Wherever You Go

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I promise I have a REALLY good reason why this took so long. MY SCHOOL BLOCKED FAN FIC! And seeing as I go to boarding school it is REALLY hard to update. Im sorry. Im doing my best.

Ok, this is where the M rating is earned… and yeah, first lemon… =S

Haha, I loved the reactions to the cliffie last chapter! Sorry I'm mean I know.

And yay RokinWriter FINALLY REVIEWED! Lol u no I love you, and I would reply to ur reviews… but I cant atm :(

This chapter is dedicated to:

Karina… for being the best penpal/ US bestie EVER! :P (and yeah yeah I will reply…. Eventually, I just thought you might appreciate an update more :P) I really should stop…. :P

And… Em Treloar, if you ever read this and I know you know why. NO 1 ON THE LIST BABE! WHOO! Lol (even if it is just wishful thinking and incredibly corny…)

Pip Woodard.. YOU ARE NOT TO READ THIS! (well the 8th of August bit)

Songs: Feeling Good by Muse and Bliss by Muse

I'll shut up now

:P

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Saturday August 1 2010

After the tantrum I had thrown Carlisle and Esme had pulled Alice and I out of the boarding house for the weekend. I still hadn't even had a chance to see Edward, as they tuned up at 5am to pick us up. Apparently the nurses had taken his phone, unhappy with the fact that he was texting me. He had tried to reassure me that he was ok when I had called him in hysterics the night before, but didn't get enough of a chance to calm me down before the nurses stole his phone. Alice had come into my room in tears to tell me, only to discover that I already knew. Edward wasn't supposed to tell me.

I was in a daze the entire trip to the hospital and sat in the waiting room while Carlisle and Esme went to see him.

I had ten minutes with him. We weren't allowed to crowd him and there were so many people there to see him. When they were gone I wasn't going to leave his side.

I opened the door to his room and the tears leaked out again after I had fought so hard to stop them before I came into the room. He was looking away from me and out the window on the other side of the room. His skin was paler than usual and he had cords running everywhere. There was nothing that I could do and that just made it hurt even more.

I walked silently over to him and grabbed the hand he had rested on his chest. He didn't say anything, just looked at me and cupped my cheek in his had, wiping at my tears with the pad of his thumb.

My knees buckled and I fell into the seat behind me with a thud. He rolled over to look at me.

"You knew what you were getting into Bella" he reminded softly.

"I know, but that doesn't mean its going to hurt any less" I whispered, staring at my feet, unable to look him in the eye for some reason.

I was scared, sacred for him and scared for our relationship. This was the only thing that could ever get between us. We were walking on quicksand, nothing was going to go our way, and we only had so much time left.

"Bella, look at me my love" Edward cooed, lifting my chin with a slender finger.

"Don't be afraid, I'll be ok. I promise. As corny as it is, the last face I saw before I passed out this time was yours, you brought me back Bella, I was in a coma for a month last time." I bit the inside of my cheek to stop the sob threatening to escape my lips.

"My sweet Bella" he murmured, his hand still cupping my cheek as he leaned in to kiss me. As soon as his lips touched mine, I lost my train of thought. I reveled in the kiss, taking all the problems away at least for the time being.

Saturday August 8 2010

Alice and I were home for the weekend, I was looking forward to seeing Edward since he was out of the hospital. He wasn't allowed to do much, other than sit on the couch. I knew that that would drive him absolutely insane, but I was going to be there for him, as usual.

As soon as I walked in the door I knew something was wrong. He was sitting at the kitchen table glaring at the coffee cup in his hands. Alice shrugged and kissed the top of his head as she walked past to put her bags in her room. He didn't eve look up at her to say hi.

"Bella, take me for a drive? Please?"

I looked to Carlisle to see if it was ok and Edward jumped up as soon as he nodded.

He climbed into the passenger seat, mumbling his complaint at not being able to drive his own car.

"Where are we going Edward?"

He pointed down the drive and directed me around the outskirts of the small town I had come to know so well.

"Edward why don't you just tell me where we are going?"

"Cause we are just driving" he teased. I groaned. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it gently.

"Thanks Bella, I really needed to get out" I nodded and drove down to the jetty, parking in the lot looking out across the sea.

"Lets go sit on the beach"

Edward nodded and let go of my hand after kissing it tenderly, a smirk on his face.

"What?" I raised an eyebrow. He just shook his head and we spent the last few hours of light on the beach.

The night was fairly warm, and Edward wasn't ready to go home. We had parked the Volvo on top of the cliff, a fair way away from the private beach Edward had originally taken me too, but I couldn't see it in the dark anyway. We had turned the car stereo on and with the bass boost and the windows down we had gone to lie on the hood of the car in an attempt to stargaze even through the cloud filled sky. The headlights illuminated the sharp edge of the cliff, meters away from the car and beyond that a shimmer of light was visible on the dark raging ocean. The waves were crashing over the music as the wind picked up, still warm in the night.

Vibrations went through the car, the combination of the still running engine and the bass shook the car slightly. The stargazing had turned into watching a lightning storm rage its way across the ocean, heading down the coast across from the peninsula, towards Adelaide.

Edwards' fingers drew lazy patterns across the palm of my hand, lazily dancing across my flesh. I could feel him watching me as the feather light pressure tickled its way up my forearm to cup my face within his palm. He drew his face towards his and lightly kissed my lips. Pulling back he gauged my expression, his light green eyes darkening to a shimmering emerald as he slowly lifted himself up and started fiddling with the buttons at the bottom of my blouse.

Matthew Bellamy on the piano slipped into the second of silence between songs and his voice soon followed.

"Birds flying high, you know how I feel" His voice was drained out by Edward's breathy version whispered in my ear as he lay be back, my shirt now gone and shoved in through the open window of the car. Our lips connected again as I snaked my hand under Edwards shirt bringing it up over his head. I think it ended up next to my blouse, but I couldn't be entirely sure.

Edward's lips made their way from the corner of my mouth, kissing gently towards my ear.

"It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life. For me, and I'm feeling good"

I gasped as he gently bit on my ear lobe and pulled it downwards gently, teasing. I could feel his smirk against my neck as he peppered his way down with kisses to the valley of my breasts. He kept his eyes locked with mine as he reached behind me and unlatched my bra without any difficulties before throwing it into the growing pile of clothing, before returning to where he had left off. Thunder cracked around us and a trickle of water ran its way down my chest. He grinned as he watched it disappear between our flushed bodies.

It didn't take him long to return his attention to his previous ministrations as he drew my left nipple into his mouth and bit down lightly, constantly teasing. At some point I lost the rest of my clothing and Edward was left in a silken pair of green boxers, slowly dampening in the building rain. Looking at me questioningly he waited for me to nod before he took them off and threw them atop the pile in the car. He pushed me farther up the hood of the car, my skin squeaking against the wet surface. It was slippery, but not enough to slip off, more like enough to just hold you there. He grabbed at one of my feet, his wet hair slowly falling into his eyes as the rain pushed it down.

He kissed the sole of my foot and I clenched it from the ticklish feeling. The song changed to a more upbeat tempo, again Matthew Bellamy's voice surrounded us as Edward kissed his way up the inside of my leg. I couldn't focus on much more than him and the vibrations of the car beneath me as he made his way closer and closer to where I wanted him. He bit down on the inside of my knee, not hard enough to hurt and then ran his tongue over the tiny red marks he had left on my leg before blowing on it softly, repeating the action till he was on the inside of my thigh. He looked up at me and grinned before continuing up towards my navel, missing my heat.

The misting rain was cooling against my burning skin, Edward continued crawling up my body, hands planted either side of me, slipping every so often. His knee nudged my legs apart as he climbed onto the car, resting on top of me, kissing me softly he positioned himself over my entrance. He pulled back and started questioningly at me one last time before pushing in.

I couldn't contain the gasp that escaped my lips at the slight pain, but it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Edward grimaced when he heard, cupping my face in his hands before kissing me on the forehead.

We moved together, carefully at first, building the tension and the coil growing in my stomach. My gasps and moans were drowned out by the rain steadily building and the thunder still clapping away in the distance, even the music could barely be heard. The bass could still be felt though.

"Come for me baby" Edward's whisper I could hear clear as day.

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Saturday 15th August 2009

I had a cold, and so did Edward. Neither of us cared though. When we had arrived back at the house Alice had drilled me for details and I refused to give them to her, and even though she was sitting on my bed on a Saturday morning at 6am with a mug of chamomile tea and panadol for my raging headache I still couldn't begin to think about telling her without blushing.

"Bella! I'm up at this godforsaken hour of the morning so that you can get better, but in return you MUST tell me what went down with my brother last Saturday night!"

I felt the heat rise to my cheeks as I avoided her question, fiddling with my phone and waiting from a text from Edward.

"Bella!" Alice grabbed my phone from my hand dangling it in front of me, teasing. She wasn't going to give it back.

"Fine!"

"Really? You'll tell me!"

"I had sex with your brother, on the hood of his car, in the rain! Happy, little miss nosy?" I asked.

For once Alice was silent.

For a few seconds at least.

"YOU WHAT?"

"um… you heard me" I snatched my phone she had dropped and made a dash for the bathroom.

Alice was rolling on the floor laughing as I shut the door. Literally, rolling around, on the floor, laughing.

I scowled at her as I shut the door, texting Edward to tell him that we were busted.

That's ok love, I have a surprise for you next weekend. Xx E

You know I hate surprises! What it it? Xx B

Secret Xx E

Hardy har har, Har…. Tell me! Please? xx B

Carlisle is letting me borrow the plane. Xx E

Seriously? Xx B

"BELLA! Get out of the bathroom RIGHT NOW, stop texting my brother and come talk to me!" Alice screeched.

"Jeeze Al, its 6am, everyone with half a brain is still sleeping!"

Yeah, and I have somewhere I want to take you! Xx E

Cant wait! Wait? You can fly? Ig2g, your sister is nagging me again xx love you.

I can FLY! :P xx E

Don't mock me. Xx B

I opened the door to Alice standing tapping her foot, hands on hips. She flung her arms around me as I opened the door.

"Bella finally lost her V plates!"

"What like you haven't?"

"Course I have! Middle of a footy oval in the middle of the night. There was a party at the club, I still don't know how we didn't get caught!"

"Wait are you talking about that one we went to when Jazz…" I trailed off as she nodded her head.

"ALICE CULLEN!" she just giggled and danced back to sit on my bed, but she looked more solemn as she sat down

"I miss him you know"

"I know Ally, so do I"

Last bit of fluff….. Me thinks, but I could always change my mind.

Im going to try and get ahead so that when I get a chance I can update a few chapters at a time to make up for my school being so lame and blocking me!