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"No that's not right. Play it again." I ordered, feeling frustrated now. It was getting to the tenth time and it still wasn't getting any better. We needed this to finish. Just the end of the song, we finish and that's it. It'll all be good.

The key struck a sour note again. Dammit. I sighed, and held out my hand. "Give me that thing. This is getting stupid." I muttered, and he handed it to me. I placed the guitar in my lap, and played around with the strings getting that note.

When I played the small string it came out better. I felt a smile go on my face. "I got it." I laughed, and handed the guitar back to Michael.

Michael was my lead guitar player. He was the best in all of Forks. I had done over a hundred, yeah a hundred interviews. And none of the people that showed up, could've of done a better guitar solo than Michael played out for me. He was my hero, in saving my band after Josh had left. He decided to give up on us, and leave because he complained that none of us were playing our parts.

Yeah, effin right. He was horrible at the melody's anyway that I assigned him. I was the lead singer, and came up with most of everything in the band. I came up with most of the lyrics, I set the gigs, I did what I could basically.

Being in high school, forming a band never seemed better. It all sounded fun and the most simple thing. Hell if it was. It took so much work, and it exhausted me and everyone else in my band. But we preformed, and took the time to come up with new songs and get our things played for others to hear it.

We were actually pretty popular among people here. I think it was mainly that we were the only real entertainment that no one else could find. The thing about Forks was that it was always the same. You wake up, go to school, finish homework, and watch the rain. There weren't any big malls, no parks, no amusement crap no nothing. So when your the only band in a small homely town like Forks expect to be a big thing.

"Sorry I'm late." Jason apologized gasping, as he ran into the garage.

Inside my garage it was cold. This was because we kept the garage door open, so you could see outside and when it rained it looked pretty. It was just me though that enjoyed it. I liked seeing the rain. But I hated feeling the rain. I could watch it, but if you put me out there I will complain like a freaking baby.

"You little fucker." I muttered.

Jason pushed back his dripping wet hair, his face was flushed. "Yeah, you try going from track meet to here. That's easy I know. But when its below twenty degrees, pouring rain, and your car won't start the hell up, this is what happens." Jason retorted.

"Yeah got it. Just get to the drums." I said.

I had a problem when my band was late. When you have to be the leader in a band, it wasn't easy. You had to take care of everything. You had to make sure how your group was, and if anyone couldn't make it for a gig, you had to make sure you had backup. You payed for equipment, and then payed for more if anything broke. It was a hard job, but I took it with my pride.

"Bella? I think this key would be better, if we fade it into the background when the third chorus plays." Michael was saying, referring to the key that had taken us ten minutes to get exactly right for the end.

Another thing being in a band. Take everything into consideration.

"You know..." I trailed off thinking. "Let's try it. Jason give us the third chorus beat, when I do that whispering thing. Then Michael play that note, and when he does Jason start the song back up with a loud bang. Got it?" I asked, after saying the directions.

"Yeah." They both said in unison.

"Good. Jason start." I directed.

Jason took a second to warm up, then got into the chorus strums.

"We're falling..." I started singing. "And I'm still breathing." My voice started to get lower, for the part that we planned out. It came out like a whisper.

"What we're doing. Is falling. Is falling..." I trailed as Michael got a couple strings in. It was a soft steady beat. It was all leading up to the big start off, which Jason would do.

"We're gonna be ok-ay-ay. Just breathe, my darling." My voice got higher at the end to give it a nice sound when I sang 'darling'. "We'll be ok-ay-ay." I loved this song we did. It was the best my group has done so far.

"Now close your eye-aeys, aeys. And breathe in." I let my eyes close and fall into the song. Swaying softly side to side as the beat grew up in tempo.

"We're falling. And I'm still breathing. Breathe, just breathe and we'll be okay-ay-ay. Just breathe in my darling..." My voice faltered to a slow stop, and that's when Michael played out that note like told, and with a second Jason hit the drums to give it a nice bang. The song started back up, into a strong high voiced pace.

"My darling. Don't you see? Don't you see? We're falling-g-g-g-g." I played out the 'g' sound. "Just breathe, just breathe. Close your eye-aeys, aeys, and we'll be okay-ay ay."

Michael did a small sounding solo, ending the song. I opened my eyes smiling. Practice was always so fun with our songs.

"Guys that was perfect." Jason said smiling like I was, and set his drumsticks down.

"That really was." Michael agreed.

"Truly," I laughed. "Michael that was a great idea. That little note helped that chorus end, then to help be picked up again. I loved it." I approved.

"Thanks." He said slightly embarrassed.

I laughed, and he punched my shoulder playfully. "Hey have you guys heard that there are going to be new students at the school?" Jason asked excitedly.

"No...wait yeah! Aren't they like the Cullen's or something?" I said.

"Yeah, that's what I heard. There supposed to be starting school with the rest of us tomorrow." Michael joined the conversation.

"Sweet. New students are fun to mess around with." I said planning my day out already, lifting my eyebrows up.

"Oh no Bella just don't. Let's leave these new kids alone...I heard that they were like really shy or something. I think its just better we leave them alone." Michael told me, and I frowned.

"That's no fun though." I grumbled.

"It's better Bella. Let's just see who they are, and get to know them. Not 'let's through water balloons at their heads'." Jason smiled, remembering what happened last time.

"Hey, those water balloons were the bomb." I laughed.

"Yeah, I don't think those new students thought so though. They were walking around the school soaking wet. They had to wear the 'lost and found' clothes." Michael said, laughing with me.

"How embarrassing." I chuckled.

"Bella, I know that was fun. But let's leave these kids alone this time." Jason said.

"Your acting like my father." I teased.

"Ew, Bella." Jason said disgustingly and wrinkled his nose.

"I know." I smiled.

"Guys." Michael said slowly. "We do realize that our high school gig is in less than a week from now." He was saying horrified, looking at our schedule calender that we kept in sight, for information.

"What?" I sputtered, horrified also.

"Yeah, less than a week. How the hell did that happen?" He shouted.

"I don't know, they said the seventh right? Of this month?" Jason asked me.

"Yeah they did. It can't be coming that fast though." I shook my head.

"Has our month already past for practicing?" Michael was saying, setting the calender down.

"I guess so." I whispered. "Fuck." I muttered after, and pushed my hair back with my fingers.

"We're ready though. We got all of the song played out, we have no need to panic. If we just find our last beat for the song, come up with a tittle, we'll be set." Jason said.

"True," I sighed. "I need to think you guys." I said, and pressed my hand to my forehead, leaning forward in my chair.

"Okay guys. Let's start off with the simple stuff first. Michael get the fish bowl, and Jason go get the sticky notes. I'm going to get us food." I ordered.

Every time when we needed to find a name for a song. We would sit in a circle, fill out sticky notes or just pieces of paper, write random names that would be qualified good enough for the song, and throw them in a glass fish bowl. When we think we had a decent amount, someone would shake it up, reach their hand in and pull out one. Whatever the sticky note said, went. No complaints no nothing. It was excepted and we moved on.

Not that long after we were sitting around in our circle. We were all in concentration as we wrote down random names, while chewing on jerky sticks. Of course we probably wouldn't put down something really stupid or bad, but we came up with what we could that was original and unique.

"Guy's we ready?" I asked, putting one more sticky note into the bowl.

"Let's draw one out." Michael laughed, taking the bowl. He stirred the papers around the bowl, and pulled one out.

"Breathe in." He smiled.

"Perfect." I said back.

"That was yours right?" Michael asked Jason. He nodded, as we got off the floor, grabbing our untencils.

"Now," I let out a breath. "Let's get our asses to work."

"I have an idea for the pre-end chorus." Jason said.

"Well?"

"After the drum beats go, and when Michael starts the solo, we can put that lower D note in. It will give it that darker feeling that we're trying to get for the song. I think it'll work." He nodded his head to himself.

"Everything is worth a shot." I agreed.

"Kay guys. Michael just start straight from the solo, I'll get the lower D note in with the bass guitar. Jason, you already know what your suppose to do."

Jason nodded at my words, as he sat behind the drums. He twirled the sticks in his fingers, and started off tapping on the higher base drum. Perfect, I loved how he knew what he was doing.

"Kay, Michael go."

Michael fell into the beat pattern quickly. When the pre-end chorus came I hit the lower D note. I sang. "We're falling. And I'm still breathing. Breathe, just breathe and we'll be okay-ay-ay. Just breathe in my darling..."

Michael stopped and so did Jason. He laughed at himself. "Never mind. I'm stupid, that made it sound like crud."

We all laughed in agreement. "It's okay Jason. Not every thing is going to work. That's why we just see how it does. Who knows, it could've been really great." I assured.

"Or it could've turned out like crap like it just did." Michael laughed, and I shook my head smiling, while I punched his shoulder.

"Okay, okay let's drop the lower D note out of our minds. Let's find the ending. That's important." I said, and set my guitar down.

We all wandered off into concentration. We kept thinking about the song, I'm sure I wasn't the only one replaying the song over and over in our head, and thought about what was going to work.

"I got it!" I shouted getting inspiration, jumping up.

"What is it?" Jason shouted also, getting away from his drums.

"The note. High C. We play it when Michael ends the solo, the high C will make it drag out longer, so we add a couple low B's to add after at it."

"Write it down on the notepad so we don't forget." Michael said, handing me the small writing pad that held all or our ideas, songs, and the corrections. It was like the master brain the pieced everything together.

I scribbled the thought process down on the side of the paper, that had the lyrics to the song in the middle. "Got it." I smiled.

"It sounds perfect. I think the high C will make it supply that beat that we needed." Jason nodded.

"Okay guys...let's play the whole song, before we head out."

Michael took his position holding the guitar, Jason got to the drums, and I took my stand behind the microphone.

"Ready," I tapped my foot as I counted off. "One...two...one two three four."

Michael blasted the guitar, and Jason hit it off with the drums.

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"Awesome freaking practice today guys. We are going to kick so much ass." I laughed and high-five my two best friends.

"Hell yeah we are!" Michael cheered, and I laughed.

"Totally." Jason smiled.

Michael and Jason could be such opposites. Michael was more rocking, and did more things loud. With Jason its more of a calming thing. And together they rocked out the stadium. We did everything right with the two of them thinking together. Their thought process was amazing when it was combined. I loved them so much, they were my brothers that I never got to have.

"Kay you guys I gotta do homework, and go get some sleep." I said hugging them.

"Yeah so do I." Michael frowned, and I pushed his brown shaggy hair back. I loved doing that, especially when the guy's hair was really long. It was sorta a habit I had doing myself, so I did it to others. I think they got annoyed by it.

He laughed, and kissed my forehead goodbye. "Michael can I get a ride home with you? My car won't start." He said, and Michael nodded.

"Sure." He agreed. "Bella rest up your voice, we're gonna need it tomorrow." He said to me. I laughed and nodded.

"True that." Jason laughed, and they both started to leave my garage.

"Oh and Bella?" Jason smiled, stopping to turn back around.

"What?" I asked.

"Tomorrow, no harassing the Cullen's." He said.

"No promises." I laughed, and clicked the garage door button, shutting it on their faces. I laughed , and walked inside my house.

Jasper's POV

"Oh! Did you just see that? I just kung-fu'd your ass!" Emmett boomed laughing.

"Oh shut up!" I grumbled, and hit the button repeatedly, now kicking his butt.

"Whatever Jazzy I am so winning." Emmett smirked.

From his emotions I was getting off of him, he was very confident. His cocky son of a self. I smiled realizing I could trick him, into making me win.

I first decided to get closer to him in the race, before I did anything rash. Edward was laughing quietly to himself as he read my thoughts. Poor Em is gonna get it. I was tired of him winning again. I mean...no one really needed to win fourteen times in a row. He could handle one little loss.

"Hey Em." I said.

"Huh?"

"You and Rose last night," I smirked. "Edward was telling me that you weren't doing so well last night. Had some problems."

"What the fuck does that mean?" His emotion was getting more agitated, and his concentration was getting less for the game.

"You know," I laughed. "You were having problems getting up the stairs last night or something, and you kept Rosalie waiting for you to finally get up the stairs." Me and Edward started laughing.

"That's a lie!" He yelled, and his concentration went down.

"Than prove it!" I shouted, and sent him a full wave of lust in his direction.

"Oh Jesus!" He immediately leaned forward, and he got uncomfortable.

"What are you guys yelling about down there?" Rosalie shouted charging herself down the stairs. Me and Edward started laughing, as Emmett was looking at his wife like he was a lion and she was his meat.

"Bastard!" He shouted at me, when he realized that he had stopped playing the video game.

"Aw did somebody loose?" I made a baby face at him.

"You guys can suck my balls!" He shouted, and threw the controller aside.

I laughed joyfully, feeling his defeat radiate off of him. "Rosalie I think Emmett's calling for you!" I laughed again, and Edward leaned over the couch to high-five me.

"You guys are such jerks. Come on Em, I wanna hunt tonight." She said, rolling her eyes at us.

"Alright," Emmett sighed getting up. "You," He glared at me, pointing his finger in my direction as he went to stand by Rosalie's side. "are going to get it when I get back."

I scoffed at his remark, and him and Rosalie left at vampire speed into the forest. I sighed the game boring now, and turned it off. Edward was feeling the same boringness as I was.

"What to do now? I already went hunting a couple days ago, so I'm good." I said, running my fingers through my hair. It was such a long blond hair tangled mess.

"Um well Alice is coming back from her night at mall with Esme, so I'm gonna be with her all night." He said, in a apologetic sound. I felt his sympathy for me, his feelings were intensified cause of my ability.

"Okay, I'll figure something."

"Oh! Wait!" Edward suddenly shouted, and went to the computer.

"What?" His anxiousness was coming full force at me.

"You know how we're moving? Yeah, I found the place where we're gonna be at. Fork's Washington."

"This is what you wanted to show me?" I asked in a dull sarcastic voice.

A picture came up on the screen, showing probably the most greenist and most rainforest type of a town there could be. Under the picture gave a short description, of what it was like. Poor people tried to make it actualy sound like an interesting plave to live. But to me, it sounded like a boring, noting will happen town.

"Great." I groaned. "It rains all the time, the only color is green, and there's nothing to do there, except go to a store and grocery shop."

"It's better than being here. Out in the middle of a forest, near the Denali clan." He said.

"Oh god yes! Anything away from Tayna!" I sighed with relief.

Tayna was in the Denali vampire clan. She was the only single vampire in her clan, like me. Naturally I thought when I first met her, that it could work out between us and we could build a relationship, and we'd both have mates. But all of that hope was quickly vanished, as soon as I got to know her. She scared the crap out of me, and I would hope that'd I'd never have to be with her. I just wouldn't be able to do it.

She's a beautiful vampire no doubt, with her curly strawberry blond hair. And she had a way of talking that's for sure, but with her emotions around me all the time all I got from her was selfishness. She was a selfish girl, that only wanted me to do her, and that's it. To hell with that.

Edward laughed. "Yeah, I know you'd be happy at that." He smiled. I nodded my head, and looked back at the screen.

"Do they have anything for fun?" I asked, and Edward scrolled down the page.

"Um, theres a link that says, 'Local Activities'." He shrugged looking at me.

"Click on it." I sighed.

Edward did, and it led to a new window on the internet. The list was very small for the local activities, I had to say. There was a family barbecue, a small rally for charity, and something about a music band.

"Hey click on the music band thing. Get more information on it." I said.

"Jasper and his music." Edward muttered to himself, so low that if I wasn't a vampire I wouldn't of have been able to hear it.

"It might be good, who knows." I said.

When the new screen appeared showing an image of the group, my eyes automatically narrowed at the girl. She had long brown hair, that was in a messy pony tail, standing in the middle of two other guys. The one on the left had messy long brown hair, while the one on the right had more of a clean cut, with lightish blondish hair.

The girl was small looking, like she could easily get hurt. Her face was round as she held cute girl features. She had brown eyes that sparkled in the photo. Her arms were around the guy's neck's, as she hold both of them in a choke hold. The group was all smiles. She was wearing a tight black t-shirt, that had a simple large white skull printed on the front of it. And was wearing cut up faded skinny jeans, with dark purple converse.

"They look like an interesting group of people." Edward chuckled to himself.

"Yeah." I said slowly agreeing. "What are their name's?" I asked.

"Let's see." Edward said, scrolling down so you could see the caption of the photo.

I read it out loud. "Starts left to right. Michael Dustin, Isabella Swan, and Jason Geers."

"Wow Isabella? That's pretty old fashioned."

I glared at him. "Same as Edward." I muttered.

"What's your problem?" Edward asked me, feeling irritated.

I shook my head looking at the picture with the girl in it. "I don't know. I didn't mean anything by that. I'm sorry." I apologized, feeling confused.

"Oh."

"So, what music do they play? Do they have any sample's we could hear?" I asked, wanting to know more about them.

"You would think. Um, their band name is 'Suicides Sweetest Death'." Edward tried to press his laughter.

"What's so funny about it?" I asked him annoyed.

"Why are you acting so..." He couldn't find a word for it.

"I don't know." I repeated sighing. I honestly didn't.

Edward shook his head, and scrolled down farther on the page. There were a few links highlighted in blue.

"These links are the bands demo's to the three major hitting songs. Play Me My Lullaby, He's Not Here Anymore and their latest hit You Make Me Wanna Be." Edward read what the site said.

"Honey I'm home!" Alice shouted laughing at herself as she walked through the door.

"Hey sweetie. How was your day?" Edward asked her, pulling her into a hug with a kiss on her forehead.

"Perfect, thank you. Carlisle is bringing the bags in. I got some really cute dresses that were on sale, and some other stuff..." She started to whisper, looking up at him. "...that I think you'll take great interest to."

I grimaced. What was with this family being addicted to sex crap? It made me sick, and I'm a vampire which isn't easy to do.

"Oh will I now?" Edward whispered. I felt the lust come off of him.

"Yes." Alice giggled, as he bent his head down farther to kiss her. I sighed dramatically to let them know that I was still there, and hadn't left.

"Oh sorry Jazzie!" Alice laughed and hugged me.

"Nice seeing you too." I laughed. She got out of my embrace to get back into Edward's.

"Hello Jasper. How are you?" Esme asked, walking through the door dropping a couple bags.

"Good. Thank you Esme. How was the shopping?" I pulled my mother into a hug. Technically she wasn't my mother, but she acted like one to me, and I loved her like one. And with Carlisle he was a great father figure to everyone in the family.

"It went really well, thanks honey. Where's Emmett and Rosalie? I bought Rosalie a cute outfit today, and I want to know what she thinks of it." Esme said.

"Emmett and Rose went out hunting." I answered.

"Oh okay then. I'll just leave the stuff I got her on her bed. She can check it out later." Esme sighed, and went over to hug Edward.

"Ugh, women shopping all day. Need man time." Carlisle gasped, dropping the bags, pretending like he was going to die. I laughed at his joking, and hugged him quickly.

"Hey Carlisle. Was it that bad?" I asked.

"Sure was." He smiled.

Edward nodded at Carlisle, as a greeting. "Hey guys, me and Alice are going out to have some alone time tonight. So we'll be off, and be back just in time to get going on the moving trip." Edward announced, slipping Alice's jacket on for her.

"Okay. Have a nice night you two." Esme smiled, as Edward and Alice walked out the door.

"You guys also. And Jasper, check Suicides Sweetest Death out. I think your going to like the girls voice...a lot." He winked at me, before him and Alice zoomed off like Emmett and Rosalie did earlier.

What was he talking about? That I'd like the band? I didn't know.

"What was he talking about?" Carlisle asked curiously, sending it my way with his feelings.

"Oh in Forks theres this amateur band that plays there called Suicides Sweetest Death. We were just checking out some info on them before you guys came back." I said, my eyes now averted to the screen.

The picture of the three of them, still visible on the screen.

"They sound like a scary band." Esme murmured.

"Well look at them. Their in high school, and from the looks of it I don't see any over piercings or tattoos." I commented, pointing at the picture.

Esme walked closer to the computer and looked intently at the group. I felt some confusion, amazement, and awe feelings coming from Esme as she looked.

"This girl...she's very beautiful. Very very beautiful." She said in that 'awe' feeling, looking at me.

"I guess." I shrugged, denying it. This girl Isabella did look like a beautiful girl. She looked more beautiful than a lot of girls I have seen in my life. Just by the picture her skin looked soft. I repressed my thoughts on how her blood would taste in my mouth as I enclosed it around her neck...and sank my teeth in through that skin, nipping at her vain-

I shook my head quickly to get out of my fantasy. I didn't want to think about hurting a human being, I had killed to many already in my life time and didn't want another incident when we moved there in Fork's, and registered into that school. I would have to be careful and make sure I didn't think to far off, and get in big trouble.

"So their not a professional group?" Esme questioned bringing me out of my deep thinking.

"No I don't think so. I think their just a popular small band that's in Forks."

"Well we are just going to have to see them then. I'm sure their good." Esme said, getting away from the computer.

"Yeah, it'll give us something to do then." I smiled.

"And they'll also be in that high school all of you kids are registering into."

"True." I agreed.

"Me and Carlisle are going to head upstairs for the night. I assume you'll be somewhere in the area right?" She laughed.

"Well I don't need to hunt. I just might though, to pass some time. But yeah, I'll probably just stay here. Unless you guys would like to be alone-" I started to apologize thinking that they'd like to be by themselves, but was interrupted by Carlisle.

"No of course it's okay to stay here Jasper, this is where you live," He chuckled. "We just wished that you had someone to spend the night with. Your our only son that needs a match."

"Yeah, I know I do." I said grimly. I wasn't sure if I really wanted someone or not. I just didn't see the need to be committed, when I'm almost a hundred and fifty years old.

"Well have a good rest of the night Jasper." Carlisle said. He and Esme then went up the stairs, and I was alone. I groaned softly, really hating that I was by myself.

I can find more information on that band, I thought to myself and sat at the computer desk. I looked at the links again.

I looked at the three songs. Play Me My Lullaby, He's Not Here Anymore, and You Make Me Wanna Be.

I decided to go to the first song Play Me My Lullaby.

Once I clicked it the audio track began immediately.

"Play me my lullaby, maybe it will help.

Play me my lullaby, hopefully it'll help.

I can see you standing there, awaiting for that chance.

Please just play my lullaby, and maybe you'll get that second chance."

I was already addicted to the song. The melody was a soft beat, and this girls voice was better than I could even imagine. It was the best...I didn't even have the words to say how good it was. It was a piano that was making the soft sound, that matched the song, making me melt.

I just sat there and let the song continue.

"Why are you so sa-aaaddd?" She prolonged the word her voice growing high.

"Why are you? I see that look, I see your pain, maybe it'll go away

If you play my lullaby.

Please just play one single note, make my heart start to float.

You do this to me-eee-ee. You make me feel like this, but then I see

Your pain and I wonder. Why are you so sa-aaaddd? Why can't you just be happ-pp-yyy?

Play my lullaby and you'll see. Play my lulla-bbyyy, and you'll see-eee-ee.

This lullaby will help. It was meant to heal. All you have to do

is play my lullaby. My lullaby. It's all that we need."

The song was moving in a way. Her voice just made the words so real, that it made me want to scream that I understand. Her voice held great emotion, and it was something great.

Fork's wouldn't be that bad after all maybe.

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Okay first Jasper and Bella fanfic. I hope I'm good at it. Lol

This isn't my first story written, but my others are Bella and Emmett, and one Edward and Bella. Go check them out, if you wanna.

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