Hey all, i bet you hate me. This is the updated 3rd chapter there is some new stuff, enjoy:)

Ok if you don't remember they were watching the titanic and they had their first major kiss in chapter one

then in chapter two nessie went flashback crazy and told you all about her life up till this point

now in ch 3 she is 18, and watching the titanic

As I came back from my extraordinarily long blast from the past, I realized that Rose Dawson, as an old lady, was throwing the heart of the ocean into the sea. The movie was practically over, and I hadn't paid attention to any of it! Wow, I must have really gotten into my life story!

I glanced up at Jake, who was looking at me, "what?"

"You looked sidetracked for most of the movie, I was going to ask you what was on your mind but I got distracted," he answered, smirking.

"By what?"

"You," he leaned down to kiss me and I eagerly met him halfway. I crawled into his lap as the kiss grew in intensity, and once again I felt the familiar line I tried to uphold approaching… but now that I knew what I had been missing, I could hardly wait to cross it.

His tongue asked for permission to invade by teasing my lips, groaning I welcomed the intrusion. Slowly I brought my hands from around his neck and traced the contours of his chest through the thin t- shirt. One of his hands was tangled in my hair, keeping my face firmly planted to his and the other was traveling the length of my body making its way down my back and as it began to move back up my side When his thumb grazed my breast I moaned into his mouth and my fingers wound their way more tightly into his hair, pressing his mouth firmer on mine.

He growled, sending vibrations down my body.

"Nessie," Jake moaned.

"Jake!" A voice yelled, "You here?"

"Shit," he mumbled.

"What? Sorry didn't catch that," I now recognized Leah's voice, sighing I slid off and settled myself next to him.

"Nothing!" Jake yelled, "Yeah, I'm here; Ness is too!"

Leah, go away! I thought, No wait, stay... because that was crazy…but good.

NO! Too fast. I groaned internally… This is so annoying! ... But in a good way…

"Oh hey Ness! What's up?" Leah asked as she entered the room.

"Not much," I smirked, looking at Jake who's eyes told me he was thinking of our "not much" kiss…

"Did I interrupt something?" She must have caught the flushed looks on our faces.

Yes.

"No," I said, but as I turned to smile at her I placed my hand on Jake's cheek replaying the kiss.

He started to growl.

I coughed loudly over him as he took my hand off his cheek and held it in his own.

"You ok?" Leah asked raising an eyebrow.

"Yeah just thirsty," I said, referring to the obnoxious coughing.

Her eyes widened, "oh," Leah was getting much better about hanging out with the vampires… well with me and sometimes my mom, but things like drinking blood, never sleeping, and sparkling in the sun still get to her; though granted, she does try to hide it.

When she said oh, I understood immediately that she thought I was referring to hunting,

"Not that kind of thirsty," well maybe…, While growing up I had learned to enjoy human food almost as much as blood. Mainly so Jake, who didn't particularly like his food raw, could eat human food with me and not feel guilty. I like both so I just eat or drink whatever the people I am hanging out with are, whether it be blood with the family or food with Jake and friends, "I meant like water or something."

"Oh," she said embarrassed.

Just then Jakes stomach growled. I laughed, "I guess that means we are going to get something to eat, wanna come?" I asked Leah.

"I would love to but I have to go meet Tommy, we are placing the down payment on the house." She smiled like a high school girl at her and her boyfriend's accomplishment, and honestly I couldn't be more happy for her

"Oh, ok cool, so when do you think you'll be moving?"

"Not sure exactly… sometime next week maybe" Leah shrugged her shoulders before her phone started playing Leona Lewis's Bleeding Love.

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

Ooooh...

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you-

She cut off the song, "hey Tommy!" she sang into the phone.

"Yeah, just stopping by the house real quick I'll be there in a sec." she listened

"Love you too"

"No you"

"No you"

Jake whispered, "What are they talking about? This is the first argument I have heard them get into."

I shrugged, how was I supposed to know? We could only hear one side of the story but it looked like we were going to witness the first fight

Leah waved a quick goodbye and headed for the door, phone still glued to her ear."No Tommy you hang up first!"

Jake snorted and I rolled my eyes, giggling.

When we heard the front door close it was like an explosion of tension had gone off in the room. Part of me wanted so bad to pounce on him a tear all his clothes off, while another was screaming at me What the Hell!? Jake was still holding my hand.

I was looking straight ahead, not able to bring my gaze to his.. My entire body was hyper aware of the contact I felt on my left side, which was pressed against his right.

I took a peek at Jake out of the corner of my eye; he was looking straight ahead and clenching his jaw as if fighting the same irresistible temptation.

"I think we should head to Dirks Diner," I finally gasped out, if this craving to make out with him till he couldn't breathe didn't let up I wouldn't last another minute.

"Yeah," he gasped out. Jake, still holding my hand, ran to the door and pulled me out of the closed house into the open. This was better, yeah the tension was still there but it was resistible… I didn't feel the need to have my way with him right then and there.

Car? Or walk? I had a feeling the tension would comeback if we took his mustang. But he was already headed for the car.

After he closed my door for me he headed to his side of the car.

I was right.

As he closed the door it was like he had turned on a light switch. All of a sudden I was hyper aware of everything about him... And that back seat was starting to look mighty comfortable…

"Ready to go?" I asked starring into his eyes, which were staring back. His hands clamped on the wheel.

"Ok" He started the car and quickly looked away to drive.

Dirks place was the closest restaurant to Jakes house and the family that owned it had kids. I had actually saved one of them from dying.

Cassie, the second oldest of the five kids, had been on a walk with her family when she decided to chase a paper bag into the street. I was sixteen at the time, and heading for Jakes house. It was a nice day for a walk and out of nowhere a speeding car rounded the corner. I waited two seconds for the parents to do something but Rebecca; her very pregnant mom was trying to stop the two younger sisters, Alex and Monica from fighting while Joe, her dad, tried to get the older brother Geoffrey out of a tree. I couldn't wait three seconds.

And that was how I came to know the Dirks. As we pulled into the parking lot I noticed that we hadn't said anything the entire drive, He turned off the engine and looked over at me smiling slightly the tension a lot less now that we were in a semi-public place. I leaned over and gave him a kiss on the cheek and smiled. He smiled back his eyes twinkling lightly. As we silently agreed that everything would be fine.

I squeezed his hand before we both got out of the car and headed into the diner.

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That night I was talking with Alice and my mom. Rose was off with Emmett they were doing *cough cough each other cough* Dad was hunting with jasper and Esme and Carlisle was at the town's hospital, which was more like a clinic since the town was so small.

"So how was your day with Jake?" Alice asked, changing the conversation from her shopping spree to my day. "did you do anything fun?"

Oh yeah, jakes fun… not that I did him! I wish…

My usually milky, white cheeks pinked.

Thank you, mom for your lovely blush.

"Oh you did!" Alice said excitedly as she jumped up and down on my mom's bed, we were in mom and dad's little house just off the main house.

"Tell, tell, tell!!!" Alice ordered.

"Alice calm down!" My mom rolled her eyes.

"Oh Bella stop you know you want to know too!"

"Of course I want to know, I'm her mother. I want to know how her love life is going but I also respect her privacy! I won't press her for details, because even if her aunt doesn't respect her privacy her mother does." Mom said firmly, flashing me a knowing smile. I'm sure she was remembering her days when she was sneaking dad in her bedroom window.

"Oh whatever! I saw you going through her room the other day!"

"Yeah! I was looking for my copy of Withering Heights! Which you STILL haven't returned," my mom said turning to me.

"I love that book!" I said why don't you just go buy another copy.

My mom blinked "I never thought of that," she stated.

Alice laughed "still afraid to spend money" she rolled her eyes "typical."

I laughed too; my mom can be such a dork sometimes.

"Hey there young lady don't be thinking things like that about your mother," a stern velvety voice flowed through the bedroom door.

"Daaaaad!" I wined

Mom looked over at me, "What were you thinking?"

"That you were a dork for being squeamish about spending money."

"Oh" said my dad who was standing in the doorway now, "then she's right, you are a dork" he said smiling at my mom.

"Hey mister you better take that back because I am not a whales penis!" my mom said pointing her finger sternly at my dad.

Alice and I started laughing uncontrollably rolling around on the bed and holding our sides, "You're…laugh.. in trouble.. gasp.. now dad you …. snort … called mom a penis" continued to laugh.

"But Nessie said it first" I heard my dad accuse

"Hey!" I stopped laughing, glaring at the smug look on his face, " but.. but.. I'm a teenager you can't listen to half the stuff that comes out of my mouth!"

"Well, I'm a teenager too!" my dad said still looking smug.

" But you're her husband, you should know better" he looked for something to grasp at

"But you her daughter you should be respectful" he countered

"But every daughter makes her mistakes sometimes" I turned to my mom "Mom I'm sorry for thinking that you were a whale penis" Alice laughed so hard she fell off the bed, "Dad as her husband you still should have known better"

He looked at my mom pleading forgiveness and she humped and looked away.

"Bella, I'm sor-" my dad started

"Not now." My mom said

He looked at me and I smiled knowing I had won.

He stuck his tongue out as me then walked away.

I turned back to see my mom smiling deceptively and Alice gasping and crawling back onto the bed holding her side, "ow it hurts from laughing, you really got him!"

PLEASE READ!!!!!! ok i know i took forever to get this edited version up but i have concluded that i don't have the skill for multi-chapter storys yet and since this is my first fan fiction i think i bit off a bit more that i can chew. This is UP FOR ADOPTION if someone has ideas and would like to take over let me know. i will be doing one-shots and if no one wants to take over the story i will continue to update it every now and then when i get the chance.

Sorry to everyone who liked it i will understand if you send flames but please don't.

Luv,

WAgirl-91