Breathe Into Me

BPOV

I couldn't take it anymore. The love of my life was gone. I made my decision right there in my kitchen. I couldn't live anymore. Simple as that. I wrote my note to Charlie, apologizing and telling him it wasn't his fault. I grabbed a knife and walked upstairs. I filled the bathtub up and slid into it, not even bothering to get undressed. I took the knife and began slicing the same line continuously into my left arm. After 5 minutes, I switched and began cutting my right arm. The water was now tinted red. I dropped the knife as I felt myself begin to lose consciousness.

"Bella stop!" ah, there he was. "Don't do this Bella."

"You wanted me to be human Edward. Humans die." I slid beneath the water, almost completely unconscious. Watch me. I thought the last part. During my last few seconds of consciousness, I thought I heard a crash, but I couldn't be sure for a second later, everything went black.

EPOV

I was sitting in my room, thinking about Bella. I couldn't get the broken image of her out of my head.

"Edward!" I heard Alice scream and ran downstairs. Everyone was around her and her face was blank.

"What is it? What does she see?" Jasper asked me. I tried looking into her mind, but it was blank.

"I don't know. She's in too much shock, I can't see anything. You need to calm her down Jasper."

"Edward." Alice's voice was soft.

"What is it Alice? What's wrong?"

"Edward, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to look."

"Alice! What do you see?" she was really worrying me.

"Bella. Knife. Blood. Water."

"Alice, what are you trying to say?"

"Blood. So much blood."

"Alice!"

"Bella is going to kill herself!" she screamed and began dry sobbing. Carlisle had Esme held to his chest. Emmett looked heartbroken. Rosalie however walked over to me and slapped me.

"This is all you fault." She said coldly.

"Rose-" Emmett started.

"No. It's true. Bella loved you and you left her broken and alone." She stormed out, surprisingly, Jasper followed her. I was frozen. Rose was right. Bella was dying. Because of me.

"She never told you guys, but she really Bella. They both did. She was heartbroken when we left." Emmett said softly.

"They're going to save Bella." Alice said in a daze.