Long time no chapter, eh? I'm sorry. I really like this fic… but I just wasn't into writing it for a while. And since I like it I didn't wanna screw it up by forcing myself to write it.

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Ok, I was so close… then the stupid doorbell.

Well, that's a lie; I wasn't close to much of anything… but still! We were bonding and then the stupid doorbell interrupted us! That is NOT ok with me!

I raced after Axel to the front door, wanting to find out who the hell dared to disturb us. What if it was Larxene? I haven't even really met the chick and I already know that she would ruin the… ENTIRE NIGHT. I have a plan, and if she shows up, the plan is destroyed! I can not have that happening!

See my plan is quiet simple... Take off my clothes. Then he will HAVE to sleep with me.

Right?

Ok, maybe it's not the best plan, but let's see you come up with a better one! Being around the stupid redhead is turning my brain into complete mush. I can't think at all. Everything I say ends up sounding retarded and I am constantly embarrassing myself. Even though I've only been around him for a few hours, I can tell this is not going to be easy! I mean, the knowledgeable part of me is saying I should go into this slow. First make him aware of the fact that he wants to sleep with me, a man. Then rip off my clothes. But god, I don't think I can wait that long!

Axel let out a long sigh and reached for the door. I got on my toes, trying to see who it was. We were greeted with another redhead.. This one looking quiet annoyed.

Axel let out a chuckle and smiled, "Reno, what brings you here to my sexy pad?"

Reno rolled his eyes and pushed Axel back, "I gave you my only key, and I need to grab some clothes."

Axel wiggled his eyebrows and leaned against the wall, "Oooh, staying the night at Rude's… be sure to give me all the sexy details!"

Rude growled and pointed his finger at Axel, wearing a sort of scary glare, "First of all, we are JUST FRIENDS! And second of all, why the HELL would you want to know the details of your brother.. Doing it with another dude?!"

"So you two will be doing it?"

Reno growled and shook his head. He made his way inside and crossed his arms, "You're sick."

Axel shrugged, still wearing a grin. I tried not to drool while staring at him. God, he was good looking.

Reno looked over at me, his mouth stretching into a smile. It was a little frightening how much they looked alike. Well, I guess if I can't have Axel; Reno would be the next best thing. Or both of them.. at the same time. Ooh that would be hot. Really hot.

Two red heads, practically identical, taking off my clothes. Kissing my entire-

I snapped out of my dirty thoughts when Reno cleared his throat, giving me a concerned look.

"I think you should get your little friend here a tissue.."

I let out a confused 'hmm' and reached up to my nose. I felt something dripping out, which I concluded was blood.

Oh great, another nosebleed. I blushed a little and reached out my arm, grabbing the tissue Reno had retreated for me. Reno chuckled and gave me a look, one that said he knew something.

I always thought the nose bleeding thing was just a myth. All through middle school my friends would make jokes, and when they saw something hot or thought something hot they would say 'nosebleed'. I generally had never seen someone actually have a nosebleed over anything like that. But freshmen year, it happened to me. It made it rather impossible to pass the time in a boring class by day dreaming about Riku. Really impossible.

I wanted to go hide under a bed out of embarrassment. It was very obvious Reno knew that I wanted more than friendship from Axel; I just hope he doesn't say something and screw it all up.

Reno smirked at me, then turned to Axel, "Make sure you give me all your sexy details, Bro!"

I internally smacked my forehead, giving Reno a death glare, one that he didn't seem very threatened by. Which sort of angered me. EVERYONE is threatened by my death glares!

Axel furrowed his eyebrows then noticed Reno smirking at me. He let out a small chuckle, accompanied by a blush, "I think Larx would murder me, Reno."

Now, just the fact that saying that got a blush out of him was enough for me! Score for Roxas!

I internally pumped my fist into the air, decided that this may be easier than I thought. I mean it was just a blush, but it was something! Right?

Shut up, don't bring my hopes down!

I rolled my eyes at Reno, trying to make it seem like he was being ridiculous. He just chuckled at me and shook his head, "That's what you say, but I think Blondie has other plans!"

Axel stuttered, scratching the back of his head, and I began to panic inwardly. What if this was it, he is not ready for this and Reno just blew it! It was not fair! Reno seemed to notice my panic because he just shook his head again, walking over to Axel and patting his shoulder.

"It was a joke, yo! Don't take it so seriously! Besides, you don't deserve such a cutie."

Axel scoffed and looked over at me, and I could feel my face flushing even more. Fuck, what the hell was Reno playing at?

Axel looked down and scratched the back of his head, "Pfft. T-That's not true! I-I.. uh."

Axel blushed again and shrugged, "I'm… thirsty."

Axel rushed into the kitchen, leaving me and Reno to stare at each other.

I let out a small sigh of relief and removed the tissue form my face. I was gonna need to deal with this nose bleeding issue. It must not be good for my health.

Reno chuckled and I looked up at him. Does he think he's being funny? Really? Because I DO NOT.

I let out a small growl and glared at him, realizing I probably looked and sounded like an angry cat, but at this point I really didn't care.

Reno laughed and threw his hands in the air, "Kid, I'm just trying to help ya out!"

I scoffed at him and shook my head, "B-By what?! Embarrassing the shit outta me?"

Reno shook his head and put his hands on his hips, "No! You saw the way he blushed! I think I would know my own brother. He sees something in you he likes. Trust me."

I let out a sigh, feeling a burst of confidence at what Reno said. I mean, if his brother says there's hope, then there's GOTTA be hope, right?

"But let me tell you this, getting into all this shit doesn't mean just a lay. I hope you know, if you're serious about this, you asking for a long term relationship."

Wait…what? I tilted my head at Reno and my eyes widened. NOT just a one night stand?

"W-why do you say that?"

Reno sighed and shook his head, bringing a hand up to massage his temple, "Listen, Axel is very trustworthy. Out of all the years he's been with Larx, HATING her, he has never cheated on her. If he wants you enough, and grows balls, and decides he wants to be with you… that means he wants to be with you. He would, hypothetically… if it were to happen, that is… leave that bitch to be with you. And, as surprising as this may sound, he's not a one night stand type. If you're serious about this, kid, you're getting in deep. Let that roll around the ol' noggin."

Reno reached forward and ruffled my hair, making me let out a small grumble. Wow. This suddenly became more complicated that ripping off my clothes. Long-term. Am I ready for that. I only ever had one long term relationship. Also, I'm a flirt. Could I give that all up, for Axel? A guy I barely know? I mean, yeah he's hot… but do I want him that badly?

I jumped at the sound of a cough from behind me. I turned around to see Axel leaning against the wall, a glass of soda in his hand.

"Rox, you ok?"

"Hm?" I tilted my head and put a hand to my face. I must have been really flushed, cause I could feel the heat from my cheeks.

"Did my brother say something?" Axel looked concerned and walked towards me, putting a hand to my forehead.

"N-No. He just… was… uh." I stuttered, trying to come up with a logical reason why I could be so flushed. I could feel myself flushing more as Axel subconsciously brushed some bangs out of my eyes. It was cute how concerned he got, and I smiled slightly.

The both of us jumped when Reno walked in, "Oh, I pinched his cute little ass. Never thought he would get that worked up over it."

I gawked at Reno, wondering what the hell he was talking about. Then, after putting two and two together, I realized that he was saving my ass. Thank you, Reno.

"Asshole." Axel glared and pulled his hand back from me. I almost let a whine… almost. But was able to hold it in.

The butterflies in my stomach were going insane. It was weird, since I haven't felt like that since high school… and Riku.

I loved Riku, still do. But we grew our separate ways. I remember every time I talked to him, or touched him… even if it was just a hug, I got this feeling. Having him near me made my entire brain turn to mush. Being around Axel was like déjà vu. It made me wonder, should I take a chance? Make him the one person I want to try to be with? Am I ready for a long term relationship?

I jumped when I felt his hand on my shoulder, "Let's head back upstairs."

I felt the butterflies again, and I knew. I wanted him.

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"So… Roxas. You said you grew up on a… farm?"

I looked up from the mattress and smiled. Axel was currently sitting across from me, hugging a pillow to his lap. The scene, I'm sure, could make anyone laugh. It looked like a high school girl's sleepover, minus the painted toenails and face masks. Oh yeah, and the fact that we were men.

"Yeah, doesn't seem like it, huh?"

Axel chuckled, "Yeah, came as a surprise."

I smiled and brought my knees into my chest. I was still thinking about what Reno said. I came to the conclusion that I want to try at a relationship with Axel, which seemed to douse the hornyness. Not that I still didn't want him to fuck me into the mattress, but something was different. I wanted to get to know him. Maybe it was just my brain telling me to stop thinking with my dick. Either way, I haven't tried to get to know anyone for a while. I guess you could say I'm rusty.

"What was that like? I mean, going from a farm boy to theatre boy… how did it happen?"

I chuckled and shrugged, "Long story."

Axel smirked and leaned a bit closer, making my face flush. It wasn't like he was really close to me or anything, but for some reason my cheeks felt the need to heat up.

"Well, we've got all night." Axel grinned. With a sigh I shook my head.

"You do realize you're pretty much asking me for my life story, right?"

Axel nodded and rested his head on the pillow in his lap. It was like a little kid getting ready to hear a bed time story.

"Well, as you know, I grew up on a farm. Ever since I was younger though, being a farmer never really appealed to me. I mean, yeah I did the work, my dad had me milking fucking cows when I was six, but I never really enjoyed it. To me, it was just something I had to do… like most kids have to wash dishes; I had to collect the eggs from the hen's nests."

Axel chuckled and grinned, "Sounds exciting."

I laughed and shook my head, "Maybe to you. But I always wanted to act. I would tell my mom that I was going to be on TV all the time. I used to… put on my favorite movies, pick a character, and act out my characters part. Yanno, and pretend the other voices were actually other actors there. I knew almost all my favorite movies by heart, word for word."

I could feel my cheeks heating up. Axel was looking at me with a huge grin, "That's so cute."

I looked down with a blush. I know he was calling my younger self cute when he said that, but it still made me blush. Most straight guys would never call another guy cute, no matter if they were four years old, or twenty.

"In middle school, I was always getting asked out, I guess all the girls thought I was cute. But once seventh grade rolled around, almost all of them hated me… mostly cause I would reject them. It wasn't that I didn't like them as a person… I just never had an interest in girls. I never thought I was gay, I just thought… I don't know. I never really thought much of it. That same year our school had tryouts for the musical, and I, of course, auditioned. All the eighth graders were telling me I wasn't going to get a lead, that seventh graders never got leads. But, despite what they said, I got a lead. Well actually, the lead."

"That was how I met my two best friends, Namine and Olette. Namine worked on the set, she was way to shy to be on stage. Olette was the second lead. Let me say, the eighth graders were not happy about two seventh graders getting the lead."

Axel sat up a little and tilted his head, "Is Olette the brown haired girl?"

I nodded and smiled, "Yeah. She's practically like my acting partner."

"Well, my mother was always proud of me with acting. I mean, my dad was too, but he also thought it was just a phase. Oh was he in for a surprise."

"Freshmen year I started crushing on this guy" I smiled thinking back to it. It all started with a wet dream, but I wasn't about to go all into detail with Axel.

"At first I was confused… and scared. I mean, I was a farm boy, and so were a lot of the guys at my school. What would they all think, right? I was crushing on my brother's best friend, Riku. And I freaked out. I ended up doing something really stupid. I slept with almost all the girls I rejected. I was hoping maybe it would make me attracted to girls. One night I made a mistake, which probably saved me. I slept with Namine. She knew, right away, that something was wrong. So after.. we.. y'know, she asked me what I was doing and what was wrong. I broke down like a fuckin' chick, and told her about my crush on Riku. She just smiled and told me she'd help."

"Apparently I didn't spend enough time thinking rationally, because our school had a GSA club, y'know gay straight alliance. Found out that I wasn't the only homo."

I chuckled and looked up at Axel. He was completely quiet, his eyes urging me to continue. Never knew my life was so interesting. I should write a book.

"What did your dad say?"

"Well, I guess everyone at school, before I began sleeping around with chicks, were just waiting for me to come out, so they weren't surprised. When I came out to my parents, my mom had no problem."

I started to chuckled and shake my head, thinking back to my dad, " 'Gay as in happy, right?!' Heh. At first he was a little awkward about it. But he actually told me he was expecting it. I guess I have really accepting parents."

"What happened with Riku?"

I smiled at Axel. His eyes were big, like a little kid. It was rather adorable, "Well, after I came out… he actually came to talk to me. It was about coming out and… and he asked me what it was like. Then, one thing led to another, we kissed. Then we were together."

I sighed and looked down, "I loved him… and at one point he loved me, at least I thought he did. He actually was in love with Sora, my brother. He still is now. For a while I stayed with him, I felt like I wouldn't live without him. I knew though, every time he kissed me or… when we had sex… he was wishing I was Sora. Then… he called me Sora when we were.. y'know."

I blushed and looked up, "So we broke up. I told him to go after what he wanted. And to this day, he's still trying."

"That's such a sad ending. Asshole."

I looked at Axel and chuckled, "Who Riku?"

"Yeah! I mean, he should have just ended the relationship instead of pulling you along, pretending you were someone else."

I shrugged and looked down, "I wanted him to. I didn't want him to leave me. I didn't care if he thought I was Sora."

Axel scoffed and I looked up. He was giving me a serious look. I blushed and tilted my head.

"W-what?"

"You deserve better than that."

I blushed deeper and looked away. My god Roxas, you should do it now. Just lunge at him! Kiss him!

Even though one part of my brain was telling me to make a move, the smart side told me it was too soon. I couldn't do it now.

"S-So… what about you? Let's hear your life story!"

Axel looked away and shrugged, "I-I had a normal life. Going to school to be an English teacher. Nothing special."

I nodded, getting the feeling he didn't wanna talk about it for some reason. So I left it and looked around. It was getting late, and my body was telling me it wanted to sleep. I thought about what would be going on right now if I was home.. with Selphie.

Oh god. I twitched noticeably and let out a disgusted noise.

Axel looked at me and chuckled, "Aw, do I smell that bad?"

I laughed and shook my head, "No, I'm just thinking about the girl that's at my house, right now. If I were there… let's just say it wouldn't be pretty."

I yawned and stretched my arms above my head, feeling sleepy. Axel smiled and yawned as well.

"You tired?"

I nodded, letting out another yawn. I stood up and looked around.

"Should I go on the couch or.."

Axel scoffed and stood up, pulling the blankets on the bed down, "Couch?! Look at the size of this bed!"

I could feel the butterflies start to flip out again. sleeping in the same bed as Axel. I mean yeah, we will just be sleeping… but, just wow.

"You sure?"

Axel nodded and sat down, "Of course!"

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Oh man, oh man. This is fucking crazy. Here I am, laying down in Axel's bed. He's asleep, but I can't even keep my eyes closed. I can feel his body heat! OH MY GOD.

I may sound like a little school girl but FUCK I am in the same bed as him! Oh yeah, did I mention he seems to be a SNUGGLER?!

YES! Axel is a sleep snuggler. As soon as he was asleep, I felt his arm find its way around my waist, chest right up against my back. The butterflies are going crazy. Maybe I should name the little fuckers.

Snap, Crackle, and Pop sound good.

So, it's been maybe fifteen minutes, Snap, Crackle, and Pop are still going crazy and I can't move.

Ok, he's asleep. If I snuggled back, he wouldn't even notice. Also, I'm a snuggler… so that can be the excuse. Right?

With a sigh, I rested my arm on my waist, intertwining my fingers with his. I snuggled into him and nuzzled my head under his chin. Any fan girl at this point would be squealing, hell, I WAS SQUEELING! Internally that is.

My new little friends were still going crazy, but besides that I was comfortable. With one last yawn, I fell asleep.

"I want you, Roxas"

He turned my body over, is face hovering inches from mine. Hands roaming under clothes. I could feel a moan coming up when his began to kiss my neck. I pulled at his shirt, wanting the thing off.

My brain was going crazy. I wanted him in me. I wanted him! I didn't care how. His lips found their way to mine. He kissed me and my mind went crazy. It was so passionate. Starting off slowly, but as our hands got courageous, our kisses got messy. Tongues fighting for dominance, clothes being pulled off; It was pure heaven.

"Take me, Axel"

"With pleasure."

His hand found its way into my pants and I gasp when he wrapped his long fingers around my erection. He started to pump… faster… faster..

I woke with a start, jumping up. I looked to my side to see Axel, awake and getting dressed. FUCK.

He didn't have his shirt on and I internally whined, pulling the covers on my lap, trying to cover my huge fucking boner. Fuck fuck fuck.

"Good morning, sunshine!" Axel grinned and sat down next to me.

"You ok? You're all flushed and sweaty." Axel moved to put his hand to my forehead but I jumped back.

"Y-Yeah! Had a nightmare." Nightmare... right. Far from a nightmare.

Axel chuckled and shook his head, "Aw, I'm sorry."

I chuckled nervously, trying to think of anything that would make this boner go away.

Dead kittens, Selphie naked, Axel's topless body kissing me all that way down my-

FUCK FUCK FUCK

"What do you want for breakfast?"

I jumped and looked at Axel, who was still topless. I tried not to look at his toned body but I couldn't help it!

"Umm… Eggs and toast?"

Axel nodded and got up, "You can go change, I'll take care of that."

I smiled and waited until he was out of the room to grab my clothes and run to the bathroom.

I knew it was a bad idea; I was going to feel disgusted with myself. But once my pants were off, I wrapped my hands around my arousal, imagining it was Axel.

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