God and Devil

God

By: eternalsailorsolarwind AKA youkai_girl

Disclaimer: Saiyuki and all of its characters are owned by Minekura Kazuya, her Japanese publishers, and Tokyopop. I only write fanfics with them for grins and giggles.

A/N: Part one of a two-shot revolving around Sanzo and Goku and their unique relationship from the beginning up until now, and how it's changed over time. Sanzo/Goku. This part is in Goku's POV.

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From the moment they had met, Son Goku had considered Genjyo Sanzo to be a god. Part of it was the bright hair that reminded the young youkai of the sun he could see but never quite reach. Another reason was the monk's attitude – who else but a god would be so bitchy? But finally the best reason of all was because the blond had not only freed him the brunet, but had taken him along, giving the young boy a home for the first time in forever.

Sanzo became his guardian and his master, and Goku began to learn another truth about his god: it was impossible to please him.

Through the many blows from the harisen and near-misses from the revolver, the golden-eyed boy came to realize as he grew up that the monk – who always said that he needed no one – pushed him away far less than everyone else. The blond only willingly touched him, and only he could touch Sanzo without being immediately shot at. It made him feel special; his god's favored worshiper. The brunet was content to tag along after his master on the "business trips" he was sent on by the Sanbutshin. Anything to be in Sanzo's presence.

Then came the trip West, and everything changed.

Sanzo withdrew even further into himself, due to the expectations placed on him and the sudden loss of any type of privacy. It took Goku over a year to figure out how to fix things. All it took was redefining the word "master."

"I ain't gonna break, Sanzo," panted Goku, looking back at the monk screwing him. "Harder!"

"Damn monkey," growled the blond, releasing the cock he had been fisting to grasp his lover's hips firmly. "It's your funeral."

As the older man fucked him into the mattress, making him moan, Goku realized that he liked this definition of the word much better than the old one.