SPOILERS FOR OMNIVORE.

SINCE YOU'VE BEEN AROUND

I'm wandering
I'm crawling

I'm two steps away from falling
Just can't seem to get around

JJ couldn't seeā€¦ tears seemed to cover her eyes. All she saw was the white walls of the hospital rooms. She wouldn't be able to tell you what direction was what if she wanted to but she didn't want to. All she wanted was him to be sitting next to her, telling her it would be all right.

I'm heavy
I'm weary
Not thinking clearly
I just can't seem to find solid ground
Since you've been around

Her tears made her eyes heavy. She knew that, if it were anyone else, she would curl up next to him and fall asleep, but he wasn't there. He was in surgery. She couldn't fall asleep

I'm running
I'm hiding
But you'll never find me
Cuz I've always felt lost in a crowd

JJ always thought he had never seen her. Of course he had seen JJ, but only when they worked together. He had never seen her, never seen her true colors. After the doctor spoke quietly to Rossi, she knew he never would

I'm sinking
I'm drowning
I'm so afraid of losing
My head's been spinning round and round
Since you've been around

JJ felt stupid for being there. She had no right. She loved him, but he never knew, and he never would. The realization hit her and she felt as though she were drowning in his blood, the sweet blood, that George Foyet had spilled here.

I'm foolish and crazy
I just think that maybe
I gotta a lota things to figure out
I'm winning
I'm losing
I'm afraid of never choosing
this heart of mine,
so beaten down
Before you came around

JJ had never known love like the love she had for Aaron Hotchner, and she never would again. She would love Aaron for the rest of her life

The sad truth was that she'd never know how much he loved her while she was in his life and after.