heyy all!

sorry its taken me so long to update but i had loads of work to do coz the exams are on the horizon and i have my art exam in under two weeks *panicks*

so il try and update again soon coz this is only short and yeah but i got loads to do :(

but the good news is i have a co-written fic out. im writing it with HighQueenReicheru and its called Urban Rivals. the first chap is out and the second is on its way! its a cross over between 24(just slightly) and csi ny. check it out pwease ;) and we'd love to hear from you.

anyhoo as you know i dont own anything except Anya.

Dedicated to my best friend rachy, who without i would not still be working on this or anything else for that matter. also dedicated to mary, who has been a great friend :) i love you too!!

anyway without any more blabber from me - on with zie fic!

'You know. When I first came here Don was the only person that I knew. And when he first introduced us I thought you were the sweetest guy. You did everything possible to help me settle, to help make New York my home. I- I don't know how I am going to live without you. It's been nearly three years since I moved here. Three whole years. And you know what? I have loved every single minute of it. Sure there have been times when I wondered what would have happened if I had stayed in Miami. But I would have never have known you. And I would have never have know what if feels like to be truly loved.' Anya stopped and closed her eyes. Trying to comprehend the whirlwind of emotions that were flying through her.

'The doctors, they said that you won't be able to hear me. They said that your brain is hardly functioning. Th-they said that if you ever do wake up you wont be able to return to field duty, you might not even be able to return to the lab ever. A-and they said that if you get through the next 24 hours it will be a miracle. And danny – I'm scared. I don't know what to do. I-I was going to tell you this after we came home from the scene. I have been offered a job in the FBI. At first I was dead set against, the job is based in LA and I wasn't about to leave here. B-but now. Now I'm not sure. If I loose you I wont be able to stay here. I know that every time I'll walk into lab I'll see your bright smile that you only have after a break in the case. Every time I step under that horrid yellow tape I'll hear you making jokes about what Hawkes did on your last boys night out.' Anya's tears were falling in full force now; she didn't bother to wipe them away. There was no point. Not anymore. The world could end for all she cared, as hers was already. As long as she was with Danny. Danny was her world and always would be.

Sobbing, Anya put her face in her hands. Wishing that the sorrow consuming her heart would leave.