I own none of the characters no matter how awesome it would be to say I owned Edward Cullen (I could just imagen telling my friends that...) Stephenie Meyer owns all of the Twilight universe.

Bella's POV

"Are you sure this is what you want?"

I'm starting to get really annoyed with Edward. At least, I was as annoyed as I could possibly get with a Greek god. He knew from the many times I've told him that I wanted to spend my life or for better term my existence with him. He is the love of my life and the reason I live in more ways than one. I would be dead by now if I didn't have Edward. He's saved me more than once and I know that most of those times it was caused by my relationship to him. I didn't want to have to be saved anymore. I was putting all the Cullens in danger. I wanted to end that.

I was a little scared that I might not be the same person as a vampire. Right now I want Edward instead of any resource I might need. But would that, could that change? Everyone who has talked to me on the subject told be that the one thing newborn vampires want above all things is blood. When I was changed would I want blood more than Edward? This is what scared me the most about the change. The pain seemed insignificant compared to that.

I realized that I never answered. I looked at my angel beside me and the sight took my breath away. Again. I don't think I'll ever get used to his beauty. I smiled. It still makes me wonder why I deserve someone like him. That's one vampire trait I'm looking forward too. Maybe I'll look like a girl who belongs by Edward's side.

He gave me a crooked grin at hearing my heart stutter while looking at him and then he looked into my eyes. I couldn't even tell him to keep his eyes on the road. I heard my heart rate climb higher and higher until it stopped all together.

"Bella?"

Edward's POV

I was driving Bella to our house from the airport. We just got back from France after a week of just me and her. It makes me so happy that now I can call her my wife and I her husband. She seems to enjoy saying her new name. Bella Cullen.

The one thing I was sad about is that now we were driving home to start her transformation. I want to spend forever with her too, but it's not right to take away her soul for my own selfish reasons. She thinks she wants it now, but will she regret it later on?

"Are you sure this is what you want?" I asked as we got closer to our house.

I turned to see her reaction. She started with a look of annoyance and then sadness. Maybe she didn't want this as much as I thought… It's at times like this where I really wish she wasn't my one exception to my mind reading. She started to smile as if she read my thoughts.

She looked at me and I returned her smile with a crooked grin I know she loves. Her heart stuttered and I smiled bigger. I knew the effect I had on her and I wanted to see how far I could take it. I looked into her eyes and her heart beat got faster and faster even. I've never heard it go this fast I knew it was time to stop. As I started to look back to the road I heard or rather didn't hear her heart anymore.

"Bella?" I said as her heart started again. She had fainted. I started to get worried and drove faster to get Carlisle to check to see if she was alright. She was right. I do have an effect on her. I shouldn't have pushed it that far.

When I pulled up to the house I got out and was opening Bella's door before the Volvo even stopped moving. I unbuckled her seat belt and gently pulled her out of the seat. As soon as I did Alice was right there to close to door.

"tsk tsk Edward making Bella faint when I have to change her for the transformation. There's no way I'm letting her do it in those rags." Alice thought as she threw her hands up in the air in defeat.

"And don't worry she'll come to before you even make it into the house." She said out loud.

I sighed and her eyes snapped open at the sound of my voice. She looked at me lovingly and then like she was annoyed. "I'll have to live through three days without your face and now you just add another minute to it?" I laughed as I pulled her into a tight hug.

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Bella's POV

Edward carried me into the house and after Alice had changed me up to his, well our room. He laid me down on the bed as Alice came in with a bunch of medal chains. My eyes opened wide with surprise.

"Don't worry Bella." Edward said when seeing my expression. "It's only a precaution." I remembered that Edward had told me that they would need to hold me down throughout the transformation.

"They won't keep you down for long though." Alice said with a smile. "Edward and Emmett are going to have to hold you down later on."

I knew I would be strong as a newborn vampire but would I be so strong that it would take both Edward and Emmett to keep me on the bed?

Carlisle and the rest of the family came into the room as Alice chained me to the bed. Emmett couldn't help smiling at the way I looked.

"We're going to watch and make sure everything's okay." Carlisle said in a fatherly tone. He turned to Edward and said, "Emmett will be right here just incase and Jasper will be monitoring your emotions. Start whenever you're ready." Edward nodded.

He turned to me and looked into my eyes. "Are you sure?" He asked me again. I knew I was ready. Ready to start my new life with him for an eternity together.

"Yes." I said confidently.

He took a deep breath and I did too. He gave me one kiss and then I felt his cold sharp teeth sear into my neck.

The pain overtook me. It was an icy heat that felt so unusual to my body. It slowly climbed I promised myself earlier that I would not scream for as long as I could help it because I knew it would bring pain to Edward to hear it. I couldn't help it at all. I screamed a deafening scream. I have never heard anyone make a louder one. He took his teeth out of my neck and instantly started apologizing. "I'm sorry Bella. I'm so so sorry."

I wanted to tell him to stop apologizing but all I could do is continue screaming as tears started streaming down my face. I roughly shook my head as the pain increased. Edward injected venom into my wrists and ankles too.

All I wanted to do was tell Edward how much I love him. In between screams I tried to get my message out. "I……love." That's all I got out before I started slipping into a painful unconscious. The last words I heard were "I love you Bella," said by a voice so familiar to me. Then everything went black but the pain still continued.

This is my first ever Twilight fan fiction. I wrote this and the next chapter before Breaking Dawn came out. I actually expected it to be something like this (Except with Stephenie Meyer's awesome writing skills). It never even crossed my thoughts that something like that would ever happen in the actual Twilight series instead of just in fan fiction where so many talented authors made stories that were so close. Anywho (I always say that instead of anyway so don't tell me it's not a word because I already know that) If you could review that would be great. Just don't be to harsh because like I said "First Time Writer." Enjoy!