part I
Somebody
By. Misery's-Toll
Chapter One: Nobody
Kiss the time
that goes away
'Cause it's just another day
You'll relive it anyway
- "Another Day" by Air
"Your mother would be terribly disappointed in you, Haruno."
Isn't she always?
"I just don't know what to do with you. I was hoping that the detentions and suspensions would be enough, but we're half-way through the school year, and you're still as reckless as ever," the principal shakes his head, "Why can't you be more like your sister? Ino is such a well-behaved student. You would do well to learn from her."
CRACK.
Sakura releases the fist her hand has formed around the weak splintered wood of the armrest of the chair she sits in, and slivers of it fall to the floor, a large crack left in its wake.
Her green piercing green eyes glare up from their spot on the floor, surprising the man, "Ino is not my sister."
When the principal recovers from his surprise, he waves the comment away offhandedly, "Damaging the school's property? That earns you another detention."
It's not your fault they're too cheap to buy the school sturdy enough chairs.
"I apologize," the pink-haired girl murmurs darkly.
After all, what's another detention?
The principal shakes his head again, "Here. Here's a detention slip. You know the drill. Get it signed by a parent or guardian and drop it off in the box by my door. You're dismissed. Detention is in the Chemistry room tomorrow. Be there."
Sakura nods, not looking away from her shoes as she stands and begins to walk away, taking the slip from the man's desk. As she reaches the doorway, the principal calls after her.
"This is your last warning, Haruno. Any more shenanigans from you, and I will have you expelled. No exceptions."
She pauses at the door for a second, unflinching, before uttering a quiet, "Hai."
Sakura exits the office, shutting the door with a soft click.
She is half-way down the hallway when she finally looks up and sees the familiar face of her best friend.
As always, her blonde hair is impeccably straight in its high ponytail, one thick lock covering one of her dazzling blue eyes, "Hey forehead, get your ass over here," the two girls on either side of her chuckle, hiding their faces behind hands with perfectly manicured fingernails. It makes Sakura mentally pause to think when the last time she had looked at hers was, "I've got a favor to ask, so hurry up."
A favor? Ino never trusts you with anything.
Sakura nods excitedly, and quickly trotting to the girl's side.
"You see," Ino says, placing a finger on her bottom lip, "This girl I know, she's been skanking around. She betrayed us, you see? I saw her kissing one of the guys on the football team --the one she knows I've been after for like...forever! So I need revenge, and I wanted to pull the fire alarm and get her all wet, and ruin that perfect new perm she got. But the problem is...I'm wearing fake nails, and I'm afraid that if I do it, then I'll break one of them off. So, Sakura, could you be a doll and pull it for me? I'd love you forever!"
Sakura misses the smirks of Ino's friends, and nods again fervently.
"Oh, good. It's right over there!" she announces in a sing-song voice, and points her faux-nailed finger in at the small red square on the wall opposite them.
Sakura walks up to it, swallowing the dry lump in her throat.
You'll get expelled if you get caught.
Simple then. I won't get caught.
She pushes in the handle, and then pulls it down.
The alarm goes off a split second later, and before long, water is spurting from the silver sprinklers on the ceiling.
The door the principal's office bursts open, and Sakura takes off running. For several moments, Sakura, the principal, Ino, and her friends are the only five people in the hallway. He stares at the pink-haired girl as she realizes she had been caught, the hallways now filling with people.
"Principal!" Ino wails in her soprano voice, "It's Sakura! I tried to stop her!"
She ratted you out.
He already knew it was me. Maybe she was hoping to show that she could be a good influence on me and that she's trying.
Parent-teacher conferences
are a funny thing.
They're meant to
show me how disappointed
my mother and father
and teachers
are
in me.
And maybe
make me feel a little bit insecure
about myself
so that
maybe
someday
I'll realize the error of my ways
and make someone
proud of me
in turn.
Parent-teacher conferences
have become so rare
that now
the idea of them is
almost
ludicrous.
At the start of the year
they were frequent.
Frequent as I showered
or as frequent as I slept.
Now sleeping is a luxury you can rarely afford.
But
I think eventually
the principal realized
that
no matter what
I wouldn't change.
You'll never change. Change is a lie.
Ino liked me this way
and if I had a friend
then it was worth it
to risk not getting into college
some day.
Because
who was going to pay
for a failure like me
to get a college degree?
But for some reason
I was here
in the principals office
again.
My parents behind me
and Ino
sulking in the corner.
Do you think she's proud of herself? Does she see what she's done?
"I'm sorry to have call you
at this point in the year
but-"
The ride home is
painful.
Not so much physically
unless you include
the tight clench
of an invisible fist
around my gut
or the
thick lump
that won't
disappear
from my throat
that had been there
for days,
weeks,
months.
How long has this been going on?
But
the thickness
in the air
was almost
tangible.
I could almost
taste
the displeasure
of my mother
my father
and Ino.
"Why do I have to leave?
I don't want to leave!
I have friends!
I have a boyfriend!
I have good grades!"
Didn't Ino have a crush on a football guy? Since when does she have a boyfriend?
My mother gritted her teeth.
"Shut up, Ino!
I'm
driving!"
She never yells at Ino.
"But, mom!"
"Shut up!"
My father roars from the front seat.
The car is silent for the remainder of the drive.
I don't sleep.
I never sleep.
Well
I do sleep
sometimes.
If I am lucky
I get some rest
three nights a week.
When I don't have
exams to study for
pranks to pull for Ino
or
when my parents
don't have the energy
to let their passion loose.
But
I wasn't going back.
I wasn't ever going back
to the school
with Ms. Loraine,
or the principal,
or Ino's friends,
or the football guy.
No more exams
and
no more pranks.
And
I think that maybe
my parents' moans
were those of sadness
through their grunts and
screams of ecstasy.
Because
their daughter,
their real daughter
was a failure.
While their adopted
was their pride
and joy.
But
I don't think I could have slept
whether they moaned
or not.
For
in one week
my world would change.
I'd be going
to a new school.
I'd have new opportunities.
I could have friends.
I could have
anything.
Sleeping
seemed impossible
when there was
time to daydream
even after the moans
and groans
and screams
stop.
But I think
sometime
just before sunrise
I must have fallen asleep
with a smile
on my face.
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto. Naruto doesn't belong to me. So...yeah.
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-MT