What if?

What if the words that you had said made no sense to me at all?

But than again they never did, did they? You just spoke words and phrases and meaningless sentences and I just sat there and nodded when I was expected to and pretended to understand what you had to say.

What than?

What than would you say to me?

I bet you would call me stupid and claim you weren't surprised, that sounds like the sort of thing that you would do.

I see it now you know when you talk to me, the disdain and barely concealed hatred.

Do you think me that stupid?

Do you hate me that much? The answer to that is simple yes yes you do! You hate that I lived and he died, they died and yet I survived. Well I am sorry so very sorry to have disappointed you.

All you do is talk of the better times when all you did was prank people with my dad and Moony.

I am not apart of your world.

The godson that you love died when Voldermort killed my parents, I am not that child. To you I am the reason those you love the most are dead and so you see me as a murderer.

Don't you?

Don't you deny it everyone knows that that is the truth.

So because I am such a disappointment to you and I know that I am I shall say goodbye for evermore and hope that maybe you will love me soon.

I've always wanted a family and they are on the other side so the common thing to do would it not would be to go to the other side to.

Yours sincerely,

Harry Potter