Demyx's POV

---Weeks later---

I walked a long the many halls of the castle as I come back from my failed mission. I thought while walking: All I had to do was stop Sora from getting the stone thing and run off with it and let Hades deal with him. But no, he has to fight for it before I could get away....I obviously lost that battle, look at me. Ouch...I hurt so bad....stupid Sora. Now I have to report to Xemnas...ugh, he'll just get mad and punning me or something...not to mention the taunting I will get from the rest of the Organization.

I walked to the Superiors door and knocked on it. I already knew what was coming, he would probably beat me or something, thats what everyone else does. Sept Zexion and Xigbar, they are the only ones actually half nice to me. Xemnas walked over and opened the door and stared at me for a while.

" Number nine, you seem to have failed again I see " The Superior looking at my hand that was supposed to have the stone. I looked at him have game him a nervous smile.

" I'll try harder next time- "

" Dang right you will number nine...Sora is heading for Hollow Bastion soon. You will fight him there, next time...you will not lose...understand? Now walk in here..I wanna have a..." He looked around and saw some others passing by wanting to watch what befalls of me...jerks. " Come and have a ' talk ' if you want to. " I sweat dropped, its not like I had a choice weather to come in or not, it more like saying ' Come in and let me beat you for your failure. '. I sighed and walked into my doom. I'll talk to Zexion later. Zexy, Xigbar, Axel and Roxas were the only ones I could trust not to hurt me. Well Axel is an iffy, he just hangs out with me cause Roxas does, if he wants me to do something he'll singe my arm till I do whatever he wants me to do and Axel tries to get Roxas away from me....But Zexion and Xigbar are on missions....so again I'll most likely be a lone. This is all HIS fault, trying to work for 2 people at once....

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I limped a little bit down the hallway and into the dinning area where Xaldin was serving dinner. Xemnas had beaten me harder than the last time, I guessed it would have been since this was my seventh fail this week....a whole weeks worth of fail...I came through the dinning room door to see almost everyone there waiting. I took my seat and then started thinking to myself like I usually do. I couldn't talk to Zexion or Xigbar since they were down at the very end of the table....doesn't matter I don't mind being ignored. I'm usually ignored or kicked anyway, its normal.

As I sat eating I heard my name, cause, other than Zexy, I'm one of the youngest and they seem to want to pick on me. I looked up to see almost everyone gone, , had I been spacing out that much? Vexen and Larxene were left...oh no...not Larxene. I looked up at her slowly wondering what would come upon me today..

" Hey, Dem Dem. " Oh no the nick name...she wants something. She made some lightening and formed it into what looked like rope and pulled it around me neck , which hurt a lot cause, water and electricity doesn't go well together, then she whispered" Kiss me. Kiss me Demyx. I want you, right now. " I gulped...I don't want to. I don't like Larxene that way...well not at all!!

"N-No! No Larxene get off!! By your higher superior, me, Number Nine-get off!! "

Larxene gave me a wicked smile " What are you gonna do about it? You don't have enough strength to push me off, my electricity over powers your water. "

I panicked...where's Zexion when you need him?! She made Vexen leave and lock the door on the way out. Till she said to open the door.... pushed me down on the table and started to zip down my cloak...crap. Then a miracle happened..Xigbar showed up when Larxene was trying to...well you know. Xigbar dropped whatever he was holding and then he pulled out his guns. " Go back to your own lover Larxene. " Larxene stood up and gave me a pleading look but then portaled away before Zexion decided to force her out. I stood up and zipped back up my cloak, she hadn't done anything sept cover me in kisses everywhere and unzip my cloak and I shuddered.

Xiigbar came over to me and sat down and I sat down too. " So...anything happen today you wanna tell me about? " Xigbar started our little therapy session right there. God how I hated that.

" Uh..."

" Start with this morning after you got back from you're mission...did you fail this one? "

We both sat down and I looked away " Yes...I reported to Xemnas like usual and I got the usual beating. It was harder this time Xigy, I must be a failure, I can't get anything right. And!! Some people were wanting to watch me get punish...one day I'll get back at them." I'm starting to sound like Him.

Xigbar just stared at me " No Demyx, revenge is not the answer, you are one of my best friends, I don't wanna see you get hurt- "

" So you're saying I can't fight too?! " I stood up looking very mad and I guess kinda intimidating cause Xigbar backed away a little. That's what He says too...

" No Demyx...you're..just..."

I glared at Xigbar then turned away " Ya that's what I thought.. " I started to walk away then Xigbar grabbed my hand.

" Demyx...I love you, in a friend way. I just don't want you to pick a fight that you might not win. "

I could feel the tears in my eyes...wait...tears? How? Oh ya just Xemnas' superstition about no emotions..anyway. I was still turned around so he couldn't see me starting to cry, but I know he knew I was crying cause he came up behind me and hugged me. " Demyx...I don't wanna be your enemy...I wanna be your friend. Please just don't do something you might regret doing later. Plus you'll get in trouble with Xemnas again." I'm already doing something I regret...

Xigbar then sat down on the opposite side of me " Demyx...are you having trouble with your past? I mean your Somebody life? Usually when a Nobody goes through a difficult time is when you start to remember stuff like that. Is it traumatizing any? "

My Somebody life? " Ya once in a while I'll have visions or dreams...they kinda bother me sometimes. " No that's only half the problem

Xigbar started to look more interested " Its best to tell about it. To not have it all bottled up, if you have any more visions or dreams like this and they are bothering you I want you to tell me. So start at the beginning of what you know and go what you've seen today. "

I took a deep breath " Well...." Only if he knew the real reason of my failures.

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(( This is not going to be a Xig/Dem...I know the ending sound kinda weird but that no what it was referring to))

Ok I had to re update this chapter cause I'm confusing this story to pieces...it will no longer be just about Demyx going crazy over his scattered, emotional, memories. Ya cause I was reading over it and I was like WTF it makes no sense so...I'm re-doing it, I had to completely re-do this chapter.... This chapter is one of those where the first part is what is later in the story...you get what I'm trying to say? Yes? Good =D