Ok so I have deside to Fix my stories of all grammer and spelling mistakes... I will be updatin my stories as i get them wrote but patiants is needed i have two toddlers that crave my attention so i can only do so much at a time... plus im workin on my other two stories... any ideas are welcome thru a PM and if used i will give credit where credit is due...

For those who are reading this for the first time.. Bella gets fed up with edwards controlling ass and takes a stand.. in the process of making it known that she isnt his damn puppet anymore she finds a love she didnt knw was there.. sometimes things arent really what they seem so read and find out what is real and what is bullshit.. this all takes place after new moon.. there will be no renesmee sry for those who love her..

this story is rated M for drug and alcohol abuse lemons and other crazy things that may come out of my head..

if you are not 18 or over Please DO NOT read this..

i do not own twilight so credit goes to stephanie meyer for the great characters she has created.. the songs in my story belong to the artists i just use them as a backround for some chapters.

Chapter 1: Unexpected Friend

Today started out like any other day. I woke up in the arms of the man I love, though I didn't know it at the time that soon my life would be changing.

Edward and I had been doing really good sense we came back from Italy. I have gotten Carlisle to agree to change me after graduation, Edward wasn't not too happy about it. I just don't understand he has been so protective of me. He won't let me around Jasper unless everyone is in the room. He won't let me go see Jake. I do call him all the time but it isn't the same. I need my sun. I felt Edwards arm tighten around me protectively.

"Wake up beautiful, I don't want you to be late for school." He whispered in my ear. I still had my eyes closed but I was already awake. I turned to face Edward and snuggled in closer to him.

"I don't want to. Can't I just stay home today? No one is coming to school because it is supposed to be sunny today. I'll be all alone." I groaned. I knew he would make me go to school. He seems to think I can't make my own decisions. It's gotten so bad that I can't even choose my own food. Edward broke through my thoughts.

"Don't worry Bella, someone will be watching you at all times from the woods." he soothed. Though I didn't need soothing, I kind of enjoyed when I was alone now. When I was alone no one tried to control me, it was a nice brake. Then what he said caught my attention. He had said 'someone', meaning it wouldn't be him keeping an eye on me.

"Someone" I asked. If Edward wasn't going to be the one watching me on this sunny day then maybe I could get away.

"Yes, one of us will be keeping an eye on you. We are all going to take turns hunting. I'll be watching you until lunch then someone else will maybe Emmett because he is hunting this morning with Rose and Jasper. I'll be back later tonight. You will be safe today."

He must have thought I was scared but I wasn't.

"Now go get ready for school."

"Okay." I leaned in and gave him a quick kiss before I got up and went to the bathroom for my morning routine. While I was in the bathroom I got to thinking. Edwards's protectiveness and controlling is going to have to stop. Maybe if I talked to him and tell him how I feel he'll stop. Maybe I can sneak off and see Jacob. He could help me and tell me what to do. I talked to it with him a couple times but he just threatened Edward. I finished up and went back into my room. Edward was still sitting on my bed though he looked a little mad now. I didn't understand what was going on until he looked at me. I knew that as soon as made the decision to go see Jacob that Alice wouldn't see me because she can't see the wolves. Nevertheless I had to ask.

"What's wrong?" I asked innocently. Edward glared at me.

"Alice called. She said that your future disappeared. Is there something you wanted to tell me?" he asked. Well I guess now was a better time than any. I took a deep breath and cleared my throat.

"Well yes there is." I swallowed hard. "I want to go to La Push today to see Jake." I heard Edward growl.

"No. It's not safe. He's unstable and he could hurt you-" I interrupted him.

"He won't hurt me. I spent almost a year with him and he didn't hurt me. He saved me from Laurent. And don't growl at me." I tried to make my voice strong but it cracked a couple times.

"I don't care if he saved you. I'm glad he did but that proves nothing to me. If he got to mad and phased by you he could hurt you. If he got to mad he could hurt you. No. This discussion is over." Ok so he wasn't going to listen at all.

My anger was starting to build up. I started thinking about how Jacob told me that he missed me and how it hurt that I can't go see him. Though I knew he used to have a crush on me, over the course of me coming back from Italy that had changed into a brother and sister bond. He needs me. He told me he had wanted to talk to me but he didn't want to tell me what about over the phone. With that thought my anger hit a new high. Jacob need me like I needed him and Edward was being an ass about it.

"You know I already have a father I don't need another one." I screamed I was getting even more pissed. "I'm a big girl and I can do whatever the hell I please. And if you don't quite trying to control my every fucking move you are going to push me away. I want to see Jake. He needs me and whether you like it or not I'm going to see him." I heard the growl and I could see Edward getting even madder but I continued before he could butt in. "Jake has never hurt me and I trust him just like I trust you. I love you but I am not going to be kept away from someone who is like a brother to me. He was always there for me and I will be there for him in his time of need." I looked to Edward he was pissed now. He must not like me standing up for myself. I softened my voice and continued. "Now I have to get to school so why don't you go home." I turned and was getting ready to walk out the door when he grabbed my wrist. A little harder then was necessary.

"Bella, I won't allow you to go and get yourself killed. If I have to I won't go hunting but I refuse to let you go down there." I said through gritting teeth. I tried to get my hand lose it was really starting to hurt.

"Edward, you're hurting me, please let go." I whispered.

"You will not see that dog" Was all he said before he jumped out my window.

I stood there rubbing my wrist. I knew Alice couldn't see the wolves but I didn't know if she could see me talking to them on the phone. So I took a chance. Edward was not going to tell me who I could and could not talk to or see for that matter. So I called Jacob on my cell phone. He picked up on the third ring.

"Bella is everything ok?" why did he answer like that?

"Yea Jake everything is fine. Look I don't know if Alice can see me talking to you right now. But she can't see the wolves and I want to see you. Its sunny today and they won't be in school. Find a way to come get me so I can see you." Before I hung up I heard the rabbit startup he was already on his way." I went down stairs and got my stuff ready for school though I knew I wasn't going. I went into the kitchen and grabbed my box granola bars from the cabinet. I reached in and grabbed a bar and an envelope came out with it. It had my name on it so I opened it. Inside was an excuse note from Carlisle. I smiled to myself and open up the not that was with it.

Bella,

I know you want to see your dog friend. I'm the best at blocking Edward and I found a way around Alice as well. Please just be safe. If you need help call me and I'll come to you. Just hit speed dial number 4 and your phone will call me. I know this is going to seem odd to you. But I think you can make your own decisions and if you think it is safe then go for it. Call if you need a ride and I'll meet you at the border of La Push. And please burn this I don't want to have to ripe Edward apart. Remember, be safe, and call if you need me.

Jasper

I was dumbstruck. I thought it would be from Carlisle even Esme, but Jasper. Though I could understand why he would do it. They kind of control him to. It's worst when I am around though. He is like a prisoner in his own home. I thanked Jasper in my head and wrote a note to myself to get Jasper a gift the next time I go shopping.

I went out to my truck as to not change my routine I didn't want to alert the Calvary of the plans or anything. I got in my truck and went to start it but it wouldn't turn over. I tried again. No use. I put my head on my steering wheel cursing my truck in my head. Just my luck, now I'll have to call someone for a ride. Then I heard a horn honk. Please don't let it be Edward. I turned my head slowly and was happy with what I was. There sitting behind my truck was the rabbit. Jacob had a huge smile on his face. With no second thought I jumped out of the truck and ran to the passenger side of the rabbit and jumped in. I had to hurry before Edward came.

"Hurry Jacob we got to get to La Push before Edward has a chance to stop us." before I even finished my sentence, we were racing down the road as fast as the rabbit could take us.

"Don't worry Bells, I brought back-up." Jacob reached in front of me to point out the window, and then pointed out of his. That's when I saw glimpses of two wolves on my side of the road in the woods and two on Jacob's side. I smiled.

"Nice thinking." I commented him. The wolves could distract Edward long enough for us to cross over into La Push.

"Yea well we all miss you. You probably have more brothers then you know what to do with." we both laughed.

We were silent then. I kept watch on the wolves till we passed the border into La Push. Jacob slowed down as soon as we crossed. I smiled to myself. Edward wouldn't cross the treaty line. Not unless he wanted to break the treaty, though I wouldn't put it past him.

"I missed all of you as well." I looked out my window and noticed that we passed Jacobs house. "Jacob where are we going?" I looked back at him. He smiled and looked at me. "We are going over to Emily's and Sam's."

"Oh, ok." truthfully I didn't care where we went I was just happy to be back in La Push.

When we got to Emily's she was fixing breakfast. Everyone was there from the Pack. Everyone greeted me and hugged me. I did the same. After breakfast Jacob and I walked down to the beach. We sat on the sand close to the water's edge. It was a warm day so I didn't mind.

"So Bells, what bought on this rebellious behavior?" I laughed at how that sounded, like I was disobeying my father or something.

"I'm tired of being treated like a child." I stated coldly. "I mean I know that he wants me to be safe but not trusting me to know what's best for me. Really pinches my last nerve." Jacob burst into a fit of laughter.

"I don't know how you put up with it. I hate when someone tries to control me. Sam tries not to control us but if he gives an order we have no why to say no." we both looked out to the ocean. It was quite for a few minutes before either of us said anything. Jacob broke the silence.

"You now if you ever need help all you have to do is call me right? I want you to know that no matter what I'll always be here for you." Jacob was starting to sound panicked. I nodded my head as I spoke.

"Yea I know that and that goes for me too. Whenever you want to talk or whatever, no matter what I'm here for you." I looked at my feet before I spoke again. "What's going on Jacob? Is everything ok?" He seemed like he was worried about something and the way he talked it sounded like he was worried about losing me. I would never leave Jacob. He had to have known that right? I'd always be here for him if he needed me? I was broke from my thought by Jacob speaking.

"Well I was just thinking about how in less than a week you're going to be turned into a blo- vampire. I don't know how that is going to work but I don't want to lose you. I have some news to tell you. Well just two things really." He looked at me and continued. I kept my eyes on my feet. "The first is that I talked to Sam about the treaty and how you decided to become a vampire." He swallowed hard before he continued "I have convinced him to allow the one exception… you, but this is the only time we are going to do this. If anyone of them or you kills or bits another human I can't be responsible for what the pack will do." He looked at me but his face was pained. I couldn't believe that he did that for me.

"Thank you. You don't know how much that means to me." I looked at him and smiled. Jacob was so good to me sometimes.

"Well there are a couple things that need to happen before the change. And there is one other thing that I need to tell you."

I nodded my head so he would continue. "Well I have wanted to tell you something but I wanted to do it in person. I imprinted." he said quickly and looked at the sand.

Well I was a little surprised by this but it explains a lot. Like how Jacob just stopped crushing on me. I smiled. I can't believe that Jacob imprinted.

"Wow Jake, I'm really happy for you." and I was but for some reason my throat didn't want to work. My voice cracked which in turn made me sound nervous and worried.

"Don't worry Bella; I will always be here for you. You're still Family." He tried soothing me.

"No Jake, Its ok. That's always how I seen you. I love you and you are the best brother I could ask for." I leaned over and gave him a huge hug. "So… Who is she? Do I get to meet her?" I pulled away from him to look him in the eyes.

Jacob gave me a very big grin and grabbed my arm pulling me up off the ground. He started walking back towards Emily's. "I was hoping you would want to meet her. You're going to love her. She kind of reminds me a little bit of you."

I smiled and followed him to Emily's. When we got there everyone was outside on the porch. Standing at the top of the steps between Paul and Embry was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen; well that wasn't a perfect vampire, anyways. She was really light chocolate maybe butterscotch. She had deep brown eyes and long black hair. She wasn't very tall only about my height. She had a small smile on her face.

"Hi, I'm Bella. It's nice to meet you." I said politely holding my hand out to her. She gave me a huge smile and jumped forward to give me a loving hug.

"I'm Elisabeth but you can call me Lizzy. I'm so happy to finally meet you. Jacob has told me so much about you." I looked over at Jacob who just smiled before he looked back at Lizzy. They both had the same look in their eyes that Emily and Sam had every time they looked at one another.

We sat around Emily's for a long while catching up. Jacob looked so happy. Everyone was so happy. Everyone was joking and having a good time. I did kind of see a little bit of my personality in Lizzy. This in turn made us get along just fine. I lost all track of time till I noticed that the sun was getting low in the sky. It had to have been about 5 in the afternoon. I stood and noticed Jacob do the same.

"You ready to go home Bells? I don't want you to get in trouble with your leech." I gave Jacob a smug smile.