BPOV

It's almost 11:00 and I'm loathing every moment of Alice's dream. I love Alice but her fucking dreams staring Jasper are pissing me off. It's like watching a twisted horror, Jasper and Alice together was enough to make me mentally smack myself. Also, to top off that I'm lightly feeling every got dammed emotion she's having. I don't even want to get into details. What the FUCK. I want to get some sleep but it'll just be worst because then I'll live her dream and anyone else who is close enough to tamper my mind.

There are dreams that are; bearable, nauseous, plain old nasty, screwed up in every way possible, passionate, I love you dreams, minor horror, and many, many more. But the worst one overall, are the Nightmares which are the very reason I try to get sleep right after school. Alice gets nightmares on the rarest occasions but when she does, they are terrifying. They make my blood boil, tears form in my eyes, and sweat run down my body. I HATE THEM.

Charlie hardly dreams ever, well more like I never get to see his dreams because he's never home. He claims that his job keeps him on his toes, but the truth is that he's out there with some hoe. I don't care though, as long as both me and Alice never see the tramp, and there's no baby announcement.

"Fuck Alice stop" I banged the wall above my head franticly.

"Sorry Bella" she screamed in her small voice. I knew that movie they had was going to mess up my day. She dosed off into a dream about shopping, typical Alice but yes jasper was tagging along. It's hard to see someone so in love. I couldn't bring someone in my life because relationships means no lying, cheating, no secrets (ha and ha), I cant even continue because there's the deal breaker.

I could never tell my secrets I'm afraid if they know to much they'll run away screaming