This is not mine, it is simply my favorite poem
Author is unknown!! (I love it though!)
She had always liked him, but never truly knew why
He never talked to her, his friends had made her cry
She smiled at him in the halls, but he just turned his head
He did not care about her... that's what he always said
But she kept her chin up and she loved him still
Because she knew what was inside, a hole that she could fill
His friends soon caught on to her feelings towards him
They found it hysterical, yet her love did not dim
She knew she was better than what they thought she was
Still her heart was his, for reasons she knew not of
She slowly became forlorn, slipping deep into a hole
And he was still ignoring her, breaking her delicate soul
Still her love did not falter, she always thought of him
While all the rumors about him put hert closer to the brim
Until one fateful day, his friends played a little trick
They told her that he loved her, just to watch her tick
Sadly, she believed them, she was overjoyed!
Little did she know that it was all a ploy
She went up to him to make sure that he knew
That she knew how he felt, and that she loved him too
He did not understand, so all he did was stare,
Telling her repeatedly that he really did not care
She was finally over the edge; It just couldn't be true!
They had said he loved her, but deep inside she knew
She could not comprehend how to go on living her life
So she went into the kitchen and pulled out the sharpest knife
She screamed into the air "This is not how it should be!"
She screamed out all the things she wished that he could see
She spoke of her love, she cried of her pain
She whispered what happened, how it couldn't be the same
And with her last strength, she scribbled her final note
She explained everything, and this is what she wrote:
"Take the shining knife and cut open my wrists
Watch the blood flow out, it could've ended with a kiss
Take the bloody knife, write words into my skin,
Tell me that you hate me let the pain begin!
Take the knife and hold it up so that everyone can see
That this is the pain that you are causing me"
She watched the blood pour out, collapsing on the floor,
Little did she know that he was at the door
He did not get an answe as he screamed her name
He told her he was sorry, what he did was lame
He did not want to give up, he wanted her to know
He really did like her, he just didn't let it show
He didn't care about his friends, they were not his anymore
So please, won't you please open the damn door?
He walked up to the window and saw her lying there
He pounded on the glass, crying in despair
He broke through the glass and knelt on the floor
Looking at the girl he had always adored
He desperately called for help, she was still alive
He tried to bandage wounds; please, God, let her survive
He held her close as the ambulance drew near
"I really do love you," she whispered in his ear
He said "please don't give up, I'll help you through,
We'll make it work, you know I love you too"
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