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Celestial Infatuation
Chapter 20: Baby

"Oh for you I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe we ain't together.
I wanna play it cool,
but I'm losing you
I'll buy you anything,
I'll buy you any ring.

And I'm in pieces, baby fix me.
And you shake me, till you wake me
from this bad dream...

I'm going down, down, down"

It was almost impossible.

But at the same time, it wasn't.

When it came to Chad, everything that you thought wouldn't happen would. Everything you thought couldn't go wrong, could. And everything that you thought was normal would be weird when you became someone you were never supposed to be.

How was she was supposed to know that she would end up with him?

Sonny sighed. No matter how many times she asked herself that question, nothing would change. The past was gone and the future was quickly approaching. They always said that you should live like you're dying cause you never know when it would be your last…

Too bad she never took that advice.

When they had first met, Sonny would have never considered Chad a friend; More like an enemy. At times, they could possible be considered acquaintances… if they hadn't had an argument that day.

Sometimes, she even looked at their relationship as friend's. It was weird how they worked. One second they could be fighting, and the next they could be laughing their heads off at something the other had said. Chad had even helped and comforted her at times when she had most needed it.

Now that she thought of it, she had never been the one to comfort him. Of course he was the one that had ruined all of the sweet moments between them, but he had at least tried…

But now it was her turn to help him.

He had gotten himself into this mess. But Sonny knew that he wouldn't be able to get out of this mess without her. If she left him right here, not saying a word on where she was going he would no doubt try to follow her. He needed her to continue…

Without her, he was damned.

Sonny sighed, stretching out in the luxurious bed under her. She had been laying there for hours, waiting for the sun to rise and shine some light into the room. The rays had yet to touch her, for there was just a hue of light streaming in from behind the curtains.

Tawni had somehow given her the answer. But Sonny couldn't positively say that she knew the whole part of it. That was the hard part of doing this; you might know what you have to do, but there was more to the journey that the eye couldn't see. And she was blind right now.

The sad part of this challenge was that Chad had to figure it out himself. So even if she figured it out soon, she would have no chance of telling him. Of course she could give hints and what not, but who was to say that Chad could catch on quickly?

There was really only one way to do this, and it was the opposite of what she had been doing this whole trip.

She blinked a few times, gripping the bed sheets and the let go. The bed was too soft for her liking. Lucky for her that she couldn't sleep.

He was going to be confused. Very confused. The whole time she had been with him, it had always been under her command. No matter what they did, she controlled what happened next and where they were going to go. She had told him what he had to do and why he had to do it…But not anymore.

Today, she was going to have to let him be in control.

And she wasn't too fond of that.

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"Get up." The whisper that she had managed wasn't really a whisper, but to her it was better than nothing. With the state that Portlyn was in, Sonny didn't think that she would be able to hear them anyways. It was at such a random time, and Sonny was pretty sure that the old friend was asleep.

"Wha?" Chad looked up at her, his blue eyes gazing from beneath his sleepy eyelids. He rubbed his eyes and blinked a few times. "Sonny? Is that you?"

"No, it's your mom. Seriously Chad get up." She didn't want to pull him up from the sheets but she was afraid that that idea would have to be followed. He gave her a weird look and rubbed his eyes some more.

Chad snickered, pulling his feet out from the blankets. "That would be pretty awkward actually…" She looked away, not really wanting to see him in his boxers. Sonny felt the heat rush to her face, but it would never show. "You know you should have knocked. I could have been sleeping naked."

"You would be the one to do that." And she probably was right. But he probably wouldn't at the same time. "Now take your half naked self and get ready. We gotta go."

"You're enjoying me like this."

"Oh definitely." She let sarcasm drip into the end of her sentence as their voices both raised in volume. Sonny lowered it at the last second, remembering that they weren't alone. As much as she secretly liked Chad, the bickering was still fun.

It took talent to be able to speak back to a man like him.

And since she had that talent, she might as well use it.

He got up and grabbed the clothes he was had been wearing yesterday from the desk in the corner. Portlyn had some guy clothes laying around since some of her old cast mates from various movies and shows she had done came a lot. And Sonny didn't really need to worry. But they were able to wash their clothes; they needed it.

She fell over, staring up at the ceiling. The bed he had been given was just as soft as hers. It was nice to sleep peacefully when so much had been going on. Except this bed smelled like Chad…

He had a nice smell which was a mix between some cologne that probably was worth more than his hair products and just the fragrance of himself. And together, Sonny had to admit that the smell was heavenly.

She sat up to see Chad pulling his jeans on, shirtless. And why hadn't he walked into the bathroom? Oh right. One, cause he was a guy. Two, he would do anything to 'piss' her off. Three, cause he was Chad.

"Like what you see?" Sonny looked up to see him eyeing her suggestively. "Cause you know, it's all for you. Just say the word and I-"

"Really Chad? Really?"

"You know it Monroe," he replied, winking. "So what are we doing anyways?"

"Quiet," she reminded him, putting her finger up to her mouth. It was like the universal sign for be quiet. "We're doing something different today…"

"Like what?"

"What do you want to do?"

"What do you mean?" He looked at her, confused. What did she mean by asking that question? If he got to choose what they were doing, he wouldn't be worrying about the fact that he was probably going to be tortured for the rest of eternity in his after life. Instead, he would want to spend some time with Sonny…

But like not the way that they had been so far.

"What do you think I mean?" He thought she meant what we she was saying. And if he was right, this was going to be a taste of something new…

Because now it was his chance to redeem all of those years he had lived with out her.

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