Jasper POV

I sat down staring at what I had done. I had killed this beautiful woman that had, just seconds before, stood before me. Now she layed dead on the ground. She was my new best friend, but I could not have killed her because of her scent , she smelled repulsing to me, like dog shit covered in puke. My wife smelled better and I loved her scent, lilies.
I didn't mean to do it, it just happened. I haad to get out of there before someone came and I killed them too. I needed to see Carlisle. What if Alice saw me do it? She would kill me. We'll need to move again. It's all my fault. I couldn't stand it. I had to leave, there was no way I could live this down.
When I got back, my family was gone but there was a note from Edward on the kitchen table.

Jasper, we are gone hunting. We already know that we have to move. Alice saw what you did. Rosalie is frantic, she is going to kill you! What part of 'Vegetarian' don't you understand? Seriously, we will see you when we get home. Alice still loves you but she is pissed. She was just starting to make new friends!

I knew she was going to yell at me before I read Edward's note. I didn't need Alice's power to do that. See, I knew that everytime I did this (that was the fifth time I killed a person that was in the wrong place at the wrong time). I was really starting to like this place. Maybe I needed some time to myself. That's what I'd do, I would leave for a little while to blow off some steam. I wrote Alice a note.

My dearest Alice,
I have to go but I will be back, do not worry. I will be in good care. This is my fifth time and that's five times to many. I need to clear my head. I will be fine. I Love You. Don't worry, you probaly already know I will be ok. Love Your Dear Husband Jasper.

I laid the note on our night stand. I knew Alice would find it there. I packed some clothes in a bag and left.