Are you Ready?

Kouga/Inuyasha

Rated: M

Summary-Inuyasha has to figure out if Kouga loves him for who he is or if he is just trying to use him.

Disclaimer:I don't own the Inuyasha series, nor make any money from this story.

Warning: This story will have cussing and will have Male pregnancy and it will have sexual actions between two men.

""Talking

Thoughts

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"Inuyasha? What's wrong? Why do you seem so distracted lately?"

"Huh, what do you mean Kagome?"

Turning to his friend that was sitting down on one of the chairs inside of Kaede's village Inuyasha sighed. He knew what she was talking about but he didn't want to let on that he knew what she talking about. It would just be easier to ignore the worrisome question and act like it was something else.

"Well you've been doing nothing but daydream all day. So what are you worried about? Is it Naraku?"

"Naraku... Yeah I'm worried about Naraku that the bastard might come back from the dead… or something."

"Listen, I know your worried, but the best we can do right know is rest. That horrible man is dead and we should all try to remember that, he's never going to come back."

"She has a point Inuyasha, if you are bored maybe you and Miroku can go in the forest and see if there are any dangerous demons that need to be killed."

"Yes that is a wonderful idea Sango. What do you say Inuyasha do you want to go to the forest for a little while?"

Inuyasha looked at his companions for a while, they had no idea what was troubling him, and even though he had said it was Naraku that had not been it. He didn't know how to tell them about what had happened between him and Kouga. After what happened between him and Kouga so many emotions had been running through his head. Maybe it would be best if he talked to someone. Yes, he needed to talk with someone about it because he knew that if he kept it to himself his friends would keep on worrying.

He couldn't talk to Kagome about it even though they were close, he just didn't feel too comfortable. He couldn't talk to Sango they weren't that close, sure they talked but there was still a little barrier because of him being a half-demon and her being a demon slayer. Then it hit him; he could talk to Miroku, yes they were both men and maybe Miroku could shed some light on why "it" had happened between him and Kouga.

"Yeah I'll go with the monk to the forest... let's go then." Slowly Inuyasha and Miroku walked to the forest leaving behind the girls.

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"So Inuyasha what's been on your mind lately?"

Ok I can do this I can talk to Miroku I can talk to him he's a guy he's bound to understand right? I mean he lived with a whole bunch of men before, so he should know…ok here if goes.

Both men come to a halt in the middle of their walk. While they had been walking in silence they had made it deep inside the forest. They were deep enough that there was no human's around and from what he could sense there was also no demons around.

"Why don't we sit down here in the grass Inuyasha?"

"Yeah, okay."

They sat down in a nice shaded patch of grass. Miroku knew that whatever Inuyasha wanted to talk about would most likely take him time to say so he knew that he should make himself comfortable. While getting comfortable he waited for his friend to be ready to talk to him and he was ready to wait as long as it took.

"I...well I don't really know how to say this, but something happened to me... I don't know if it was good or bad but... well it sort of just happened."

"Does this have anything to do with Naraku?"

"What no... no it has nothing to do with that idiot."

"Then who?"

"It actually has something to do with Kouga."

Miroku couldn't help but notice how his friend tried to lower his face to hide the blush that appeared on his checks when he mentioned Kouga's name. This had never happened before usually the half-demon in front of him would get angry at the mention of Kouga or if not he would just get moody.

Hm I wonder why Inuyasha's blushing. Don't tell me Kouga embarrassed him again or something.

"Inuyasha did Kouga do something to you?"

Instantly the blush deepened.

"Inuyasha if you don't know if what he did to you was bad or not why don't you tell me what he did and we can figure it out together. What do you say?"

"I don't know where to begin." Whispered Inuyasha; there was just so much to tell that he didn't want to leave anything out in his tale.

"Just start at where you think the beginning is."

"Alright." Taking a deep breath Inuyahsa began to tell the story. "Remember when Kagome and I got into a fight five days ago well when I left..."

Flashback

"Damn woman why does she always have to bitch at me."

As Inuyasha bitched about what Kagome and he had argued about he headed deeper in the forest. They had been arguing again about her going back home; Kagome wanted to go back and stay over there for a few days and Inuyasha had been ok with that. All that he had asked for was that she bring him some sweets from her time but Kagome had said no. She didn't want to carry so many sweets and that had angered Inuyasha since all he wanted was some simple treats. As he thought about their recent argument Inuyasha kept walking to a secluded lake in the forest. Whenever he was having a bad day he would go to the lake and bathe or just plain look at the water and relax.

When Inuyasha finally reached the lake he decided that since they had not come across any demons the whole day and he couldn't sense any near by he decided that he was going to relax and spend the day by the lake. He certainly wasn't going to be needed back in the village for the day so it wouldn't be a crime for him to stay by the lake as much as he wanted. Once Inuyasha reached the lake he smiled and began to take off his clothes. He couldn't wait to jump in the water and wash his worries away.

After an hour in the lake Inuyasha decided to lay back on a patch of grass that was shaded by a huge three. Taking the time to first listen and see if he felt another presence around the area he was in Inuyasha listened closely; when he didn't hear or sense any one around he closed his eyes again and just relaxed. Before going to sleep though Inuyasha covered himself with his red haori, the day was beginning to get a little fresh and he didn't want to wake up from his nap cold.

An hour after taking his nap Inuyasha felt something lightly touch his face then it disappeared only to reappear down on his stomach, whatever it was started to rub circles on his stomach. While still in a sleepy daze Inuyasha decided to pay no attention to the light touch. He was going back to sleep when suddenly the light touch moved up towards his nipples; Inuyasha then decided to wake up when he felt the light touch pinch his nipples lightly.

"W-Wha... "

"Relax Inuyasha it's just me."

The hand; which he finally noticed what it was, started to pinch a little harder. This little movement pulled a moan out of Inuyasha.

"Hm...I'm glad you liked that."

"W-why are you...ah...doing this?"

"Well I'm not going to lie to you Inuyasha it's kind of hard not to want to touch you when you are spread out like this in the woods naked except for a piece of fabric covering you."

Inuyasha was scared, not because he was worried that Kouga was going to hurt him but because he was beginning to like what the wolf was doing to him. Slowly Inuyasha's breath started to come out ragged.

"You want to know a secret puppy, all the times I said I wanted to be with Kagome was a lie. The truth is that I wanted to be with you but I was too afraid to admit it because of my pack and because of my elders. Now that times passed though I don't give a fuck what the elders say and I know that my pack will be happy with whoever I decided to choose. With that said puppy; I'm in love with you."

Shocked at what Kouga had just said Inuyasha was not able to re-act, the wolf demon had just said he was in love with him. Even though Inuyasha wished it was true he knew it was most likely a lie.

Then suddenly just like Kouga had started he stopped touching Inuyasha but instead of instantly starting again in a different body part he instead made Inuyasha sit up so that it would be easier for him to move behind the hanyou. After he was seated comfortably he scooted the hanyou closer to him so that they were pressed together closely. While feeling the warm body in front of him Kouga was surprised that Inuyasha was not even fighting what he was doing. Perhaps the half-demon was just in shock.

Kouga rested his head on Inuyasha's shoulder and placed his hands on Inuyasha's hips and then slowly ran his hands up and down his sides. With a little hum his hands then went in the front of Inuyasha's body and proceeded to draw circles on Inuyasha's stomach with his fingers. After a couple of seconds he brought his hands higher so that both his hands were on Inuyasha's nipples and then started to gently rub them with his thumb and middle finger.

Inuyasha's breath hitched and his breath became ragged. Without even realizing it Inuyasha had started to press his chest closer the wolf's hands. Inuyasha didn't know why he wasn't stopping what was happening but what he did know was that what Kouga was doing felt good.

Ah so my little puppy likes this huh. Well let's see what else he likes?

One of Kouga's hands slowly started to wander down. When it reached the fabric that was covering Inuyasha's manhood he slowly brought his hand under it; he didn't want Inuyasha to become scared by quickly moving hands. Kouga then proceeded to gently run his fingers up and down Inuyasha's member. It was somewhat hard and this greatly pleased Kouga.

All the while Inuyasha began to drifting further into a lust-filled haze. He knew that he should stop Kouga be he was just enjoying himself too much. A whimper escaped Inuyasha's mouth when Kouga touched him member. What was happening to him was just amazing and he didn't want it to stop.

"Well look at that, I think my puppy likes me."

Slowly Kouga fisted the member and started to move his hand up and down. While touching Inuyasha he noticed how deep red the hanyou's cheeks were. Another thing he noticed was the tent he himself had acquired between his legs. He really wanted to touch himself but he stopped himself because this moment was all about Inuyasha. He wanted to prove to the other demon that he loved him and this was the best way he could prove it.

"Ah...Mmn...Ah."

"I love the noises you make puppy." As Kouga was moving his hand up and down Inuyasha's member he started to gently rub the head of Inuyasha's penis, this caused the pre-cum to spread over it.

A shudder passed trough Inuyasha's body every time Kouga touched him. Inuyasha would never tell anybody but he had never had anybody do this to him. He was still considered young in demon years, and he was 200 years old. He still had about 50 more years to go before he was considered an adult. Kouga though he was about as old as his brother which was a good 300 years old.

Kouga brought his other hand to knead Inuyasha's sack since he knew that Inuyasha was close to completion. He couldn't wait to hear the sounds Inuyasha made as he had an orgasm.

"Aaaahhh... nnnn"

When Inuyasha felt Kouga's other hand on his sack he felt something in him explode and was blinded by stars. Before he realized what had just happened Kouga's hand was covered in a sticky white substance.

Feeling out of energy Inuyasha sagged against Kouga. They stayed in that relaxing position as they regained the energy to move. Or at least Inuyasha needed time to gain his strength back.

"So tell me puppy; are you ready for some more?"

"I... wha–what do you mean."

"I mean are you ready to scream my name."

"I don't think so; I'm not screaming anybody's name."

Inuyasha made a move to get up but was stopped but by Kouga's arms around his waist. He struggled to get away but it seemed that he just couldn't so he decided to stop.

"Listen puppy I know you are still young and most likely have never done this before so I'm going to give you some time to get used to the idea of sex. After the times up though Inuyasha I'm going to prove to you how much I love you." After finishing his little speech he was looked at with an are-you-serious face.

"Listen Kouga I don't know what the hell has gotten into you but I am not going to let you fuck me is that understood? Whatever happened right know it was only because I didn't have time to react."

And besides you don't love, you just couldn't?

"Oh but you did react puppy and quite beautifully if I might say." Kouga smirked as he rubbed Inuyasha arm; he had really enjoyed the way that Inuyasha reacted.

Inuyasha knew that he had reacted to Kouga's touches and his cheeks instantly reddened. Oh god I should have known he was going to use that against me.

"So as I was saying I will come back for you in about... hm lets say two weeks, by the time I come back I hope that you have thought about what I said because I want to be with you Inuyasha… for the rest of my life. I want to bond with you." With that said Kouga let go of Inuyasha, who instantly got up to get away from the wolf-demon.

"You don't have to come back the answer is no I don't want to do anything with you... this what ever just happened was a mistake so just leave me alone, I don't want to do anything with you."

With a snarl Kouga grabbed Inuyasha by the hair and pulled him in for a kiss. He slowly slide his tongue in the others mouth and got a moan for his actions.

"Like I said before I will be back in two weeks, so think carefully about everything I just said because I would never mention bonding with you just to sleep with you."

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"Ok so how long has it been since that happened, has it been two weeks already?"

"No, it's only been like five days."

"Well have you decided yet?"

"No I haven't I don't know what to do. I was hoping you could help me, since you're used to these kind of things."

"Well the best advice I can give you is do what your heart tells you if it tells you that you should go for it then go with it. To tell you the truth I don't think any demon would mention bonding lightly."

Knowing that most likely that was all he was going to get Inuyasha stood up. He dusted off his clothes and looked away from Miroku. He was going to consider what Inuyasha had just said but he still needed time to think about this. Bonding was a serious issue that he needed to really think about since if he did it he would be stuck with Kouga for the rest of his life and considering the past they had together he didn't know if his love for the other demon was enough to move past that. That is if what Kouga was asking him was true.

"Well we should go back to the girls we don't want them to worry."

"Yeah let's go."

As Miroku walked with his friend back to the village he couldn't help but frown. He knew that Inuyasha really wanted someone to love but because of everything he had gone threw in his life it was hard for him to accept people at times. This made things complicated because if Kouga was serious then he really hoped that Inuyasha gave Kouga a chance but if he wasn't then this was going to break Inuyasha's heart.

I really hope you're serious about Inuyasha Kouga because if you aren't then you're going to know what hell is like.

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Edited by Pyrite

Edited on 4-1-09