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Rainy days suck. They suck even more when the one thing you think you did right is the one thing that's going down the drain and you feel like you can't do anything about it. When you feel like you're drowning with that wonderful thing that isn't so wonderful anymore. But then there are the days when you feel all hopeful and strong enough to fight for just a little longer. And those are the days we use to make it count.

"Who's presenting?" Miranda Bailey asked at six thirty am when she entered room 2234.

"Audrey Walsh, twenty years old. Was admitted last night when she came in complaining with pain while urinating, increased urinary frequency, and pelvic pain." Alex said to Dr. Bailey.

"Treatment plan?"

"Keep her over night and give her some anti-biotic for the bladder infection." Alex said.

"Wrong, Dr… Karev. You were supposed to say that you're paging Addison Shepherd and have her check me out." Audrey piped up.

Everybody looked at the young girl who apparently knew the world-class surgeon and had a close relationship with. It was very unusual for someone to ask for a specific doctor, let alone a girl to request specifically for Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd by name.

"I'm sorry, but Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd is…" Alex began but was cut off by Addison.

"Right here." Addison said and entered the room.

A grin graced on her face when she came to see the girl who was sitting on the bed. The whole group of interns turned to look at her and were taken aback because of her smile and because she was smiling like this with a patient. It had been so long since she had smile like that. They had only seen her smile like that a handful of times.

"Hey Addiebug!" Audrey squealed and the whole group was left in shock. Who the hell was this girl calling Addison that?

Addison smiled brightly and hugged the young girl. "Let the doctor finish and then we'll talk." Addison told Audrey and looked at Karev.

"Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd is here, so I don't have to page her." Karev finished.

"Dr. Karev, what Audrey came complaining are symptoms of…?" Addison asked, like if she was testing him.

"One billion things." Alex responded after the rest of the group had left. He was once again on her service and like every other day, he was being smart with her.

Addison rolled her eyes at him. "Then go study up and come up with a diagnosis, because we can't work without one." Addison told him sharply.

"Ouch, mommy hasn't lost her touch." Audrey giggled. Addison looked at her and winked at her.

"Karev, go!" Addison shooed him away and he left the girls to their talk.

Addison giggled and Audrey scooted so she could sit on her bed with her.

"I missed you." Audrey said and hugged Addison.

"I missed you too kiddo." Addison hugged her.

"You think your Manhattan ass is good enough to not phone your first girl in the longest time?" Audrey reprimanded Addison playfully.

"My Manhattan ass is definitely not good enough to not call. I'm sorry. How have you been though?" Addison asked.

"Good. And I've been better." Audrey looked down at her hands.

She had a secret that she desperately wanted to keep to herself. But Addison being Addison, she knew better. She studied Audrey carefully and feared that there was something seriously wrong with her. Audrey was her first girl. She had been the first baby that she had performed solo surgery on, that's why she was so special to Addison. She remembered that she wouldn't leave the NICU for hours at the time so she could spend as much time as she could with Audrey. She would even pass amazing surgeries because she wanted to spend time with her special little girl. Derek and her had been the girl's parents for a few weeks while she recovered. But then time came to turn her in to Social Services and Addison was devastated.

"Add, Social Services is here. They want…" Derek began softly but the huge lump on his throat wouldn't allow him to go on.

"I can't turn her in, Derek. I just can't. It's not ok for this beautiful baby girl to be thrown in to a foster home like that. I just…I can't." Addison cried as she held the baby close to her.

"I know. But they have to take her. Addie, I'll… I'll take her to them. She'll be alright. She'll be with a good family who will love her and who will cherish her, and someday maybe, you can see her again. But she has to go now with them." Derek cuddled his wife in his arms as she sobbed hysterically.

"It's not fair, Derek. She's so small and so beautiful and so perfect. I love her so, so much." Addison cried into his chest as Derek caressed her red locks.

"She'll be alright. Everything will be alright." Derek said.

"We can adopt her Derek. We can." Addison suddenly looked up. They had had that conversation a few times now and it always ended up in an argument.

"We both know we can't have her Add. We've talked about it. We have to concentrate on being doctors first so we can have a secure future for our kids." Derek said.

"Derek…please…" Addison begged.

"No Addison. We can't have a child right now." Derek said.

"Then you're not getting anywhere near her. I'm taking her down to them myself." Addison pushed him away from her. She was so angry and so hurt.

She picked up the sleeping infant, whom she had placed in the bassinette and took her down to them. She asked the Social Services man to please be sure to give the foster parents her card just in case something happens after the surgery. At least that was the excuse. She just wanted the baby to have a way of contacting her when she grew up.

"Huh?" Addison was pulled from her trance.

"Geez, ignore me more, will you? I asked where is daddy?" Audrey asked.

"Oh, sorry. Um…he's in surgery. I'll let him know you're here." Addison said and stood silent for a second.

"Why are you here?" She asked curious, narrowing her eyes. She still couldn't put her finger on what was going on.

"Couldn't I come visit my mom and dad?" Audrey asked.

"Yes you can. But visiting and being in a bed with an IV hooked to your arm are two very different things, Aud. What's going on?" Addison asked worried.

"What is always wrong with me mom?" Audrey asked and panic surged through Addison.

"It's back?" Addison asked in shock.

"And I'm pregnant." Audrey said.

A/N: So this is the first chapter. There are a few more to come. Let me know what you all think. Thank you. And yes, I know this ship has long sank, but a girl can dream, can she?