Chapter 7: I Hate You

Please don't say it. I know what he was going to say. I could see it in his eyes…Those Georgas brown eyes. It was like his eyes had writing on them and I knew what he was going to say before he said it.

He threw his hood on over his head, But he stared into my blue eyes. I deepened the stare. I didn't know what to do.

"Sam…" He sighed, "You know that every second of the day you constantly put me through hell. I can't take this anymore. You put me in pain Sam, and you don't care…"

"Sam….I…Sam I…I hate you…"

I clutched my shaking body, my eyes were flooding and I broke. I collapsed on my knees. I was now officially broken…

"I'm sorry…" he whispered, he walked off taking another sorrowful glance at my broken soul.

I sat and cried for hours and knowing no one could come help me because no one passes this road.

He hates me…

He hates me….

And love him…

Later that night I was still lying on silent road, I was waiting to die. Hopefully someone would come along, someone in a truck and run me over.

Someone did come, but sadly with no truck. It was Carly.

She was clutching her tan peacock coat.

"Sam?! What are you doing lying in the middle of the road?"

I turned my head towards her, my eyes were no longer blue, they were grey, They were swollen and red and even puffy from the hours of crying.

"Sam…" She whispered picking me up bridal style while calling Spencer (talented, right?) telling him to pick them up.

Thirty five minutes later there was Spencer, "What took you so long?" Questioned Carly.

"I need to pick some Tacos for Spaghetti tacos!" He said holding a bag of tacos. She rolled her eyes and I had to climb into the back seat.

Once we got to Carly's, Spencer cooked us up some Spaghetti tacos. We ate while Spencer went to Go build is sculpture in his chamber of awesome.

"Carly?" I asked, yes my mouth was empty of food.

"Yes?" She smiled at my politeness.

"What happened that made you and Freddie break up?" I saw her eyes widened, and then she let out a sigh, "He told you, huh?"

I gave her a look. She let out another sigh, she looked to see if Spencer was around…"I just c-can't!"

"CARLY!" I wined with annoyance.

She began to tear up. I wiped her hot tears, "Carly?"

"We…We…" she was trembling. "You what?!"

"We had sex!" She blurted, My eyes began to tear up some, tears of despair and anger.

"W-what? I mean… how? When?"

"It was the night you guys were supposed to do wake up Spencer and Freddie told you he forgot" She put the emphasis on forgot.

"Sam, I'm so sorry, please don't hate me!" She began to sob. "I WAS SO LOST AND STUPID…AND…AND…!" She let out her cries.

In between sobs she said, "Sam *sob* I'm *sob* Sorry!! *sob"

I patted her back and even though I hated her for doing that, I was already broken so you can't break what's already broken.

She cried into my shoulder, I was already broken but I didn't want her to be…

"Carly! It's ok!" I yelled

She looked up, her eyes were red, she was shocked.

"Do you love Freddie?" She started to bawl, "Yes!!"

I knew I was in love with Freddie, but I'm broken and you can't things that were broken, and besides, Freddie's loooveess Carly!

Hours later I decided to call Freddie, it rang but he did not answer, "Hey Freddie its Sam, this isn't about me, it's about Carly, you see she really strongly cares about you" It was hard for me to say, "What I'm trying to say is she loves you…Call either me or her back, please….goodbye Freddie…"

I decided to leave around two o' clock, I got up to check on Carly real quick. She was lying there; her eyes were still a little red.

"Goodnight…" I whispered giving her a kiss on the forehead.

I left softly and heard Freddie talking to Sam Paisley in his apartment.

I stood and looked through his peephole, I could see them cuddling and kissing in the process.

I twisted the doorknob slowly to see if it was locked and it wasn't…dork. I barged in to the room.

"Sam!" He said standing

"Oh hey Sam!" She said in her high pitched squeal.

"What do you want?"

"Its about Carly, did you get my voicemail?"

No…" He said a little confused

"Carly…she…she loves…you."

His eyes were wide, "She…she...she does?"

"You heard me…"

"I don't love Carly…"

"Hmmm, do you love Sam Paisley now, huh?"

"No!!"

"What?!" She said with a sour look.

I think it would be best If I leaved, I glared at Freddie then my grey eyes softened and so did his.

"Freddie…?"

"Yes Sam?" Sam Paisley had left and he was stepping closer to me.

"You may hate me…but…I…I love you…"

He stepped even closer and crushed his lips to mine, grabbed my waist and I grabbed his hair, deepening it, I was broken but that doesn't mean I couldn't love.

"Sam…I love you too…"

I smiled

I am no longer broken….just cracked…

Just cracked…..

Yay, I know this story is a little short but it's my first one!!

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