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Bella POV

I was in the bathroom crying my eyes out. I kept staring at the pregnancy test in disbelief. I couldn't believe I was pregnant. And to my horror I was pregnant with Edward Masen's baby. I was only 18. I can't raise a child right now.

This all happened because I got drunk at a party.

About six weeks ago I went to Edward Masen's graduation party. We finally graduated high school. His parents left right after he graduated. They told him he could throw a party if he wanted to. Alice and I were best friends from childhood. And since Alice's boyfriend was Edward's best friend I was also invited. I was friends with Edward but we weren't that close. Yea we hung out together with the group but we kept our distances.

The party was fine at first. We were hanging out and drinking. I must have not noticed how much I was drinking because two hours into the party I was drunk. Some parts of the party I don't remember but the one thing I do remember is sleeping with Edward.

The next day when I woke up I noticed I was naked in Edward's arms. I remember I hurried and put my clothes on then left. I didn't want Edward to wake up and notice that he slept with me. Good thing I lived right next door to him. It was easy to get home without being noticed. I slipped back into my house without Charlie figuring out that I didn't come home that night.

A week ago I started throwing up. At first I didn't think about it much. I thought it was just the flu. But since I've been throwing up for the past week I decided to try a pregnancy test.

Now here I am pregnant and alone. Not only is the father all the way in New York but I'm stuck here in Forks. Yep this is going to be great.

I finally decided to call Alice. She should know what to do. I grabbed my cell and dialed Alice's number.

"Hey Bella," I heard her answer.

"Alice, can you come over my house right now," I sobbed.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

"I'll tell you when you get here," I told her.

"I'm leaving right now," she said.

Five minutes later Alice arrived at my front door. I stopped crying after I got off the phone with Alice. Somehow I knew I was going to be okay. I let Alice in and led her to the bathroom. I showed her the pregnancy test. She gasped when she saw it was positive.

"How can you be pregnant?" she asked me.

"I never told you this but I slept with Edward Masen," I said to her.

"When?" she asked me.

"At his graduation party," I said.

"Oh My Gosh! Was it good?" she asked me.

"Alice! What am I going to do?" I asked her.

"Do you want to keep the baby?" she asked.

"I think I do," I told her as I rubbed my stomach.

I wasn't showing yet but I could sense something was inside of me.

"Okay, but you might want to visit the doctor soon," she told me.

I nodded at her. I wanted this baby badly. I don't know why but I felt like I had to protect it somehow. I also felt sad for it. My baby would never meet its father. But despite all of this I loved it. I can't explain how I could love it but I just do.

"So are you going to tell Edward about this?" she asked me.

"I don't have his number," I told her.

"Neither do I but are you going to tell him one day," she asked me.

"Maybe one day in the future," I replied.

"You liked Edward didn't you," she said to me.

My jaw dropped when she asked me that. How did she know? I never flaunted it. I gave up after awhile. If Edward liked me he would have said something to me. So I decided I would move on in my life.

"Yea," I said quietly.

"I knew you did. You were always staring at him. Edward was too dumb to notice," she said to me.

"You're pretty observant. By the way since were getting an apartment together when we go to college do you want to furnish and clothe my child when it's born?" I asked her

"I would be honored to," she said to me.

"It will have all the love it can get," I said to Alice

"That's because it will have you, Jasper, Emmett, Rosalie, Charlie, and me to love it," she said to me.

"We will be one big happy family," I said to Alice.

Somehow I knew I would be okay. One day when I see Edward again I will tell him about his child. Until then I will love my child and take care of it. Hopefully I would see Edward soon. I want him to know about my child.

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