I needed you more than ever that day, but you never showed. You told me that you'd always be their to support me but when I had one of the biggest auditions of my life and I needed you to be there to calm me down, to tell me that I'm going to do great you weren't there. What was your reason for not being there? It was a football game, a stupid football game you could've taped but didn't because you didn't want any of the guys to spoil it on you.

You weren't there on our one year anniversary, the anniversary you promised to take me to that romantic restaurant I've always wanted to go to. I sat there for more than two hours and you never showed. Your reason this time? It completely slipped your mind.

I had a seat saved for you at the 'Oh No You Di'nt Awards, People asked was that seat free and I said no, I looked like an idiot when you didn't show. Your excuse? You went too a house party with 'The Guys', oh but you said not to worry since you taped it. What do you not mind if someone spoils the fact I won two awards but you do mind when it's about football scores.

On my birthday, I expected some people to forget, like Tawni who, in her mind, is usually in 'Tawni Town' but she remembered. I was really excited to see you that day, not because I wanted a great gift but because I wanted to celebrate it with someone special. When I saw you all I got was a 'Hey' and 'Can't stay long, me and the guys are going bowling.'

Last week, you said you couldn't come to pick me up from work because you had to take your little sister's dog to the vet. I found out the real reason and that reason is an anorexic looking brunette with long leg, big breasts and short skirt.

I did meet someone I knew at my audition though, someone who surprised me by giving me the best advice and a better confidence booster than you ever would. He made me forget about you and your stupid excuses. He is the reason I got that part.

I met the same person at the restaurant after sitting there for an hour. I had a really great time with him, he actually listened to what I had to say and didn't only talk about sports or something his idiotic friends had done recently.

At the awards, he was there and when I finally realised you were not going to show up, he sat beside me and cheered me on when I won something. I never thanked you in my speech, I tried so hard not to scream at you when you said 'Thanks for the shout out, babe.' A good boyfriend would've just watched it.

He remembered my birthday and he was the last person I expected to. He got me a necklace that I never take off. You never get me gifts and sharing your chips don't count.

So have fun with your little slut because it won't last and there will be no one to run back to when she dumps your pathetic ass. I have found someone much better than you will ever be and he has been there for all the stuff you said you would and he's been in front of me the entire time.

I have found my perfect match, my Chad Dylan Cooper.

A/N: So this was a random One-shot that is a tiny bit similar to my Life with Derek one 'Drawings in the Sand'. I wrote it because I can't sleep and I started this at 2:30 am and it is now 3:10 so I'm really tired and sorry for any mistakes in spelling and grammar. I'm not functioning completely great right now. Constructive crit. is welcomed greatly.

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And some other sites made by some friends that you guys might like, http: // forbidden-love. ning. com/ Life with Derek's Dasey fans
http: // seddielovers. ning .com/ for iCarly's Seddie fans
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Anyway,
R E V I E W

Love always,
Victoria.