All I Want by:Staind

What I leave,
When you go,
What I see,
And what you show,
And what I guess,
And when I don't,
Is something you all ready, all ready know,

[Chorus:]
I can't live without,
All I think about,
All I want is you,
You're all I dream about,
I can't live without,
All I want is you,

The things I do,
I go through,
And all I see,
When I'm awake,
And what I make,
The s*** that I take,
Is something you all ready, all ready know

[Chorus:]
I can't live without,
All I think about,
All I want is you,
You're all I dream about,
I can't live without,
All I want is you,

Ohhh,...
Is you,
Is you,
Is you,
Is you,
You're all I dream about,
That I can't live without,
All I want is you

[Chorus:]
I can't live without,
All I think about,
All I want is you,
You're all I dream about,
I can't live without,
All I want is you,
I just can't live without you,
When all I think about is you,
And all I want is you

All I Want

By: GuitarGurl

She never thought she would see him again, not like this. There he stood; there she stood looking his dead in those entrancing eyes trying to get her jumbled thought pieced together again. She had promised herself she wouldn't let him get to her but already that promise was being broken. It had been eight years. Eight years! But she was still not over it, any of it.

Eight years ago, he had asked her to be his forever. Will you marry me? He had asked her. She was only nineteen as was he but she didn't care, she loved him and nothing was going to make her think otherwise…except Emily. Emily was her best friend and she was the one who often advised her on everything. "Don't get that skirt it makes you look like a tramp!" or "Come on Casey you could do sooo much better!" Emily hated Derek and she wasn't afraid to show it.

"Marry? Him? Casey he is beneath you! You are way to good for him. And what can he offer you? Love? Does love pay the bills? Can it support a child? What about college for god sakes?!"

Then there was Casey's mom Norah who despised Derek not because of his behavior or anything he ever did, it was only the fact that he had nothing to offer her daughter.

"Casey you're ruining your life by marrying him. Don't make this mistake."

Casey didn't want to disappoint her mom or her best friend but she wanted to marry Derek: A rock and a hard place. Derek was planning to leave to California to practice medicine and fulfill his dream of being a doctor and he wanted Casey by his side as his wife. He assured her he had nothing now, but he would soon be saving lives and would support her. Casey never doubted he would be great but everyone else did. Derek left a week later…without Casey. She was persuaded by her loved ones to stay and not marry Derek and that's exactly what she did.

Years passed and she never stopped thinking about Derek and never stopped loving him. She received a few emails from him but they soon stopped after the first few months. Casey knew he hated her now and she didn't blame him. She had been persuaded to let go of the love of her life and wanted so much to go back and fix the mistake but she was stuck with her decision now.

Derek still stood there looking at Casey and Casey not being able to get any words out.

"Casey?" asked her younger sister Lizzie.

Casey still said nothing.

"Derek, so good to see you!" her father George interjected.

"It's good to see you too Mr. McDonald." Derek replied looking away from Casey.

"Please come in and have a drink." George led Derek into the kitchen to grab a beer while Casey still stood there processing these events.

If it hadn't been for this stupid wedding Derek wouldn't be here, Casey thought. So long she dreamed about his face and his sweet lips against hers again but now this wasn't a dream; it was real. And in reality, Derek didn't want her, he hated her! Casey slowly turned and walked up the stairs to her room where she had left Emily.

"Casey?" she asked seeing her friend's dumbfounded expression.

Casey held up a finger to say "Hold on". She put a hand on her chest and exhaled. "Hold on," she said "I have to take a breath."