I walked down the hallway taking deep breaths. The only thing that was really going through my mind was 'Thank God'.
The baby was okay.
There was only one thing I was worried about. That the doctor had asked me. He asked 'Are you going to keep the baby?'. Until now I haven't really thought about it.
Could I be responsible enough to keep her? I almost just killed her on accident.
I walked out to the waiting room where Edward was waiting. He ran up to me.
"Bella? Is the baby okay?" He asked putting his hands lightly on my stomach. I nodded.
"Yeah, she's fine. Can you take me home? I'm just a little tired." Edward nodded and took me to the car.
Truth is, I'm not really tired at all. I just really want to be alone.
Edward walked me to the door. "Can I come in?" He asked.
"Um, well I don't really know. You might not. I'm just going to be sleeping a lot." Edward nodded.
"Okay, see you later then." He smiled and I felt guilty for not wanting him to come in. He leaned down and gave a me a kiss. I unlocked my door and closed it.
I went upstairs to my room and sat on my bed. I put my hands on my stomach.
I just don't know what to do. I'm so confused.
I can't give a home to her. I don't even have a job. I won't be able to finish school or anything.
My phone started to ring but I pressed ignore, not wanting to talk to anyone.
I stared down at my stomach.
My little baby.
Sorry it's so short.