Here is my new story! Enjoy! I am just getting started, so give it a try!

Back to Me

Chapter 1: Monster

Edward POV

I don't know what happened. I was in Bella's room, we were kissing like normal. Then something happened inside of me. I needed her. I needed more of her. Charlie was in La Push, and wouldn't be back until late. He and Billy were watching the Super Bowl.

This time when Bella tried to take my shirt off, I didn't stop her. She was surprised, but kept going. Before I could comprehend what was going on she had her shirt off too. I focused on controlling my mind.

The next thing I knew, it was over. She was asleep next to me. I couldn't believe what I had done. I didn't want to be more of a monster than I all ready am. Knowing we were going to move soon. I had to get away from her. I got up and called Carlisle.

"Edward, what do I owe this call to?"

"Carlisle, were you serious when you said we needed to move soon?"

"Yes, the only reason we are staying is because of Bella. We thought you wanted to wait until you and she graduated."

"I did, but not any more. I think I did something wrong tonight." I proceeded to tell Carlisle what happened.

"We can get stuff packed. We can go to our home in Alaska. We will leave tomorrow at noon. That will give you time to tell her good-bye."

"Thank you Carlisle. I will come home to help you pack."

"See you soon then."

I left through her window, even though Charlie wasn't home. I had to get out of there as fast as I could. I can't believe I did that to Bella. I got to our house. Everyone was busy packing. I am sure Carlisle told them what happened. No one minded though, except for Rosalie. But that is just Rose being Rose.

Before I knew it, Alice informed me that Bella would be up soon. I left and returned to her house. I got to her room, just in time. I sat in the old rocking chair in the corner of her room. She awoke, surprised that I wasn't in her bed. From the moment she saw my face, she knew something was wrong. She looked concerned.

"I need to talk to you Bella. Meet me in your truck in 15 minuets."

She just nodded and got dressed. She went downstairs to talk with Charlie. I waited in her truck. I pained me to leave her like this. But I knew it would be for the best if we parted ways now, rather than later on. She came to the truck with five minuets left to spare. She opened her mouth to speak. I interrupted, "Don't talk just drive."

She started the truck and drove. I noticed we were headed to La Push. That's good, maybe she can turn to Jacob for some help to get through this. "Take this road here." I told her. She did. I let her drive for five more minuets. "Okay, stop. Let's walk."

We both got out, I turned to her, "Bella, we are moving."

"Who is 'we', Edward?" She asked me with hopeful eyes. I could hardly take this.

"My family Bella, Carlisle, Esme, Rose, Alice, Jasper, Emmett, and me."

She just looked at me. I could see the pain in her chocolate brown eyes.

"I have to leave Bella. I can't do this anymore with you. I can't pretend I am not a monster anymore. We are leaving. Don't try to find us. Here are some of your things" I handed her a black bag. "It will be like you never knew me. I wouldn't do this to you unless I had to. I can't pretend that I am something I am not. I will always love you Bella." I just turned, and ran away.

Bella POV

My dream was just perfect. It was me and Edward. We were on a secluded island. He was sitting in the sun, sparkling. We were content there. I suddenly awoke to find my bed empty of him. I turned and found him sitting in my old rocking chair. I smiled. Then I saw his face. It looked hurt. I was thinking about talking when he told me to meet him at my truck in 15 minuets. All I could do was nod. So I got dressed and went down stairs. Charlie was eating breakfast. "Good Morning Bella."

"Morning dad. I think I am going to go to La Push to see Jake today."

He looked at me, "Okay, have fun. Are you sure you don't want any breakfast before you go?"

I shook my head, "No, I'm not hungry right now." I grabbed my keys and walked to my tuck. Edward was there. I got in and turned to ask him what was wrong. He just said to drive anywhere. So I started to drive to La Push. He told me to pull off on a small road right before the treaty line. We stopped a few miles in. He got out, so I did too. He turned to me and said, "Bella, we are moving."

I asked him what he meant about 'we'. He told me just his family, his vampire family. I didn't hear much after that. All I heard was something about him being a monster. Then he gave me a black bag and said, "It will be like you never knew me. I wouldn't do this to you unless I had to. I can't pretend that I am something I am not. I will always love you Bella." Then he turned and left. I didn't know what to do. I sat down a cried. Clutching the black bag, and inhaling what was left of his sent.

Chapter 2 should be up soon!