Helluuu! So I started writing this about a week ago and I went on a complete inspiration roll. This is a Mark and Addison fic, which I never posted around here before but I guess it was about time. I hope that you will like it, because it is one of the fics I love writing the most. Anyway ! I'll just let you read now…

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Chapter 1: Everything I Want

Having kids comes with joy, usually. A newfound life, full of laugher and good memories, and that's exactly what Addison was looking for. This was Addison post Derek, Mark and Alex and she felt like she needed to start all over again; a fresh start. A baby, that was her answer. So, she packed her bags, left the hotel and drove for hours and hours until she got to the Oceanside Wellness. She trusted Naomi, her forever true best friend, to help her reach her dream.

"Are you sure that you're ready for this Addison?" Naomi asked concerned. She knew Addison acted on impulses sometimes and there was no turning back to having a baby.

Addison nodded, looking very sure of herself. "I am sure. I've always wanted a baby and I'm not getting any younger."

"I guess so, but you'll be doing this alone Addie, it won't be easy."

"I know that, but I work with babies everyday, I tell pregnant women how to take care of themselves all the time." Addison said as she sat next to Naomi on the sand, watching the waves with a soft smile. Maybe she should accept Naomi's proposition and move out to Los Angeles. To have this view every morning when she'd wake up, see her son or daughter run on the beach with a smile that would be brighter than the sun. Maybe changing herself meant changing city too. Why bring a baby in a world in which people don't like her? In Los Angeles, she had Naomi, Sam, she couldn't believe how the people working at the practice were kind and she had an amazing goddaughter who she'd like to spend more time with.

"I will make sure you get to your dream then." Naomi smiled warmly. "I know you'll be a great mother."

Addison grinned. "Thank you, and I know my baby will have the best godmother in the world."

Naomi took Addison in her arms. "I love you, and I missed you."

"I missed you too and I love you too!"

That very same afternoon, Addison and Naomi went back to the office to run all sorts of tests on Addison and tried to find a good sperm donor together. Addison decided on a few she liked but couldn't find which one of them she liked more, and Naomi kept saying that she needed to make that decision herself. A few hours later, the pair went to Naomi's house to get dinner.

"So did you think about my offer?"

Addison nodded. "I did, and I'm pretty sure that I will accept it." She smiled.

"Yay!" Naomi clapped her hands. "What made you decide?"

"I need a new start." She shrugged. "Seattle just wasn't for me."

Naomi nodded understanding. "What happened in Seattle? Why'd you even move there in the first place?"

"I'll tell you if you tell me what happened with Sam." She winked.

"Fair enough." She agreed. "So you start."

"I slept with Mark." Addison admitted.

"What?!" Naomi asked shocked. Never in a million years had Naomi thought Addison would cheat on Derek, especially not with Mark.

"Yep, and then Derek caught us and he took off to Seattle. During two months, I stayed and fell in love with Mark, got pregnant and got an abortion." Addison said sadly. She still wasn't proud and hated that she hurt so many people during that time. "So Richard called me on a case and I went, saw Derek with his new girlfriend. We then tried to make our marriage work but after a couple of months he cheated on me with Meredith so we got a divorce."

"Okay, your life is just too complicated. Ever considered a reality show?" Naomi chuckled.

"Ha, ha." Addison mocked. "So anyway, Mark moved to Seattle and become my official booty call. But a few months after I decided that I would give Mark a real chance, that was happening if he didn't have sex with anyone for sixty days. But we both broke it so I cam here and decided that IU needed a change."

"Well, I cam home from work one day and Sam gave me divorce papers and custody papers. He said that he was tired of his life and that he needed something new."

"That sucks." Addison sighed. "We should consider turning lesbian. It would solve so many problems."

Naomi laughed. "It would, oh yes it would."

The following morning, Addie was scheduled to meet Naomi at the practice to get her test results back and to make sure her project baby was going smoothly. She went to Starbucks first, but she took a decaf, seeing as she could as well get used to it if she wanted a baby.

Addison smiled brightly when she opened Naomi's office door. "So, tell me everything!"

"Addison, maybe you should sit down." She told her friend nicely, trying not alarm her.

Addison took a seat. "Yes?"

"There's really nothing I can help you with honey." Naomi explained slowly.

Addison bit on her lower lip. "I don't get it."

"You're already seven weeks pregnant Addie."

Addison closed her eyes. "That is just exactly what my life is."

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