Hi
people! I'm still on vacation on the boat, but I thought about a
new story a while ago. So, here is the first chapter. I wrote a lot
more for this story, but I still need to write in on the computer…
(I wrote everything by hand, no idea why…) I DO NOT OWN NARUTO!
For the readers of
Valentine's day, sorry that I'm posting this before a new chapter
for that story, but I just had to write this. Have fun reading!
Lots
of love, Tearsbehindthemask
Sasuke
stared at the ceiling above him, spirals and circles were carved in
it, just like in the walls and the floors of the hide-out.
The
room where Sasuke was, was dark. The only light came from a small
torch that was on the wall besides him.
Sasuke didn't care. He
didn't need light anyway thanks to his training.
But what time
was it? What day was it? Sasuke hadn't been outside for at least a
week, he lost his sense of time in those days, it was always dark in
here. Life in Orochimaru's hide-outs was so different than his life
in Konoha, a long time ago…
No. He shouldn't think about that.
That life was over. When Sasuke decided to leave everything in order
to get his revenge on his brother, he knew that his life would
change. He just didn't know that he would miss his old life so much
in weak moments…
No. He wasn't weak anymore. He couldn't
think about his old life anymore. He chose for revenge.
But still…
Even more than he missed his home, he missed that one person… That
person that always annoyed him the most, that person that he always
loved the most…
The door of Sasuke's room opened quietly.
Sasuke looked up, angry at himself that he didn't notice a person
coming to his room any sooner.
A man with long black hair appeared
in the door opening. Sasuke cursed inside himself. Why did that man
had to come here in his room?
"What do you want?" Sasuke
asked, his voice trembling with anger.
Orochimaru laughed in his
usual, freaky way.
"That's not the way that you should speak
to your master."
While Orochimaru spoke, he didn't take his
eyes of Sasuke, who was now sitting on his bed in the corner of the
room.
"You're not my master." Sasuke said while he looked at
the ground.
Orochimaru smiled and shook his head.
"You know
that I'm your master." he said softly.
Sasuke felt anger
burning in his heart, Orochimaru still smiled.
"You didn't
train with Kabuto today."
Sasuke lifted his head. "I can't
learn anything from that guy. I'm better than him, I don't need
him as my teacher."
Orochimaru walked towards Sasuke and lifted
Sasuke's chin with one of his long fingers.
"Kabuto could
teach you how to be a good boy." he said with an evil smile.
"Don't
touch me!"
Sasuke pushed Orochimaru's hand away and his eyes
burned red with the sharingan.
Orochimaru laughed.
"All those
years here, and you still don't know how to behave. One day, you
will be my new body anyway. So why don't you let me touch
you?"
Orochimaru put his hand on Sasuke's chest and Sasuke
jumped of the bed, ready to attack.
"I'm not your toy!"
Sasuke yelled. "I only came here for power and you only need me as
your new body. We have nothing else to do with each
other!"
Orochimaru laughed again, Sasuke felt a shiver on his
back.
"Until the time comes, I can still have some fun with
you…"
"Get out!" Sasuke screamed. "Go to Kabuto! He will
be okay with everything you do anyway. He will listen to you like a
slave!"
"But
you're younger Sasuke…"
Orochimaru approached Sasuke again
and Sasuke, who wasn't paying enough attention, found himself
trapped between the wall and Orochimaru.
"And you're much more
handsome than Kabuto…"
"Get away!" Sasuke whispered
furiously.
"And I just love your angry face…"
Orochimaru
touched Sasuke's face and Sasuke snapped.
"GET OUT!" he
screamed, and he pushed Orochimaru away from him.
Orochimaru felt
his cheek in surprise and noticed that he was bleeding, then he saw
the kunai in Sasuke's hand and smiled.
"So you want to play it
that way?"
Sasuke could feel the suppressed anger in
Orochimaru's voice and was afraid that he just made a terrible
mistake.
"I will leave you alone for today." Orochimaru then
said, turning away. "But remember, the more you resist, the more I
want you."
Sasuke shivered when Orochimaru closed the door
behind him and his legs lost their strength.
Sitting on the floor,
Sasuke covered his eyes with his hands.
He was disgusted of
Orochimaru, he was disgusted of himself or bearing with it so
long.
Those eyes that followed him everywhere… Those hands that
wanted to touch him if they could…
Sasuke felt like he had to
throw up.
Why did he ever leave Konoha? Why did he leave his
love?
There was no way that he could go back now. He would be a
traitor and an enemy to everyone. Nobody would want him back.
Sasuke
should just stay here, become stronger, take revenge on his brother
and then become Orochimaru's new body.
But before that? What if
Sasuke couldn't hold Orochimaru off him for so long? What if
Orochimaru got what he wanted?
Sasuke shivered. He didn't want
to think about it. He knew that Kabuto was jealous of him because
Orochimaru gave him more attention than Kabuto. But Sasuke never
wanted that attention.
He only wanted that attention from one
person. And that person must've already given up on him…
Naruto
ran through the forest, his heart beating extremely fast.
"Is it
certain that Sasuke's there?"
Sakura nodded tense. "Kakashi
told you like ten times now."
Sai ran behind Naruto and Sakura,
he could see that they were both longing to see their old teammate
and friend.
Last time, they failed to bring Sasuke back. This
time, they didn't want to accept failure.
Sai didn't really
understand their feelings. Sasuke had betrayed them and Konoha, but
they still wanted to get him back. Why didn't they just give up on
him?
Sasuke…
Naruto thought about the black haired guy that
was his friend some time ago.
Why did you leave Sasuke?
Naruto
still didn't understand why Sasuke joined Orochimaru back then.
Didn't Sasuke know how much they all cared about him? How much he
cared about him?
Naruto felt tears burning in the corners of his
eyes. He failed to bring Sasuke back last time.
It was like
Sasuke didn't care about them at all anymore.
But Naruto would
get Sasuke back today. He would take Sasuke back home today and tell
him… And tell him that he loved him.
Yes. Naruto would tell him
today.