Jumbled

Pairing: SusanXDerrick (One sided)

Summary: Why do I still think about you? Why do I care about you? Why do I still love you, Derrick?

I lie down in my prison cell, trying to sleep. But every time I close my eyes, my eyes would fly back open. It's no use, I couldn't sleep. I couldn't eat. I couldn't even think to myself without you popping into my head. I know I should hate you for what you have done to me. On that day when you told me it was over, I was angry at you. I vowed to myself to forget about you and move on with my life.

But I guess I broke my promise. It seems like I think about you more than ever now. I hate that I love you. I won't deny that I love you still, even though I really want to convince myself that I don't.

You're a jerk, selfish, and you're selfishly devoted to your job.

And I think that's why I still love you. But, of course, it is still unclear to me if that's the reason why I love you still or not.

"Susan," I pick up my head from the metal prison cell ground and look at Link. "Come on, let's eat. Their gonna serve meatloaf today!"

I weakly smile as I watched Link grab my hand and urge to go to the "dinner table". The same smile is still slapped on my face. Link, B.O.B, and Professor Cockroach were all happily munching on the meatloaf. I barely touched mine. Link noticed I wasn't eating, but he said nothing about it.

After eating nothing, I went back into my cell. And I start to think about you again. Why won't you leave me alone already?

This is all too confusing. You make my head jumbled up. I rest my head on the ground and close my eyes. Strangely, my eyes don't shoot back open. Thank goodness.

Why do I still love you, Derrick?

The End?