I hate myself. I hate the fact that I allowed myself to pour my feelings into another short composition.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything! I couldn't even wish him a happy bloody birthday, and I call myself a true and good friend!

. . . Too much angst. It's getting to me.

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Open

What I see before my eyes, I cannot believe. I wish I were

Blind. Not to see this horrid figure in front of

Me. It's all too much, and even as I wish, I cannot close my

Eyes. They see what is truly beyond, they see a lifeless

Body. Your body, you're cold and lifeless body, you're

Dead. You won't be able to

Breathe. You won't breathe out those three words I long to

Hear. You won't hear me anymore, you won't hear me proclaiming my love to you because you won't

See. You won't see a thing, not now, not ever, you won't

Feel. You won't feel my hurried touch, my hands running through your face, clutching at you, asking for a miracle that you would still be

Alive. That's the worse there is, you're not alive, not anymore, you're

Cold. I wish to feel your warmth, the warmth that you brought to me, I wish to see you

Smile. That vogue, that very pleasant and lifting smile, I wish to see it one more

Time. It is not what we have in our hands, not even the time turner can turn back these unfortunate

Events. Why did this happen, why did I let it happen, why, just

Why. It's a short word yet very hard to

Answer. Answer me! Answer me back! Open your eyes! I want

You. I want you back! There's never a day I cease to not think about

You. It's you, Draco Malfoy, who kept me in one

Piece. No longer am I whole, now I am

Shattered. Into different pieces, no longer whole but

Half. You took half of myself with you, you took

It. You took my life, you took my

Breath. When you no longer breathe, I will soon

Follow. Wait for me in that distant abyss called Heaven, don't open them yet.

Don't open your eyes until I get there.

Open. Open them now. Because I

Wish. I wish to see your eyes locked into

Mine. One last time, one last breath, one last touch, one last smile, one last kiss.

One. One more time, just once!

. . .

"Draco. . . open your eyes."

"Harry! You git! Why in bloody hells are you here?!"

"Just this for this one time. Just once. . . I love you, Draco."

"I hate you for choosing to die rather than to live,"

"I'm sorry."

"I love you."

"Thanks, Dray."

. . .

Thank you for granting me that one last time,

Thank you for letting me hear your echoes,

Thank you for saying you love me for the last time.

Last time. Lost. Falling into darkness. That's where I'm

Going. That blinding green

Light. I see light, I see

You.

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Happy Holidays. . . :)