AN: Hi people! I've been on this site for a while and I haven't ever posted anything so I decided... What the Heck? I'll post something for the heck of it and see if anyone likes my stuff...
FAIR WARNING!! I'm a terrible writer!! (In my opinion...) Seriously, I an encouraging you to not read!!
If for some stupid reason you do, I hope you survive...

This is gonna be the first in a series of Oneshots I'm posting. They're all poems that I did in L.A. class while I was supposed to be doing one on Esperanza Rising... (I didn't like it...) I'll try to make it as in character as possible. Here's Bella!

I Am…

I Am…

Twilight- Bella

I am a very plain and clumsy girl.

I wonder if Edward really loves me.

I hear Edwards' warning voice in my head.

I see everything but process nothing.

I want to be a vampire and be with Edward for the rest of Forever.

I am a very plain and clumsy girl.

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I pretend to be strong when he's gone.

I feel nothing.

I touch Edwards' hard cold lips.

I worry about Jacob.

I cry myself to sleep every night.

I am a very plain and clumsy girl.

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I understand why he left me.

I say 'I'm alright."

I dream about Edward coming back.

I try to exist without feeling.

I am a very plain and clumsy girl.