A/N: Okay, Slashiness Rules! GO SLASH! This is a Jason x Shane (Shason) and it's kinda dark at the begining, but this is also weird in later chapters (Mpreg). So it's M for weirdness and descriptive sex in this and later chapters.

Jason Addison hated the dark. It reminded him of things he didn't like to think about in his tragic past.

When he was 8, his 14 year old brother came out about being gay, and his parents got into a huge fight. His dad ended up stabbing his mom to death before turning the knife on Jason and Justin. Luckily, both boys survived.

When he was 10 and Justin was 16, they went to Camp Rock together. But Jason's cabin mates, Ron and Evan had locked Jason out and he had spent most of the night in the dark until Shane Grey, the 8 year old nephew of the head counselour had come along and taken Jason to his cabin.

When he was 15, he had told his Grandma that he was bisexual. His Grandma had kicked him out after calling him some very anti gay names. Jason had spent all night on the streets since Shane was in New Jersey with his parents for his grandma's fueneral and Nate was in Texas for a family friends wedding. L.A. was a very dark city when you're all alone. Justin had since moved to New York for a fashion magazine job. Justin had never told their grandma about his orientation.

But when he was 18 came the worst. His girlfriend, Shelly, had raped him.

Shane and Nate had been argueing over Shane's reputation as a bad boy. Shelly had led Jason into a room, claiming she had built him a birdhouse.

She'd locked the doors, and before Jason had realized what was going on, he was naked, and shackled to a couch. She was straddling him.

Jason had shouted for Shane and Nate. She'd clapped her hand over his mouth. He'd fought her, but she was ontop of him and he had no arm use.

When she'd removed her hand to steady herself, he'd began begging "Shelly, please don't do this. Please." he'd begged, trying to keep himself from getting aroused. "Please. I don't want this"

"Your dick would beg to differ" she'd said, stroking his face.

"No, I don't" Jason was in tears, trying to make her understand that he didn't want to lose his virginity this way. "I don't like this" he had sobbed, then groaned as he lost his battle and released inside of her "shit"

"This is for never being here" Shelly had said, smacking him 'and this is-"

"Jason, it's- oh my god" Shane had walked in. Shelly had never been good at actually locking doors. "You're sleeping with Shelly?"

"No. I don't want this!" he'd shouted, tears rolling down his face.

Shane had finally noticed the tears rolling down Jason's face. "Security! Big Rob come quick!"

heir body gaurd had rushed in, followed by Nate, who was holding a wiffle ball bat. Big Rob had drugg the nude blonde bitch out of the room as Shane had atempted to free Jason.

He'd finally got Jason free and had gone as far as dressing the older bod, who was shivering uncontrollably. He'd sat in that room with Jason late into the night, whispering soft words of comfort to his best friend.

Nate had recognized the look in Shane's eyes. It was love. Shane Grey was in love with a man.

Shane Grey stretched on his bunk, watching Jason Addison sleep. It was a routine Shane had on tour. He was tempted to climb into bed with the man, he just looked so cute when he slept.

In the bed next to Shane's, Nate and his girlfriend Mitchie had just finished having- there was no other word for it- sex. And Shane was positive they had not used protection.

Shane's uncle was on the bunk above him, muttering about mapple syrup. Shane shook his head as Jason began shoutinng "Shelly, no, please" Jason was in the worst night of his life.

Shane ran over to him and woke him up. Jason was crying "Shane, don't let her get me"

"I won't, I promise. Are you cold, Jay?" Shane asked, holding the older boy close. Even though Jason was 21, there was a definete boyishness about the man Shane was in love with.

The next words the came out of Jason's mouth floored Shane "No. I'm in love with you" he said. Shane;s mouth had dropped open and he began stutterting.

"You- I feel the same way"Shane said "Ever since we first met"

"Shay, be my boyfriend" Jason said, hugging Shane. Shane grinned like the cheshire cat.

"I'll only date you on one condition" Shane said, lying in Jason's arms "Don't call me Shay"

"Okay, I'll call you Angel"

"Why?"

"You're my gaurdian angel" Jason reached up and turned out the lights.

Shane fell asleep in Jason's arms. Jason lay awake for a couple hours, loving the comfort Shane's arms provided him.

Little did they both know, this moment would change their lifes forever. But for that moment, they were content to just be inlove.

a/n: isn't it sweet? GO SHASON. THIS CHAPTER DEDICATED TO HAVAH KINNY, FOR INSPIRING ME TO WRITE A SHASON WITH HER SLASH FICS! CHECK EM OUT.

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